Jump to content

CM's Ramblings


Recommended Posts

I've been looking more into imposition and have begun practicing it with Desmond and a little with the rest of them as well. Mostly I've been focusing on getting a more detailed view of him while visualizing and trying to "see" him out the corner of my eye when he's around, to see anything at all really. It's kinda frustrating 'cause I'm so impatient, I know this will take time but it annoys me that I can't just take a shortcut somehow. I've been reading the guides but I have no idea if I'm doing things correctly.

 

Been working on his voice a lot too. The results so far are that his voice is a lot clearer in my head. Been trying to "push" it out so that it would sound like it was coming from outside, trying to hear it with one ear as if he was standing next to me, but I can't change the direction of the sound yet, it's all just mindvoice that comes from no specific place.

 

I probably won't be touching him a lot, so that's not a very high priority, but it's something I'd like to work on at some point anyway. He might feel like touching me for some reason and I'd like to feel it. Tasting is completely off the table, and I pretty much have smell down already.

 

It's kinda funny now that his presence is really strong again, to have him close to me and knowing exactly where he's at, but not seeing a goddamn thing.

CM - 30th April 1997 - Host of the system

Desmond - 21st April 2014

L - 5th May 2014

Nevira - 14th December 2014

Misa - 5th December 2015

Roska - 22nd July 2019

Danyla - 13th July 2020

Progress report  Art thread  Our lounge thread

Link to post
Share on other sites
  • 3 weeks later...
  • Replies 201
  • Created
  • Last Reply

Top Posters In This Topic

Top Posters In This Topic

Posted Images

(edited)

Roska tried to front one day, he wanted to train my dog and I’d bought treats for the occasion. He didn’t manage to get that far lol. It was actually really surprising how difficult it was to get someone other than Desmond to switch in. When he finally got there all he could do was sit and feel the body out some, try to talk out loud and get used to how the surroundings felt like. When he tried to do something with the dog he slipped out of the front and it was just me again. It’s a start, I suppose, we’re gonna need to try again some day.

 

Danyla is really interested in my tarot deck and all things witchy. They were already into crystals and gemstones before and their room is filled with plants, but now that I’m back on track with Wicca and witchcraft they’ve really been showing interest in what I’m doing. We haven’t figured out what their worldview actually is yet, so I’ll be talking to them about Wicca and we’re gonna see if things line up. Even if they don’t, I might still get a friend to share witchy stuff with, regardless of religion. 

 

I actually find it kinda interesting how I’m supposedly the most religious person in this head, and I’m not all that zealous. Desmond is a skeptic, but he’s respectful about it. L shares some of my views but is very passive when it comes to actually believing anything. Like he doesn’t want to say he believes, but won’t deny anything either. Misa seems rather atheistic, surprisingly enough. Then again, she’s basically a tree. Roska doesn’t know yet. Nevira doesn’t want a label but says she does believe in a divine power.

 

As for imposition progress... there is no progress ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Edited by CM

CM - 30th April 1997 - Host of the system

Desmond - 21st April 2014

L - 5th May 2014

Nevira - 14th December 2014

Misa - 5th December 2015

Roska - 22nd July 2019

Danyla - 13th July 2020

Progress report  Art thread  Our lounge thread

Link to post
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.

  • Recently Browsing   0 members

    No registered users viewing this page.

×
×
  • Create New...