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I originally tried working on a tulpa based on Twilight Sparkle, and I felt I was making some progress. Then I changed my mind and wanted a different personality, and since then, I wasn't able to hear or feel anything from her, when before, I would sometimes hear a voice, or some noises, or at least feel some head pressure. I've been feeling more and more in a slump, and have been getting desperate for contact, in fear that I ruined my tulpa. Today, I finally ended up maturing a bit and decided to just give her a clean slate and start all over again, but this time, letting her pick what she wants. I visualized her going back to the basics, so hopefully I am reworking the original, and not creating a second while I leave the original unfinished. I am letting her choose everything this time, although I do have some ideas in my mind for a reference, but none are required. I have never worked without a base form or personality or name before, so not sure what to do. My creative powers aren't that strong, all I know is to keep faith and keep trying.


Will list tulpas when I get things sorted out in my head.

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Hmm. Well... As I know from my experience (still not full though, feel free to prove it's wrong), ideas do not just so easily erase from your head. Especially, if you started to implement them. It could be better to wait a few days to be sure, what do you want for your tulpa to be. What for now... Sudden "specialisation" change can devolve the progress a bit, I suppose. If you feel that new personality is alright, continue. If you don't, then rework it once more.

And, actually, for me the hardest thing is to invent a name.

 

And remember, at that point you've *almost* crossed Rubicon.


And may the fears keep away from you.

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You ddidnt create a second tulpa or you're not creating one,

 

You basically hit the reset button and your tulpa may be trying to do what you asked or she may just need space and time to come to terms with the change, so dont worry just try to keep initiating contact and you should be fine.

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You ddidnt create a second tulpa or you're not creating one,

 

You basically hit the reset button and your tulpa may be trying to do what you asked or she may just need space and time to come to terms with the change, so dont worry just try to keep initiating contact and you should be fine.

 

I did have some ideas I was gonna assign, just a small sample, with her free to choose everything else. Mainly, funny, dark, mysterious, sagelike. But I decided to let her pick her personality herself. The problem is that contacting her will be hard, because I don't know what kind of personality to look out for, and I've been slacking on forcing, so it'll take some time to get any contact to begin with I think.


Will list tulpas when I get things sorted out in my head.

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