synsta and Rylai June 21, 2013 Share June 21, 2013 I've been working on my tulpa for a month and a half now and I used to be able to visualize incredibly well, like I could go on amazing adventures with her in my mind with dreamlike quality. It took a few minutes to "transport" myself into our wonderland and we could do whatever there. I'd start off with counting from 1-50 to 100 or so, and go from there. But as of 6 or 7 days ago I've lost any ability to see anything at all in my mind. I can still see weak things like when I read a book, but to transport myself into the wonderland it has been impossible. Nothing has changed in any of our methods or routine when I force with her, although I have been under a bit of stress recently. I'm pretty sure I know the cause of it too: When I try to see anything in my head and I get an image, my eyes move. I thought it was any sort of caffeine, so I completely stopped any sort of caffeine or other drugs, but no matter HOW hard I try it's impossible to get my eyes to stay still. I'm really upset over this, and so is she. We changed her form a few days before I lost my ability and I really want to see it. I miss going on adventures with her too :( Please....anything you guys can suggest will help immensely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Carmack June 21, 2013 Share June 21, 2013 Just take a little pause. I think that our mind's eye (and our whole brain) can be "discharged" like a battery, then don't do anything strenuous with your tulpa for a few days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
synsta and Rylai June 21, 2013 Author Share June 21, 2013 It was over a week ago when I lost my abilities Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Carmack June 21, 2013 Share June 21, 2013 So try to do other things with your tulpa, like narrating & stuff. In my opinion, it's only a matter of time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
whtwvphntm June 21, 2013 Share June 21, 2013 I had this happen a couple of months ago. Just recently in the past few days it seems my visualizing ability is coming back. I would say as carmack said probably over time it might come back. Sorry if that is not helpful.. Tulpa/s: Kudos-Male-Human Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
synsta and Rylai June 21, 2013 Author Share June 21, 2013 I should also probably mention this is more of a physical thing with my eyes freaking the out. They won't stop moving ugh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DJCl3v June 21, 2013 Share June 21, 2013 Try image streaming. It helps with your visualization, a google search will help. Also you can never keep your eyes entirely still, they make tiny "micro-movements" all the time. hi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
synsta and Rylai June 22, 2013 Author Share June 22, 2013 I'm certain it's my eyes. It goes something like: see image briefly -> eye moves -> lose image I went back to visualizing today for about 3 hours and made almost no progress. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kirklind June 22, 2013 Share June 22, 2013 I would understand trying to enter your mind, the problem is that your brain believes your trying to enter it by a dreamlike state (meditation) and therefore attempts light REM (rapid eye movement) state,but since you're conscious you can feel its movement and if you're in a state that is sensitive to its outside environment (meditation) you feel these movements are immediately taken back. I suggest either self-hypnosis or taking a break, your choice. If you have any additional information or questions just ask. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
synsta and Rylai June 24, 2013 Author Share June 24, 2013 I would understand trying to enter your mind, the problem is that your brain believes your trying to enter it by a dreamlike state (meditation) and therefore attempts light REM (rapid eye movement) state,but since you're conscious you can feel its movement and if you're in a state that is sensitive to its outside environment (meditation) you feel these movements are immediately taken back. I suggest either self-hypnosis or taking a break, your choice. If you have any additional information or questions just ask. The eye movement is happening when I'm fully awake. EDIT: I managed to calm my eyes the fuck down with adderal (?), but I'm still having issues visualizing anything beyond simple stuff Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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