Luminesce March 30 Share March 30 (edited) I mean I can make a sphere hand lol, I meant I'm not sure I have any idea how to make the rest of a stylized body that would use sphere hands Sorry about the more-anxiety-than-normal, though I will say you're ahead of the norm for people like you on being able to do phone calls. You heard even Bre recently was too anxious to make phone calls, yeah? For some reason I've never had any particular anxiety about phone calls (past technical stuff like calling a doctor or something), any anxiety I've had is about physical in-person interaction. Though, I was pretty hesitant to start talking on mic with my online friends 13 years ago, but I think that kind of internet-based fear is common (and even moreso back then) Edited March 30 by Luminesce Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB March 30 Share March 30 It would take some thinking and designing. Idk how either. Maybe I could have an idea Yeah surprised you and bre feel anxiety. I guess it is normal. I'd imagine people who use this sight are more socially anxious than normal on average Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce March 30 Share March 30 Mmm, my anxiety is pretty concise and specific, nothing like the out of control worrying most people describe. I just have an irrational fear of being seen not doing exactly what people expect in public. So I always have to make sure I'm doing perfectly normal stuff, though again to an irrational extent, like I get anxious even just sitting doing nothing (outside of like, a waiting room). It's pretty bad in that it's very restrictive, but it's otherwise not very bad in its intensity or variety of scope, luckily. And I think I'll get over it pretty easily once my normal routine involves going out and about more, so I'm not too worried about it. The most relevant way it affects me is just by keeping me from jogging, which would be a great thing for me to do. If I ever manage to go jogging once or twice though the fear for that specific activity will go away, so again, it's nothing like the anxiety most people talk about having. Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB March 30 Share March 30 Jogging isn't a normal activity people do outside for your anxiety's logic? Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce March 30 Share March 30 (edited) Kind of no, at least not around our neighborhood. People might see me and think "Huh, alright then", and my brain is irrationally afraid of that. Jogging along streets in town would probably be fine though, but I'd have to get there first Edited March 30 by Luminesce Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB March 30 Share March 30 (edited) I wish you luck. I wish I could jog as well. I have a general people looking at me anxiety but I've been enduring it for a while. Like walking by a road I hate the feeling of all the cars seeing me as they drive by. It has nothing to do with what I'm doing though. aagh I remember how much I want to look like my mind made body aaaah. Or even my boy in my pfp. may there be an afterlife where I can be that Edited March 30 by TB Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce March 30 Share March 30 Body dysmorphia is no good Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB March 30 Share March 30 (edited) nope it is painful hi FiveFiction Edited March 30 by TB Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Breloomancer March 30 Share March 30 for me, i have a hard time understanding social cues and what other people are thinking. i can normally manage it ok, but it's a lot of effort and not very intuitive, and i always know i could be misreading the situation and mess up without realizing it. i'm also really afraid of people rejecting me or judging me for breaking social norms, which are often hard to understand and nonsensical. i have a lot of strategies that allow me to interact with people pretty normally, so they normally don't realize that anything is strange, but it can be pretty anxiety inducing and tiring. on the inside i'm a mess, but on the outside i probably look somewhat put together I have a tulpa named Miela who I love very much. How we got here | Share your experimental tulpamancy ideas | My unhinged ramblings "People put quotes in their signatures, right?" -Me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TB March 30 Share March 30 (edited) interesting bre. I'm not sure what even goes on in my in social interactions. I struggle with replying quickly as I have to think of what I'm going to say, then I mess it up anyway and ruminate on how I should have worded something differently or said something different. I seems to be really good at causing awkwardness in interactions. I can't believe I was so confident once that I shook hands with new workers at work. Like wow lol I can't imagine myself doing that in a billion years what have I lost. I wonder what they think of me. Shaking their hand wasn't really a deliberate decision actually I kind of did it instinctively which makes no sense because I never do that. weird Weird thing but I used to sing to get hyped up and confident for roleplaying with my friend. Sounds like a thing my character Eara could do. Sing to build her confidence in a situation lol My doctor is ghosting me wtf they haven't joined in the telehealth call yet still and it has been over 15 minutes past my appointment time He came he was just really really late Getting xanax back is like impossible lol ugghh why'd they take me off of it. I didn't mention it directly but I told them about the anxiety attacks and they just want to increase the gabapentin. It hasn't been really helping lately though... Oh well. Wonder what would have happened if I asked for it. Usually doesn't work out well though but it did once when I initially got it. Edited March 30 by TB Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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