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A new beginning: Aranhil's PR


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Hello people of tulpa.info and welcome to my progress report. I'll be posting here at least once a week with all the progress I've made with my tulpa Genevieve. I just started forcing last Saturday so, not surprisingly, I haven't really heard anything from her. Eventually, I want to talk to her things such as what her opinion is on God and things like that. I'd like to find out if she'll have the same views as me or not.

 

Why I decided to make a Tulpa

 

The main reason I decided to make a tulpa is for companionship. I don't really have any friends that I'd feel completely comfortable talking to about anything on my mind. With Genevieve, I'll be able to talk about anything and all things I'm thinking about.

 

About Genevieve

 

Personality wise, I'm letting her form her own personality. As for what she looks like, I kind of have a general idea of what she looks like. I definitely want to have a more solid image of her in my mind, so I'll be working on that too.

 

That's about all for now. I'm definitely looking forward to the journey ahead.

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Yes, welcome to the site to the site! My tulpa (Yumi) doesn't believe in God, but I am a Christian. She curses a lot while I try not to use profanity at all. She and I have our differences but for the most part we are pretty similar :)

"Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative."

 

Yumi + Cinema

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Yea, especialy when one Tulpa likes to show off her body when she knows it will make you embarrassed for no reason in the middle of a crowed.... And welcome!

Violet is a tease.

 

Thevious

Violet

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Week One

 

 

It's been one full week since I've started this PR, and I think it's safe to say I've made some progress. Mostly it's been in my wonderland, but I've also made some progress with Genevieve. (I call her Gen for short) The things below are in no particular order, it's just everything tulpa related that's happened in the past week.

 

Naming my Tulpa

 

After I got home on Saturday, I was thinking about what Genevieve's full name should be. I came up with Genevieve Anastasia, but I couldn't figure out a last name, and I didn't want to use my last name because it didn't really seem to fit. I told Gen that she could come up with her own last name if she wanted. A few minuets later, the name Gladstone came into my head. Now I'd love to get all excited and say "Wow, I've only been working on my tulpa for a few hours and already she's sentient and communicating with me!!!" but like I said, it was only a few hours since I decided to start making a tulpa, so I seriously doubt it was her.

 

Creating a form for Gen

 

So I had a name for her: Genevieve Anastasia Gladstone. All I needed was a form for her and a wonderland. I knew she was going to be a human and have red hair, but that was about it. I kept trying to form a face but I couldn't seem to get one that would stick. Whenever I thought I finally know exactly what she looks like, I would forget it in a few hours. Finally I decided to look online and try to find picture of someone I thought would fit, that way if I did forget I could just look at the picture again to remember. After looking for a while, I finally found this girl

 

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She looks very different from what I was originally going for, but whatever works is fine with me.

 

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Creating a wonderland[/align]

 

At night would work on our wonderland. It started out as just a huge grassy field with rolling hills, me and Gen's house on top of a hill in the center. I was also able to form the interior of the house though I won't go into detail of it. As time went on a large garden thing was added, similar to this.

 

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And the largest expansion yet, a large city. I decided that our grassy field and garden is on a relatively small island, and the city is on the mainland.

 

 

 

At the center of the city is the Odeon Tower; a ridiculously expensive luxery housing project. Me and Gen's room being the “Sky Penthouse”

 

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You can see more pics at Sky Penthouse

 

I've also been viewing my wonderland in first person ever since I saw Cinemaphobe's First-person Calibration Method. It's actually not that hard for me.

 

Once when I was forming the wonderland I fell asleep and had a dream. Just thought I'd put that out there, it wasn't tulpa related or anything. If anyone wants to know about it just ask.

 

 

 

[align=center]Conclusion

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That's right, I'm finally done. This literally took over an hour to write, I guess I'm a slow typer. Anyway, I think I've made some good progress in the past week. One thing I forgot to mention is that one time when I was on the forums, I was reading something and felt a wave of happiness. I guess that's the best way to describe it. I'd like to think it was Gen, but it was less than a week since I'd started out on this journey. I guess I'll just have to ask her when she becomes vocal.

 

I've also been thinking about posting more than just once a week so that I don't have to post this wall of text (Reading through it, it's actually not that long) that few people would want to read through. Well I'm done for now, can't wait to see what the next week has in store for us.

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Your tulpa's name is so badass...

Yumi and I share a last name because we are getting married, but her full name only has four syllables...

 

By the way, your wonderland looks so badass. If I wasn't so satisfied with my current wonderland then I would have probably replicated your wonderland lol.

I'm extremely pleased to learn that you used my calibration method and benefited from it :3 I have used it so much that my visualization is almost photographic.

 

I surprised myself today with the vividness of my visualization when I wasn't even trying.

 

Good luck with your journey dear friend.

"Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative."

 

Yumi + Cinema

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Your tulpa's name is so badass...

 

By the way, your wonderland looks so badass.

 

Thanks

 

I have used it so much that my visualization is almost photographic.

 

I surprised myself today with the vividness of my visualization when I wasn't even trying.

 

That sounds awesome

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  • 2 weeks later...

I was sick last week, which is why I missed posting my weekly update. Not much happened during week 2, therefore, I will move right on to

 

Week 3

 

This isn't the full report, I just wanted to get something out there since today is Monday and it's been exactly three weeks. I'll finish up the report tomorrow.

 

The highlight of the week was during one active forcing session. I was in our the penthouse I mentioned in my week one post. I walked out of the bedroom and saw Gen sitting on one of the chairs in the living room area. I decided to do what I saw in a tips and tricks thread, and told her to surprise me. I'd like to think that she said "ok", but I'm not sure. That was it, she didn't do anything else, she just said "ok".

 

I then decided to explore our house a bit, but I remembered something I saw on reddit where someone said that you shouldn't puppet your tulpa too much. I decided to just let whatever happens happen; if she comes with me, she comes with me. I didn't want to stress out about whether or not I was puppeting her. So she came with me to explore the house.

 

There was a door next to the kitchen that led to a huge three story library. We went up to the third floor which led to the roof. On the roof was grass, multiple benches placed in a circle, and a fountain in the middle.

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