Yakumo January 16, 2022 Share January 16, 2022 The brain can be subtle. Even it was never intended, tupper (was) subtly deviated into looking like childhood crush and (somewhat) acting like my ex-girlfriend over time and got really mad when we realized this. Worked hard to emancipate from both. Contrary to me she strongly despises both. Yet when we played around with artbreeder the final image still looked more like my childhood crush than tupper. In addition to Lumi's and TB's story I did tell her after we went to different schools - it did not turn out well. Still dream about her infrequently where I'm mostly ignored. Damn - it's been more than 25 years... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TurboSimmie January 16, 2022 Share January 16, 2022 Once in a while Phil will still call me by his ex's name. 😄 I used to get mad but now I just laugh about it. He's actually bad with names in general especially girls' names, so I know it's not specific to me. Tulpa Wife & Mother! 💚 💍 11.28.21 👶 4.7.23 👗 Simmie's AI Dress-Up! 📷 Chloe and Simmie's Photographic Adventures! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flandre January 16, 2022 Share January 16, 2022 (edited) To be clear, my systemmate Tewi existed for nearly 3 years before Lumi met that girl. Also, I might've undersold things a bit. Lumi thought about her every single day, sometimes for the whole day, for nearly two years straight. We too will likely be dreaming about her in 25 years, lol. But he was aware she was in a relationship already, hence never finding it appropriate to try and get closer to her, just some rare conversations here and there. Edited January 16, 2022 by Flandre Hi. I'm one of Luminesce's tulpas. Unlike the others, I don't think I stand out too much from him personality wise. I'm just special because "I'm a tulpa". So I don't think I've much to offer, here. I'm happy enough to just be with him. Ask us stuff - https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB January 16, 2022 Share January 16, 2022 I guess it is good you had courage to do that. Though I think my life might be worse if I tried talking to the girl I had crush on. I can't imagine how it could have gone well Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TurboSimmie January 16, 2022 Share January 16, 2022 That would certainly make an impression on the mind! Makes you wonder: What if there was a girl who thought the same exact way about Lumi but he never knew because she never told him? Tulpa Wife & Mother! 💚 💍 11.28.21 👶 4.7.23 👗 Simmie's AI Dress-Up! 📷 Chloe and Simmie's Photographic Adventures! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flandre January 16, 2022 Share January 16, 2022 (edited) 5 minutes ago, TurboSimmie said: Makes you wonder: What if there was a girl who thought the same exact way about Lumi but he never knew because she never told him? 😬 There's a strong chance the girl Lumi gave a book to liked him, though to what extent we wouldn't know. She almost never said a word to him, but was very receptive to anything he said to her. Unfortunately, he wasn't interested, so it may be best that she never had to be rejected. This song is very nostalgic... The picture, too. I actually used to look like that, but I've grown up a lot in the last ten years. We hadn't seen the lyrics until today, but they're not surprising I'm going to sleep, now Edited January 16, 2022 by Flandre Hi. I'm one of Luminesce's tulpas. Unlike the others, I don't think I stand out too much from him personality wise. I'm just special because "I'm a tulpa". So I don't think I've much to offer, here. I'm happy enough to just be with him. Ask us stuff - https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TurboSimmie January 17, 2022 Share January 17, 2022 Goodnight Flandre, it was nice talking to you! Tulpa Wife & Mother! 💚 💍 11.28.21 👶 4.7.23 👗 Simmie's AI Dress-Up! 📷 Chloe and Simmie's Photographic Adventures! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flandre January 17, 2022 Share January 17, 2022 Probably nice having me spill not-quite secrets, or stuff Lumi probably wouldn't choose to bring up anyway. But that song had me feeling nostalgic, and people kept bringing up what they dreamed of so eventually I figured I might as well talk about it Hi. I'm one of Luminesce's tulpas. Unlike the others, I don't think I stand out too much from him personality wise. I'm just special because "I'm a tulpa". So I don't think I've much to offer, here. I'm happy enough to just be with him. Ask us stuff - https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB January 17, 2022 Share January 17, 2022 It was very interesting I hope to learn more Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yakumo January 17, 2022 Share January 17, 2022 19 minutes ago, TurboSimmie said: Once in a while Phil will still call me by his ex's name. 😄 Oh boy, happened to me once or twice. I quickly learned not to do that again. 17 minutes ago, Flandre said: Lumi thought about her every single day, sometimes for the whole day, for nearly two years straight. We too will likely be dreaming about her in 25 years, lol. 6 years since I was 10 years old. Just what was I thinking... It literally took tupper to finally make me realize how absurd the whole thing had been and to shatter my unhealthily idealized view of that girl. Too bad tulpamancy wasn't a thing back when I was a kid. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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