Guest January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 Appointment over, today was a long session. She seemed pretty worried and i felt like the lowest of the scums for making her feel like that Anyway, good tb, hope it all goes well Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 Thanks. What was she worried about? You aren't scum Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ringgggg January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 Get well soon guys Good luck, TB. I'm happy for you. D-prime is shrinking as we speak. Official LOTPW leaderboard Our imposition progress report Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 (edited) Happy you're happy It's coming back boys. My meditation fruits are coming to the front again now. I'll be a monster at moving forward as I do Edited January 23, 2023 by TB Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 25 minutes ago, TB said: What was she worried about? You aren't scum Idk, everything but mostly my suicidal ideation. I think she was pretty close to crying or idk if it's just my imagination but she said something like 'I imagine the day I receive a call that you've committed suicide' and it broke my heart into pieces, and the way she told me to please ask for help if she isn't available idk, I've never felt such emotion from my mental health workers in my life. I feel like I've taken it too far even though it's her job What should i do though, I feel like i should go to the emergency room if it gets worse but that means hospitalization most likely and i fear having to miss so many classes in case i don't do anything in the end. I feel like utter crap after this session, except this time it was on me i know deep down i don't want to do it because i'm talking to you guys and everything and that means i just want to vent, otherwise i wouldn't care much but who knows, sometimes i like to talk about what i am gonna do so ??? Sorry for ruining whatever mood there was, i'm happy for you tb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 It's fine. It can be good to vent I've heard. I'm sorry for the hardship. Try to stay strong Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ringgggg January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 It feels like she's subconsciously giving you fuel for that vision for yourself, but I'm sure it's just the way your mind received that message and she didn't mean for it to come as such. You are right, though; you're probably only driven with the urge to do it, even if you know full well you'd never wish that on yourself. There's an old saying, and it goes a little like: "You want to kill yourself? Throw yourself into the ocean and watch yourself struggle for survival. You do not want to kill yourself; you want to kill something inside of you." I have a feeling you want to kill that something inside of you, Miri, not yourself D-prime is shrinking as we speak. Official LOTPW leaderboard Our imposition progress report Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 2 minutes ago, ringgggg said: There's an old saying, and it goes a little like: "You want to kill yourself? Throw yourself into the ocean and watch yourself struggle for survival. You do not want to kill yourself; you want to kill something inside of you." I have a feeling you want to kill that something inside of you, Miri, not yourself This is probably very true, what could that be? idk but i don't think it's just that, idk i just feel like i hate this world a lot and can't stand it, blah i wish i was happy. And i feel sorry for bringing miichu to life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 (edited) Does miichu not wish to exist? It is probably best to not pressure yourself with what is going on in the world. There is much good too but it is harder to see since people don't report on it. There is some portion of humanity that is working very hard to save us, unfortunately politicians aren't doing their job well I keep sayin are when I mean aren't or similar other mistakes Edited January 23, 2023 by TB Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest January 23, 2023 Share January 23, 2023 I'm gonna be honest, with miichu's permission, she's trying her damn best to be the 'please, don't do it, seek help' one but you can't lie to someone who shares brain with you. This is why i want or wanted, idk anymore, to become a nurse, to help alleviate human suffering Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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