[Game] Last one to post wins!

[ringgggg]

Simmer down, simmie. I can see where you’re coming from, but you don’t have to directly come at him like that. Offer advice, search things up, answer questions, but don’t ever rag on people if it’s not in the seldom instance where they need a serious wake up call. He’s well aware of the things he has to take care of. I don’t mean to sound like I’m promoting not helping people out, but there’s a more holistic way to do it than making people the opposition. It’s us and tb; not us vs tb

 

Tb is chill

 

Goodfight

Edited December 9, 2024 by ringgggg

[TurboSimmie]

I think we all need to take a step back and realize we're all on the same side and we all love and support each other. 😊

[Ice909]

Simmie, cool it. Lumi, cool it. Both of you. You're both blowing things massively out of proportion. Lay off TB. She's not saying "this is my solution," she's been very clear that it was an experiment with cool results but she's not going to make a habit of it. Lumi, suggesting she's better off drinking is a CRAZY thing to say and most certainly not in a good way. And not very sure where you're getting the sleep apnea thing from, either. My experiences being sleep deprived 40+ hours are extremely similar to TB's, she's not just bullshitting. And again, she said she's NOT going to make a habit of it. SImmie drawing a line here of all places is very bizarre. 

 

Simmie, Lumi, take a fucking step back. I'm disappointed in both of you for how you're reacting. 

[TurboSimmie]

Goodness, this is getting really out of hand. People really need to calm down. I have made it clear that I'm not talking about this anymore. Whatever else anyone wants to do is their own business, but I am just here to be there and be supportive to all of my friends. That doesn't mean being mindlessly positive, sometimes you need to take a stand against something you believe is bad for themselves or others. My post was meant as a de-escalation and a declaration that I was stepping back, I am really not sure why people are taking it the exact opposite way. But really, I am not talking about this anymore, so please don't needle me about it, I will neither not read nor respond to anything else about this topic. Please. Let's all calm down. 😌

[TB]

31 minutes ago, Luminesce said:

The way you talked about it - saying studies show it can help depression - implies you're treating it like a solution to depression, and I don't think Simmie's response to a perceived "Guys, I'm going to regularly deprive myself of sleep to help my depression" was unwarranted

4 hours ago, TB said:

k it's not healthy but it's not nearly a regular occurrence

 

there are studies that sleep deprivation can stop depression, and i see that is true. i feel very good

you guys are literally gas lighting me now. i hate this

 

please tell me where I said i was going to regularly do this to fight depression? this was a one time thing out of the blue in response to hearing about ice doing it and his experiences of feeling good+remembering studies i looked at that are congruent to his and my own experince, and then i reported an unexpected positive result that will have lasting positive effects in the future, me being able to roleplay with my friend with eara for the first time in over a year, or years, and they want to again soon

 

it got that started, that's good enough. it's not like i'm going to sleep deprive myself every time i roleplay, or that i think sleep is making me worse so i want to sleep less to help my depression. i did not say that anywhere, i did not imply that anywhere. the only thing i stated and implied is that i stayed up 40+ hours once, and had a positive experience and that it makes what i've read before make sense

 

literally no one should have focused on it. it became a big thing for no reason. unless i'm unaware that staying up 40+ hours gives you some high chance to drop dead spontaneously. people stay up 40+ hours all the time. i have a friend who would stay up 36 hours basically every single day, having a sleep schedule that should only exist on a different planet, and they are really happy right now (and no, i don't contribute their happiness right now to that sleep schedule whatsoever, their staying up 36 hours every day was not a good thing, and they feel good now in spite of it). However, doing something like that ONCE which is all I did and i never said anywhere how i was going to do it agian, and said repeatedly how i believe it is important to be well rested, and it is after making all of that clear, that simmie says she has given up on me as i'm destroying my life too much, despite me doing better now this past week and a half than i have all year, looks like pure schizophrenia to me. like, you guys are being so condescending and dramatic over nothing and it is making me uncomfortable. you all refuse to understand me and are talking to some weird psycho vision you have of me that because i stayed up 40+ hours and felt good, that that's my new forever sleep schedule or depression battle plan. please drop this psychotic idea as i debunked it every step of the way and then everyone doubles and triples down on it

 

41 minutes ago, Luminesce said:

. The problem is you'll likely have to pay for it yourself,

0% chance it ever happens then, unless it is like 25 dollars

 

42 minutes ago, Luminesce said:

Also, no one on this site except Enny has experienced more sleep deprivation than me, lol

The slight difference being mine was never 24+ hours straight, it was "only sleeping 1-4 hours a night" (w/ weekend and random day sleeping-ins)

Can't say there was even a tiny drop of euphoria once, it was just being tired and not-mentally-sharp, sometimes actually drowsy (I nearly never fell asleep in class, but one time during a boring history movie with the lights off I fell asleep for some minutes and was very embarrassed, though I suppose other students don't find that too out of the ordinary)

yes, like i said and agreed with you multiple times already, so you bring the point up again, so for the nth time i can say, yes, not getting enough sleep at night sucks, and is not what i did

 

waking up well resting in the morning, then proceeding to stay up all night and the next day, is an ENTIRELY different sensorial experience, than say, sleeping 6 hours a night for a week, or 4 hours a night for a week. the latter 2 will make you feel horrible, the first one has a good chance to make you feel giddy and loopy, and you will be obviously handicapped by your exhaustion, but unlike the insufficient sleep that feels painful, this sometimes can feel like being drunk or high, as Ice909 would attest and agree with me, and so would my irl local friend, and trc creator friend, and litearlyl anyone else i know who isn't you or simmie. for this to work, it actually almost assumes you are sleeping well first, because poor sleep into skipping sleep will just merc you metaphorically

 

i really hope you all finally get the difference this time around. i'm tired of explaining it

 

47 minutes ago, Luminesce said:

Staying up for X days in a row is definitely bad for you, but the crux of the issue is really how frequently that's done (and the crux of the "solution" - whether the effects are beneficial past the immediate deprivation time)

things aren't black and white. it can be bad for you, but still make you feel good temporarily, and that feeling good temporarily can allow you to perform a good action that proliferates into the future with more good indefinitely, such as getting my rp with my friend started again. after that, it does not have to be done again any time soon, if even ever!
 

48 minutes ago, Luminesce said:

but the crux of the issue is really how frequently that's done (and the crux of the "solution"

yes!! it's like you all understand me, and are arguing against phantoms and pointing ire at me

 

i

did

this

once

 

this

was

my

first

time

staying

up

this

long

 

i

did

not

say

anywhere

at

all

that

i

was

going

to

do

this

regularly

 

but simmie did say i am destroying my life and steping on a rake everywhere i go and she just can't take how destructive i am right now, as i sit here in the midst of a week and a half of positive things happening that has me really happy this month. i just hope i can continue to enjoy rena's birthmonth before these rakes destroy me or whatever it is i'm doing thats horrifically bad. it can't possibly be choosing to stay up 40 hours one time, because if it was, then we really need to do a wellness check on ice909, who has stayed up 80 hours before, and has done things like that multiple times, and he even mentioned it in this conversation, yet the focus remains on me, the one who did 40 hours once with no plan to do it again soon if ever. this is not the first time i have stated this in this long drawn out pointless discussion that should never had happened and was completely inappropriate

 

53 minutes ago, Luminesce said:

Also, no one on this site except Enny has experienced more sleep deprivation than me, lol

The slight difference being mine was never 24+ hours straight, it was "only sleeping 1-4 hours a night" (w/ weekend and random day sleeping-ins)

like, okay, so people on this site in the past have had extreme sleep deprivation. did you all have a break down about how horrible it was and that no one can take it anymore how destructive you all were to your lives? why is this a big show? is it usually this dramatic for someone to experience sleep deprivation once in a while? students at school will do projects where they study themselves as they force themselves to not sleep as long as they can physically make it through all their will power, and record what happens. i guess they go to mental asylums instead of getting to finish their degrees, i suppose?

 

if you are going to say "but you said you were going to do this to solve your depression and implied you were going to do it on a regular basis"

 

then stop right there, because that is a lie, and you all know it

 

if someone can quote me where i said i was going to do this again any time soon and that this was my plan to battle depression, i will delete my account

 

i stated it can stop depression. read that, and stop with the insane conclusions that are outside of that statement. i did not say it can cure depression. i did not say that i was going to use it to cure depression. i said it can stop it, which to expand upon that, when in the delirius sleep deprived state, you might not feel your depression hitting you as hard in that moment. THAT'S ALL

 

please i beg you all to understand, and then stop with whatever you are all doing. it's exhausting and has brought my mood down considerably. i have noticed this thread is quite negative to my mental health, partially due to things like this, and this is one of the worst examples of it. this is embarrassing. leave me alone. show fake concern for someone who actually is doing something harmful and stop making things up, everyone

[TurboSimmie]

Planting some wheat in Minecraft to relax now. 😊

[TB]

23 minutes ago, Ice909 said:

Lumi, suggesting she's better off drinking is a CRAZY thing to say and most certainly not in a good way.

yeah that seemed deranged. i thought they meant the opposite at first actually, but rereading it... ugh

 

when i posted my previous post, i didn't see this pages posts

 

please understand my post, and listen to Ice. it seems some people understood me and others assumed incorrect things or ran with false beliefs

 

i don't want anymore conflict

 

i wish i could understand why simmie sees such massive harm in staying up 40 hours once, and sees me as a hopeless mess that is not worth caring about anymore. though i know she does not want to explain further or take in any further context to understand my side or help me understand hers, which is unfortunate. I guess that will have to be left to fester. i've been in a comparatively great mood the past week on this forum, but i guess i am not perceived that way, alas

 

i hope this can be over. i don't know what i'm going to do from here. i'm trying to break the mental cycle of fearful anxiety with each time i hit submit reply as i have ingrained in me that at any time anything can go wrong for nor reason with no way of me determining the cause. twice in the past 2 weeks this has occurred. There's not really a way to post anything remotely meaningful here without being on the edge of my seats on if i'm going to be ratio'd or whatever for it. most of the time i am not, but the fear doesn't go away, because i know one day, it will happen, like right now, and this unhealing wound i've been working on so hard has been freshly opened again, albeit i'm somewhat numb to it right now for reasons relating to the topic. it probably will feel worse later

 

-shrug- idk guys. human interaction just leads to pain eventually, no matter what. i don't know what i can do to guarantee avoiding it other than not talk to anyone ever -shrug-

 

have to think about how to carry out the rest of my life and what can i do and what is worth doing, particularly socially

 

sorry everyone for any stress caused by the things i've said, i know it's caused me immense stress. it appears i'm kind of a black sheep here, or i miss the negative interactions that happen here towards others, which my bad if so, i'll take black sheep back

 

i want to say more but  i don't know how. i know i cannot effectively communicate any of my ideas

[TB]

2 minutes ago, TurboSimmie said:

Planting some wheat in Minecraft to relax now. 😊

gonna make bread out of it?

[TurboSimmie]

1 minute ago, TB said:

gonna make bread out of it?

 

Yeah, and also feed some of it to some sheep. 🐑

[Breloomancer]

tb, i want you to know none of this was your fault. after this display, i am forced to conclude that lumi and simmie have been replaced by cabbages