Guest October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 Did I post last or did you? It says you're last on the one list, but here, I'm last. Double post for debugging purposes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Breloomancer October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 I think that anything more dangerous than molly or ketamine is not worth considering unless you are planning to die within a few years, and all drugs should be thoroughly considered before usage I have a tulpa named Miela who I love very much. How we got here | Share your experimental tulpamancy ideas | My unhinged ramblings "People put quotes in their signatures, right?" -Me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 Interesting Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Breloomancer October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 the unfortunate thing about planning living forever is that you don't get a chance to completely destroy your body with drugs I have a tulpa named Miela who I love very much. How we got here | Share your experimental tulpamancy ideas | My unhinged ramblings "People put quotes in their signatures, right?" -Me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 I don't want to live forever, so there's still hope. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Breloomancer October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 I plan on living forever so I'll just have to live without all that stuff, unless I get a brain tumor or whatever I have a tulpa named Miela who I love very much. How we got here | Share your experimental tulpamancy ideas | My unhinged ramblings "People put quotes in their signatures, right?" -Me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Osomatsu October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 I just keep my vices to Wonderland. I'm Osomatsu! You know, from TV? ...No? Well, don't worry about it. I'm part of Ghostly's bunch. See ya around! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CM October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 Heart palpitations aren't fun, sometimes it lasts a while and it starts to feel like I'm gonna die or something Iro - He/they - 30th April 1997 - Host of the system - Speaker if there's no tag Desmond - He/him - 21st April 2014 L - He/him - 5th May 2014 Nevira - She/her - 14th December 2014 Misa - She/her - 5th December 2015 Roska - He/him - 22nd July 2019 Danyla - They/them - 13th July 2020 Asha - He/him - 13th June 2022 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 (edited) 11 minutes ago, ClianthaMiura said: Heart palpitations aren't fun, sometimes it lasts a while and it starts to feel like I'm gonna die or something When I'm highly stressed, this is one of the seven serious symptoms I get. I actually learned how to stop my own heart for a couple seconds, skipping a couple beats before it races back to normal because of this. It's like holding your breath, you know how it's supposed to feel and you seek that feeling until it happens then hold it, but similarly to holding your breath, you can't hold it long. The feeling is like all the blood just falls, like it drains from your face and head. It's very peaceful but also scary. The palpation is awful though, like there's something in your throat that you can't swallow or expell. It an odd kind of 'I can't catch my breath" sort of feeling. I check my pulse and instead of thump-thump-thump-thump, it's chchung-thupbugcahug-pause sinking feeling-cagkakachug-BUP-BUP-BUP-BUP If I relax, it goes back to normal. During a panic attack, I could literally die I bet. It brings a smile to my face, because the frailty of this strong body is ironically oxymoronic. I went to the doctor both periods of my life that it happened and there's really nothing they can do, they just said, unless it becomes more frequent, it's not worth the side effects of the medication or the surgery. Edited October 10, 2020 by Bear Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce October 10, 2020 Share October 10, 2020 @ the foot thing, I had ingrown toenails when I was younger (less gross than it sounds, just means a toenail grows too far to the side and starts poking your toe... and it hurts and needs to be cut out), and one very incompetent pediatrician. Something like 12 shots between my two feet to try and numb me (where I learned I'm highly resistant to numbing) before he just stuck scissors up my toe nails to cut them, which still hurt a lot but only about as much as all the shots. Note to literally everyone, see a podiatrist for foot problems, not a pediatrician, even if you're not 18 yet. They're a lot better at their jobs. Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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