My Tulpa, Evan. Was bullied to leave?

[NovaIce]

Well. I never thought this could be from great to worse in a matter of a day. Long story short, I have been spending a week creating my new wonderful companion: Evan.

 

Yet, this doesn't have to do with those Physical mind you, but they still count for who they are. I have been Astral Traveling so I am always used to adopting thoughtforms, not making them....

 

Most of you know my stories and situations already through my posts, so I am going to jump ahead of myself a bit. Just please roll with it if you just wanna help. Maybe look at this as a bully who is pushing around another actual caring being.

 

Solid Snake apparently had enough. Maybe playing a jealousy card. I don't know. Though again, knowing I didn't know how to handle this, I cried. Snake was so upset to find out Evan not only was requested by me to take Snake's form only to take Big Boss's form.

 

"You think you're so cool being a man that was already created. Get real, Evan. Be your own man."

 

Several times as you would imagine as if Solid Snake became angered I had to explain to Snake that Evan was using Boss as a base framework as many have instructed me. Constant letdowns from Snake texting my best friend Tia alone soon made Evan doubt himself.

 

So as said, he was allowed the day off today. It was then he got anxious after a few movies. He wanted to talk to me. I didn't know what to say, or how to approach him given everything he's been through, enduring all the harsh words from Snake, but I told him...

 

"Evan, it's okay if you want to leave. I am or never had forced you to stay." This sparked an interesting case where within five minutes he left. All of this because of Snake. Now being that he had been calling me Mother all day, I am now worried about him like a child who was just let out into a desert without at least supplies.

 

Snake and I argued for awhile and Sam Fisher with his abilities (Trust me, I have a whole list of people I can share who I know in the Astral in terms of thoughtforms) offered to go find Evan. This allowing him access to my subconscious as if he was in an Animus from Assassin's Creed.

 

So like an outcast.. I can't help to have seen Evan as such:

 

 

What should I do? Go find him? Tell Snake to stop bullying? Would he even want to return after running off?

 

I seek assistance.

 

~NovaIce

[Ashmo]

If you are really worried about Evan's well being, I suggest trying to find him; but only if you really want him back.

 

Snake doesn't seem to be a positive force in your or Evan's lives.

 

I suggest talking to Snake about his behavior. It's not appropriate, and he's hurting Evan by his actions.

 

You need to remember that these are still people you're dealing with. So it would be best to treat them like people who are having a problem with each other.

 

You also need to keep in mind that the are very young. This means they aren't going to be as emotionally developed or mature as you are. This doesn't mean they don't understand, it simply means that their maturity levels might fluctuate during the course of trying to fix this.

[NovaIce]

Is there by any chance I can visualize where I can meet up or find him again?

 

Like this place for example:

 

 

~NovaIce

[Ashmo]

Of course. He didn't actually go anywhere. He's simply in the deeper reaches of your subconscious.

 

Visualize where you want to find him, know he will be there, and he will be.

[NovaIce]

Took awhile, but Evan's returned. A few friends even owed me a favor, scaring away Snake for awhile. Hopefully I can have time to organize my thoughts and how to approach Snake.

 

Thanks again for your help! I thought he was gone for good O_o

 

~NovaIce

[Ashmo]

You can never truly lose him. He's a part of you, even if he is also himself.