Gloomynoon February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 (edited) Issue is, you act like you're writing for other people. Who are you writing for and why? There's no "efficient" way to write a diary. People write their diaries as they see purpose in their lives. So I would write about "this," and you would write about "that." You'll get nothing done writing for people whom you don't even know. You'll get more done writing for yourself because you know what you'd want to read. TB has given you good advice, her PR is indeed interesting and people have still found ways to give her replies that interest even me. Edited February 5, 2023 by Gloomynoon
TB February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 Thanks gloomy though i thought my progress report was dead from not being posted in a long time. I ought to get back to doing that. Once I return to a good baseline meditation skill level I will introduce hard forcing again because if I do it now it will just suck Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko
Gloomynoon February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 I trust that you will. You have access to more independence now after all.
TB February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 Yeah thanks it's time to start killing it Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko
Breloomancer February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 the problem with updating your pr after not doing so for a while, is that the longer you wait, the more stuff you have to write I have a tulpa named Miela who I love very much. How we got here | Share your experimental tulpamancy ideas | My unhinged ramblings "People put quotes in their signatures, right?" -Me
TB February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 (edited) Maybe. though the days are pretty samey for a while. we'll see what I think of my comma button is stuck from the pomegranate juice that fell another good thing about this home is that I can actually drink the tap water. it tastes so much better than the tap water in my aunt's house. I asked my landlord if it is safe to drink and he said yes, that the pipes are made of plastic and copper and not galvanized. Idk what galvanized means but perhaps my aunt's house has that. Edited February 5, 2023 by TB Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko
Gloomynoon February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 Your aunt's house sounds like a horror movie or a goosebumps book. The water is black goo and your aunt does weird things in the kitchen. You know somethings about to happen, but all your attempts to convince your father are futile as he is oblivious to everything. "It's fine. You shouldn't talk about your aunt like that, she's just old." Yeah right...
TB February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 (edited) Maybe a bit of an exaggeration The water is bad but not black goo though maybe you're just making a metaphor. Also I think my dad agrees she's kind of insane. She'll scream his name at the top of her lungs over and over in the middle of the night. perhaps after her saying my typing will wake everyone up, even though no one hears my typing except her. But yeah it is constant anxiety with what she is about to do next. I do my best to try to keep her in a good mood so she doesn't become evil and start attacking people like she has before. She's attempted attacking the policemen she called. and yeah she always threatens to call the police for the littlest things. She's apparently even called the police for them to bring her a pizza Saying she's just old is actually my aunt's excuse. She seems to think everyone will be like her when they get old, but that's not true. not everyone gets dementia. My dad is kind of oblivious to everything in the sense he seems to not care or is just constantly ignoring her but he will also sit in the living room and talk with her. My dad was basically raised by her because his mom was incompetent due to her schizophrenia. but yeah while she is evil to everyone to some extent it seems more so to me for some reason. When I first started living there she loved me and said I was a blessing. Towards the end she would just say everyday that I need to leave today. Sucks. But she finally got what she wanted. At least her evil personality self. She would randomly without any seeming reason become the nice old lady she once was and treat me nice and apologize for everything as she doesn't remember ever doing it. Unfortunately she is insane more than good. Speaking of pizza papa john's closes at 11 right? I still have time to waste my money on things I don't need LET'S GOOOO NOOOOOOOOOO I FORGOT I CANCELED MY DEBIT CARD Edited February 5, 2023 by TB Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko
Gloomynoon February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 Hahahaha... I could go for a pizza but I probably shouldn't. I could see myself using that as an excuse to stay up till 3 am or something like that. Hey TB, can you order me a Pepsi whenever you get that sorted? I will go for that instead.
TB February 5, 2023 February 5, 2023 (edited) Sure when and if my card comes. it seems to be really slow for some reason I discovered I can sound like a rapping duck Edited February 5, 2023 by TB Creation for creation's sake. we draw things Resident Dojikko
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