[Game] Last one to post wins!

[Guest]

I predict it'll feel kinda weird in the beginning, not in a bad way, just, different. Can't wait

[TB]

Yeah hope it goes well for you two

[Guest]

Thanks

Edited March 18, 2023 by Miichu

[TB]

my milk jug is leaking =[

[Guest]

F

[TB]

I'm so tired of being depressed. It's different and more bearable than the withdrawal depression at least but still.

 

Ever feel like your dreams will not come true? Thought randomly came to my head. pretty terrifying thought

[Luminesce]

7 hours ago, TB said:

Oh. I wonder what was causing them stress. I think they did only like to post to LOTPW when they caught up completely but that seems unreasonable to try to do if you don't check it everyday

 

Obviously, Ranger had to deal with stuff on the Discord far more often than the forum. Though you did stress her out a bit and made her not want to check LOTPW as much, it was her responsibilities of dealing with the community and any problems that came up on the Discord that were stressful. And being the only mod actively watching the chats live.

 

I'm glad I took up this role so that Ranger had a chance to step away without feeling super guilty, though. (That wasn't why I did, I mean I was glad about this after the fact)

 

40 minutes ago, TB said:

Ever feel like your dreams will not come true? Thought randomly came to my head. pretty terrifying thought

 

I mean in the past we've made contingency plans/expectations, the contingency plan being finding (eventually) a high-paying manual labor job if none of my other stuff works out (I think I just have the physique for it), and being okay with never finding a significant other (at least as of now, I feel "neutral" about that happening). I don't think those could both be the case, though - if I never had a significant other I'd expect to be devoting myself fulltime to my craft for most my life, which makes more sense if I'm a game developer or other creative software thing, not manual labor lol. And with a manual labor career I would be out and about and off the computer far more, so I should find someone eventually in that scenario.

 

I dunno, I've never been too worried. Recently specifically though we've been feeling very good about things, the bits of mental work we've done in just a few places the last few months have already made our future outlook look way more promising and possible than before.

Edited March 18, 2023 by Luminesce

[TB]

Oh, now I feel really bad. I was the one stressing her out?

 

Also she was more stressed from the discord but she left the forum? I don't think I understood properly

 

I'm glad you're feeling good about things though. Hmmm I'm not feeling very good about things though and am not sure if there are specific thoughts responsible for it right now... Unless it is just the thought that I might not achieve what I want to but Idk how to change that without just saying I will when I don't ultimately know.

 

Have you thought of what to do if one feels bad and there are no negative thoughts supporting the bad feelings? Or do you think there are and I'm just not noticing them

Edited March 18, 2023 by TB

[Luminesce]

I literally clarified you weren't why she left. You made her anxious about checking LOTPW sometimes, which is perfectly understandable. But the constant stress was from managing the Discord server, which had much more frequent need of moderator overseeing, and she'd been the only active mod for a good while.

[TB]

I don't think I said I was why she left, I was just concerned that I was stressing her out? I don't know what I do here that does that and it'd be nice to know so maybe I could stop. Also I edited my message