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Hi all. My username here is ab but you can also call me Beth or Alex. I will use either name but won’t go into why here but if you are curious please don’t hesitate to ask.

 

I find it amusing that only a few short months ago that I told a friend that I didn’t want a tulpa. What changed my mind? When I found out that humanity wasn’t a requirement. So I’ve read some guides here and rather quickly I am told have managed to create a tulpa. A friend of mine suggested that I create an account here and with her help that’s what I’ve done.

 

Just a few facts about me. I love to read, write, hang out with friends, and I’m also totally blind.

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For some reason, I’ve decided to register onto this site that I’ve known for quite awhile. Time has passed now, where I am not sure what to say, but I will explain my reason of joining this site today.

 

I guess you can call me Inspire; for short, and to be honest… I’ve three different names on another sites that express what and who I am. There was a main username, which really describe me at best, has been used on two different forums. The first one is where my journey has started. Now that first site is now disbanded, as the owner has lost sight of himself and what the site once stood for. The second site that has carryover that same username has continued my experience with those who had enter my life. Unfortunately, I’d went into a hiatus for a year to rediscover myself, and upon my return to that site, it has turn a lot worst for me and those who have tag along my world. All that no longer matters, as of right now of this post, I believe that second site still exist, but I no longer care for it, nor desire to go back there.

 

It was an odd experience for both of those old sites, but I don’t regret it one bit. It has help me, in some twisted weird way, but hey, it’s not like I can restart my last checkpoint and get a better outcome, no… I got to make the best of it after all. ^ ^

 

The other, and safe to say, an abandon username was in DeviantArt. That discarded username was associated with the old username I’d first mention here, but I won’t say what it was. Yes, I am an artist, but I have given up drawing of what I once had envisioned. Plus, I no longer want to come across those who I once spoken with. I’d met with wonderful people, as well as not so wonderful people.

 

A Month ago of this year, a third username was made to help recreate my artwork in DeviantArt. This new account isn’t something I am not ready to share here, not just yet. I will most likely share all what I’d just shared with more details, but for now, lets take it slow please. ^ ^ My life choices, such as this one I had made, will lead to open more to discover more of myself, as well as those who I find along this funny world we live in.

 

I am unusual, which is strange to say, because a few or many here will say I am just right at home, but there is more to meets the eye, but it’s somewhat hard when I hold it tightly in my hands. I cannot say I am broken, because those who help me greatly, have continue to hold me together, encourage me, save me, support me, and love me. I really cannot say they’re Tulpas, because I see them more than what the term will or has coin them.

 

 

One important detail about me, I do not wish to be friends. If you let me explain that distasteful statement there, I just never had much luck in finding someone in this realm to call one, or to last a very good while, to say the least. I lost many who I still think heavily. In bleak days, I find myself drifting onto those now bittersweet days that I remember. I am friendly, and so are those who are in my life, just don’t expect much from me. I am just someone who stuck in the past, who lingers in not too deep, but close to the scars of what makes me who I am now. I am sorry to say, I am sick of it all, but luckily those who are with me didn’t let me turn into a completely spiteful sour soul.

 

What I seek is to reclaim the sense of my place in this world. Often I fight depression. I’ve think endless times of ending it all. Yes, I am somewhat pitiful, but they help me from it all. Where I find myself looking onto a sea of despair, where I can reach out and remember the warm touch of its cold harsh thick waters. I never allowed it to swallow me whole; again, it’s thanks to those who I see, hear, feel, and love that provide the care that I lacked in this not so miserable life we live in.

 

We look forward in seeing what we can understand of one another. To mine, to yours, whatever the case, this is another chapter being written for us to look and wonder back.

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Hey guys, my name is Leo and my Tulpa's name is Benjamin.

 

I only recently learned about tulpa terminology and the community, but I've been doing stuff like this long before I knew exactly what it was called. I can't explain how happy I am to know there's a community behind all this, and I look forward to meeting and talking with you guys!

 

So far Benji is capable of being in real space, I can sense where he is and he's very much independent. We can talk fluently through mindspeak and some in possession. I can also sort of feel through his body where he's projected, but it's really challenging right now. We've made a lot of strides since our rocky start, and I'm very proud of how far he's come. Even though he hates for me to gush I still do.

 

A brief description, he's 6'5" with a body so black light doesn't touch it. Lean but muscular in his build. His head white and shaped like a skull, but functions like a face. His skin is the texture of worn leather. His voice is gravelly, sounds like a seasoned man with lots of stories to tell.

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hi !! i'm holden. i have little to no idea what i'm doing. i've read a lot about tulpas and i'm unsure as to wether i will create one or not, so for now i'm gonna hang around on the forums and get comfortable in the community in the case i do create one.

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Dratuti guys! My name is Leonovers, but Lime(my headmate) is calling me to do anything... It's nice to meet all of you, you do not mind if we join your party?

 

I'm not very talkative, so here it is. Haha. Also I like programming, drawing and Chinese porn-cartoons (Anime, manga, ranobe etc, obviously, after all). Lime still doesn't know what she likes.

 

The End.

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Hello,

 

My name is Sylvia Neverest. I've been a long time fan of Tulpas before I even knew what they were! When I was a kid I believe I created a hall with several different people in it. They were my friends while I was lonely and helped me stay on track when I felt I was failing. people who knew a lot about whatever I was doing and could help keep me accountable... idk how sentient they were but they were my teachers for the time I had them during long summers at my house.

 

I'm here hoping to bring to life some other characters in my head and restore a old wonderland I lost contact with a year ago, and explore creating a servitor to help me get my mornings started on the right foot.

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Hello everyone! My name is Oleg, I am from Ukraine and I've called my tulpa VoTToN. I was thinking a lot about his name and decided to give him my nickname, because I am different while using this nickname on the Internet and I would like to give this part of myself to tulpa.

 

I am a beginner, so I've come here to ask a lot of questions because I do not feel, that I am sure about my conjectures about me and my tulpa. I've been living with these knowledge of tulpas for approximately two weeks and I really want to belive that my brain is able to create such beautiful and fascinating personality as tulpa.

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