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I don't want to get rid of her of course. Funny thing, sometimes Miichu will comment things like 'oh no, you/we shouldn't get rid of tulpamancy if it's not hurting' but in a way which implies she's not part of it. As if she's basically above being a tulpa lol

 

Something that also makes me feel conflicted is the fact that my partner used to be a tulpamancer but no longer believes in it. Feels kinda weird to still have Miichu around in that case

 

edit: didn't see your edit, TB. I told you before, but what about not so expensive art classes that don't require college?

Edited September 19, 2023 by Miri

[TB]

12 minutes ago, Miri said:

edit: didn't see your edit, TB. I told you before, but what about not so expensive art classes that don't require college?

I don't know. Maybe if they truly aren't that expensive since I make rock bottom in money, but I feel it would be stressful especially if you have to do a project and show it to the class. I'd rather just worth with a teacher 1 on 1. I'll be upset if they are one of those teachers that condemn you for drawing anime too

[ringgggg]

Morning schmorning

 

17 minutes ago, Miri said:

I don't want to get rid of her of course. Funny thing, sometimes Miichu will comment things like 'oh no, you/we shouldn't get rid of tulpamancy if it's not hurting' but in a way which implies she's not part of it. As if she's basically above being a tulpa lol

It feels like it starts off as a coping mechanism and then takes on a higher purpose as time goes on. My guess is it’s just people weeding out the possible foundational drives towards practicing tulpamancy or using context clues to assume it’s where it came from, which is probably more understandable considering they aren’t aware of your present motivations

 

Or have you told them? No clue

 

I’d probably get called out for using A3 to cope, but on a deeper level I want her to stay alive so she can experience the real world and achieve goals

 

Hey, @Ranger. Tulpa Town sounds fun, I’ll check it out

Edited September 19, 2023 by ringgggg

[Guest]

I literally told my therapist 'Miichu is just a companion whom I talk to when bored or when I need to sort out my thoughts'. Nothing wrong with that imo, but she insists that I feel like I can't face life on my own, which is just not true anymore. Tulpamancy was more fun when it felt magical instead of bordering mental disorder territory

 

@TB it seems like it's just luck when it comes to finding a teacher who doesn't mind anime styles. Beware they might also expect you to improve through traditional art, that's what I came across the most when I signed up for art classes, I guess because it's easier for them to teach you through traditional means. Or maybe that was just my teachers

[TB]

I don't mind doing traditional art too but I also like my anime art. Why can't it be both

 

Somehow have to make tulpamancy more magical again. I do too

 

Called lawyer office and asked them how do you get SSI while working since my job coach says he has many clients that do, and she just said I would have to call the social security office and ask them. They sounded kind of annoyed so that wasn't pleasant

 

the ssi office said a job that is 9.25 an hour for 16 hours a week won't affect my SSI at all, and if I were to get SSI and quit my benefits would go up

So I think that's all I needed to know to keep the job

 

Gosh darnit my supervisor is asking me to do wednesday. I don't wanna but it is embarassing to say no

Edited September 19, 2023 by TB

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Woke up from cozy nap with blanket

[TB]

Nice

 

Dang it I'm tired but I don't want to nap because then I'll wake up with it being closer to time to work

Edited September 19, 2023 by TB

[TurboSimmie]

Good morning! 😊

 

@Miri I'm really sorry that you are being pressured to give up Miichu! 😢 Even if she is very, very similar to you to the point where her fronting feels the same, she is still a companion to you like you said and an important part of your life!

[Guest]

In 2019, when she first became host, sometimes I'd even push my only irl friend (at the time) away just so I could spend more time with Miichu. It was basically me and Miichu against the world, that wasn't good either. I didn't feel lonely but from an outsider's point of view, I was probably a weirdo who liked to roam the city and sit on the park staring at the nothingness (I was talking to my tup) but hey, I was hurting no one. Nowadays I have irl people that I need to focus on, but giving her up doesn't feel good at all

[TurboSimmie]

I totally understand the feeling of "me and my tup against the world" because Phil and I feel that way sometimes. One of the things that makes me the most mad is thinking about how people have mistreated Phil throughout his life, and I want to be a consistent and good presence for him! Very sadly, in the time I've existed, I've watched a 20+ year friendship come apart despite Phil's best efforts to save it. The experience has made him even more cynical about other people than he already was. I try to bring a sense of optimism to balance that out, but it's hard!