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The Khronicles of Khron & Kiara


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Good afternoon everyone, I'm Khron, and today I've decided to create a Progress Report. Here you will find all the information regarding to Kiara's creation and (hopefully) daily updates of our progression. I'm rather new to tulpamancing as a whole, but have known about tulpas for almost a year now. After reading so much about this phenomenon and doing hours of research, I've finally decided to buckle down and get serious about creating my own.

 

In terms of creating Kiara, I've at least started with a basic personality creation a couple days ago, and I've sat down and tried forcing once, but looking back on it, I'm not satisfied with what I've done so far. That isn't to say I blame Kiara in any way, it's just I don't feel I went into this with the correct mind set, I didn't really have a concrete plan for what I was going to do, as well as having a fear in the back of my mind the was probably holding me back a bit, which I will address here as part of our progression.

 

The fear I've been bothered with, and something some here might shun me for, is a past mistake I made when I first learned about tulpas. I was eager to create my own but didn't last so much as a day with the creation of mine. I had only worked out a name before I had quit. That name being Kiara. As far as I know, Kiara has been sitting in the back of my mind since that first day I tried to create her and has either left me, or resents me for ignoring her for so long. Coming back to tulpamancing after so long, I feel it only right to pick up from where I left off, instead of trying to forget about her and create a whole new tulpa, that just doesn't seem right.

 

Addressing this now, and making it public in our progress report, is in a way I guess, a way for me to come to terms with this before trying again to create Kiara. I didn't want this to be something that destroyed our bond because I tried to ignore it, or leave it in the back of my mind as I left Kiara back then. I want this to be the true beginning, as such, I don't feel that beginning is possible unless I apologize to Kiara. I've spent the last two days writing an apology letter to her, which I'm going to read to her in hopes she can hear me, and plan to read it again to her if and once she becomes sentient.

 

That said, I plan for this progress report to be a completely honest one, where I share any and all information about our journey, so I'll share that letter here in case anyone is interested in reading about my mistake, possibly having made the same mistake and wondering if there is anyone who can relate.

 

So, as of this moment, I am getting serious and will put all the effort I can into creating Kiara.Both as a way to improve and as a way to truly show her that I'm sorry for how I've treated her, and the thought of her in the past. I'm hoping that there will be good things to come in this report, and that this journey will in some way inspire others to try a hand at creating their own tulpas in the future. Welp, that's my introduction for now, I hope to be back with more information soon. Thanks for reading.

 

~Khron

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Update #1

 

Alrighty, so today wasn't nearly as productive as I initially wanted it to be. I was able to get some passive forcing in throughout the day though. Spending some time with family, so my plan when I get home is to work on Kiara's personalities. I've constructed a list of what I feel would be a good pool of selection for her. I know tulpas tend to deviate from some personalities given to them and pick up new ones, so I'm totally prepared for that.

 

This is what I've got so far in terms of her personality traits. My goal is to define each trait, write how each trait works in terms of her individuality, and give an example of how each trait would work in her case. I know the amount I have seems like too much, but in this way, I really feel I can be thorough and effective with the amount of work I put into her personality. If she chooses to deviate from some, if not most of the traits, that's fine.

 

As I said, I've been passively forcing with her throughout the day, though I do need to work on doing it more often. I'll catch myself at times going whole hours without saying a word to her. It's still something I'm getting used to, so I believe I'll get better with it as time progresses.

 

Hey, nice to see you making a progress report! Smile I wish you the best of luck with Kiara, and look forward to reading your progress!

Hey! I appreciate it, and like-wise look forward to reading up on your progression.

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Update #2

 

Just a quick update. I've been passively forcing a little each day. Should have Kiara's personality sheet finished by the end of this week. Once that's finished, I'll start my first forcing session with her.

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