MyCooky October 10, 2013 Author Share October 10, 2013 Today it's gonna be 3 hours, because I can! (The last 3 days I did 1 hour, 45 minutes and 1 hour and 20 minutes) Trying to get WILD and DEILD working, for lucid dreams. QUESTION: (plz answer if you read) Should I parrot Melank in order to get him vocal? I'm convinced he's sentient by now. That's it for today. I have a small feeling Melank will be vocal, soon... Maybe this (http://community.tulpa.info/thread-schlondark-s-psychic-tulpa-voice-guide) can help me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Anonymous October 11, 2013 Share October 11, 2013 As with almost everything in the process it's really up to you (it's your imagination afterall). If you feel like it would help, go for it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 12, 2013 Author Share October 12, 2013 I decided on making a new, more complex wonderland for Melank. It is inspired by the (upper) Blevedere in Vienna, it's only a bit more colourful. It also has bigger windows, bulbous spires on two towers left and right. Also it features 4 doors; 1 leads to my dreams for Melank to enter, another one to my memories, the third one to my subconscious and the last (but not least) to the old wonderland. Visualising it together with Melank was a hell lot of fun - i had awesome visualisation, idk why - and I narrated every new thing I added to him. Also during forcing I let music play (hindemiths piano sonata nr.3/4 fugue, in case you wanted to know, and some orchestra piece I improvised) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 12, 2013 Author Share October 12, 2013 So I was in the Villa Borghese today (actually my first time - shame on me), and since I just created the new Belvedere wonderland it doesn't have full interiors, so that's a thing I looked out for... So it's gonna have a lot if marble and porphyr. And paintings, maybe Melank is going to change a lot of my baroque interiors, but for I know I think I like something along those lines - going to add them later this day during forcing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 13, 2013 Author Share October 13, 2013 I'm considering giving Melank a second, human form, so we'd someday be able to make music together, with normal instruments... but for now I don't want to use my time on that. I'll ask him when he's vocal probably. Talking about vocality I think I should just think less about that and just focus on it when it's happening. I'm still very early in the progress of his creation, I should just let it happen when it does. I noticed for me forcing works best when I am awake, it isn't dark and the windows are open for fresh air. Also meditating doesn't help me, as I get more relaxed and more sleepy, so my concentration is worse. Music also seems to help me force. Just some quick thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 13, 2013 Author Share October 13, 2013 Only forced 15 mins today, even though it was sunday, I just couldn't do mmore. i Had no concenttration at all, tried multiple times. I think Melank didn't like that and my mood (probably because he did) change to very bad in the evening. But I got a lot of other things done, I even composed an awesome music piece for the Horn.... (maybe I'll upload it someday to YouTube) Tomorrow will be better! (I promise) oh I also added an english landscape garden around the belvedere. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 15, 2013 Author Share October 15, 2013 Today not much forcing, but I started writing Melank letters, I do this mostly for me, so I can work on my attitude, so I don't warry too much etc. But i find it also a good method of forcing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 16, 2013 Author Share October 16, 2013 I now have a list of 24 traits for Melank, but it's in german and most of them don't have a proper translation in english, so I don't bother putting them here. Just a few important one's: Self-confident, tolerant, curious, cool and active. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MyCooky October 16, 2013 Author Share October 16, 2013 I now feel well-informed enough, that I can do this: From now on I won't use my pc (unless smth really important) until Melank is vocal. I'll gain amazingly much time! So, goodbye for now. Let's see how long until I'm back. Wish me good luck. :) Last thing: The letters I write to Melank really help me a lot, I even invented a new alphabet for them, so I felt more connected to Melank. I also drew a picture to visualize the Belvedere wonderland better and realised it looked nothing like it. Also forcing right now averages at 1 hour/day, need to improve on that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Anonymous October 16, 2013 Share October 16, 2013 I guess that's a good bye then for the next few months hehe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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