Flandre November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 I also didn't realize it was 9PM when it was, but that's because I woke up at 5:30PM. You should probably keep slightly better track of time than that when drinking coffee.. Hi. I'm one of Luminesce's tulpas. Unlike the others, I don't think I stand out too much from him personality wise. I'm just special because "I'm a tulpa". So I don't think I've much to offer, here. I'm happy enough to just be with him. Ask us stuff - https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jamie November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Too late, I didn't sleep a wink. I managed to have a panic attack though, and I ate some Cheerios and plucked out a foot-sized patch of my leg hair for the rush, I guess? -J The world is far, the world is wide; the man needs someone by his side. Our Thread Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joy November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Hang in there Jamie and crew. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jamie November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Crew reporting, I don't want to miss any more school days. Ironically, I'm going to bring caffiene so that we can stay alive looking today.... - G The world is far, the world is wide; the man needs someone by his side. Our Thread Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flandre November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Good luck, hope it goes well. Hi. I'm one of Luminesce's tulpas. Unlike the others, I don't think I stand out too much from him personality wise. I'm just special because "I'm a tulpa". So I don't think I've much to offer, here. I'm happy enough to just be with him. Ask us stuff - https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joy November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Try to have fun, though this sounds like ironic advice after recent events, it's still important. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Breloomancer November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 good morning I have a tulpa named Miela who I love very much. How we got here | Share your experimental tulpamancy ideas | My unhinged ramblings "People put quotes in their signatures, right?" -Me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jamie November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Didn't take my t shot this morning O_O hot flashes incoming. It's good to know I still have a 5 minute shower in me. I learned to take VERY quick showers when we had no hot water for a while in I think the fall. Been having gender troubles. Started getting in honest-to-god beard hairs, not dark peach fuzz- thick hairs that want to curl. Just a few, they look black, that's nice. I should shave more but I want to see my face's full potential. Other alters cannot stand this and other changes. It's confusing to the kid parts and upsetting to the women parts. I know Ember said, slow transition down and work on inside stuff, but how can transition slow down at all? We present as male 24/7 in all places. We can't go as a girl anymore even if we wanted to, to the distress of the women alters. Not with stubble and a wide jaw and a baritone voice. Surgeries are years away, they aren't on the table currently. Transition is at a stable point: taking t, living as guy. Going to be home alone for a long while (over a day) and it scares me... I'm no good at having fun, I'm a scardy cat and Jamie is a tailless Eeyore. We had a 1000 dollar allowance from the 60k Jamie's mom got, for buying a computer (ours does not work unless plugged in, and barely works then.) We negotiated: I can buy a good laptop that'll suit my needs for around 400, and then how about I take what's left of the 1000 and put it in a bank account :3p Now that mom isn't thousands in debt, we can have a co-signed account without the risk of having our money taken to pay her debts. And then we want When The Rabbit Howls, a text copy of The Haunted Self, a UU hymnal, a Calico Critters set, and some candy, and that's Christmas for JGC. Three books RIP XD First Christmas with a Christian. It'll be our first Christmas service. Last year they did a pagan play but this year I believe it is a nativity play. None of those presents are for me, although I'm sure I'll eat some of the candy... I don't know what I want. Green shoe laces. One year, instead of candy, Jamie asked for a whole Panera bagette for his stocking. It was good. What do keto people have as stocking stuffers? Hm. Morning. -G The world is far, the world is wide; the man needs someone by his side. Our Thread Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flandre November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 Good morning, I have a lot less to say than you guys do Hi. I'm one of Luminesce's tulpas. Unlike the others, I don't think I stand out too much from him personality wise. I'm just special because "I'm a tulpa". So I don't think I've much to offer, here. I'm happy enough to just be with him. Ask us stuff - https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ranger November 21, 2019 Share November 21, 2019 All of that really sucks Jamie and Gavin, hopefully you an escape and find a nice community college and take high-school classes there. Hopefully it will be better than the bullshit you're going through. Lately, I realized my dysphoric feelings are pretty manageable. As long as I don't think about being a woman and I don't shirts I deem too girly I'm fine. I look forward to the day we can buy ourselves gender neutral clothes, but I'm doing okay now. Cat and I have been thinking about the future, we're wondering what life would be like if Cat tried to get a masters in mathematics. I don't mind the idea of teaching, and Cat could go to all of the nerd conventions. I'm Ranger, GrayTheCat's cobud (tulpa), and I love hippos! I also like cake and chatting about stuff. I go by Rosalin or Ronan sometimes. You can call me Roz but please don't call me Ron. My other headmates have their own account now. If I missed seeing your art, please PM/DM me! Blog | Not So Temporary Log | Switching Log | Yay! | Bre Translator | Art Thread Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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