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I used to wonder what tulpas could be......(Raid's progress report)


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Day.....uh....

 

[139]

 

You sure?

 

[Trust me, Jackie]

 

Well, ok, then.

 

Day 139. I guess.

 

[but it is!]

 

Ok, ok.

 

So, last night, Raid gave me a very stern talking-to, about how I'm falling apart and blah blah blah, that kind of crap. Whatever. I was enjoying the scolding for two reasons.

 

1. She's right in everything she talked about. Absolutely, completely right. I knew it before the scolding (didn't grasp it, though), knew it while she was scolding, and knew it after she was finished. It was awesome. She knows better than me, which is fantastic. If I don't know better, at least somebody legitimately does and doesn't just assume they do because of some shitty authority.

 

2. I heard everything she said. Everything. All of it. It came from her. Non-stop, too. Hell, you could even call it a rant, if you wanted to, but it all came from her. I was so happy to hear her so clearly. So, so happy. I didn't even care that she was so right about me fucking myself up, and......oh, wait. Shit.

 

I enjoy this very much. It makes me happy.

Name: Raid

 

Sentience: Confirmed

 

Working on: Vocality

 

Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait?

 

Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes.

2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)

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My tulpa has just shown her mischievous side......ugh.

 

This is quite torturous.

 

[You know you love it, Jackie! ^_^]

 

T_T

Name: Raid

 

Sentience: Confirmed

 

Working on: Vocality

 

Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait?

 

Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes.

2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)

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Don't make a weed joke.

 

[Yeah, guys, don't make a weed joke!]

Name: Raid

 

Sentience: Confirmed

 

Working on: Vocality

 

Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait?

 

Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes.

2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)

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So, depression's taken over.

 

I won't elaborate much, just that I have an asininely (that is now a word) long time letting go of the past. I have few regrets, but the ones I do have are so damned annoying, they're literally ALL I think about nowadays. Nevermind the fact that I think about stupid shit all the time anyways, but this is new.

 

So, I was lying in bed, and, well.....this is basically a short recap of the very end after I laid in bed for a good 20 minutes, depressed and apathetic as hell.

 

 

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Me: (turns on Backside of the TV on youtube on louder setting on PS Vita)

Raid: [Are you forgetting something, Jackie?]

Me: "Yeah.........I've forgotten how to smile."

*Immediately starts smiling and feeling incredibly hopeful and happy*

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It didn't last long. Just long enough for me to post this. I've just remembered something incredibly important to me, though. And I have her to thank.

 

[Damn right, you have me to thank ;3]

 

There she goes. Heheh.

Name: Raid

 

Sentience: Confirmed

 

Working on: Vocality

 

Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait?

 

Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes.

2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)

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