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And now, I'm there… or, at least, I hope I am. Hello, everyone. I’m back.

 

My name is Oleg, and this is my second progress report on this website. Like before, it will focus on the development of my tulpa, Rae.

 

So frankly, the first progress report is something I would rather pretend never existed, what with the juvenile, “cool and wacky” attitude I was trying to pull off, and how I had forgotten about it after only a week of subpar forcing. But, rather than forgetting about it, I eventually decided to learn from it and better myself and my attitude, which is how I got here—this progress report will be about me taking things more seriously, working as hard as can be on Rae. Also, the forum already has enough kids being “cool and wacky”—I figured I should at the very least try to act somewhat professional, because it’s “For Science!” after all…

 

Now, before I go on, let me talk a little bit about Rae.

 

Rae (then Ria—at some point I changed the name for one reason or another) was first conceptualized in 2011 as something called a CALD character (“CALD” standing for “Character Induced Lucid Dreaming”). From what I remember, it was some sort of experimental technique that didn’t quite take off. When interest dwindled, I had sort of forgotten about her, and that was the end of that. Then, there came along the tulpa phenomenon, and I became curious again. There were roughly half a dozen attempts at creation, but none of them ever went anywhere (I think some of them I didn’t even manage to start). And now, I am trying to finally rectify that.

 

For the record, she’s a human girl—continuously described as slightly unkempt and with red hair.

 

Now, I have declared my seriousness and willingness to work hard. Where does that leave me? Unfortunately, it leaves me nowhere. I still need to actually start. See, even if I had been at work for roughly a week, my efforts have turned up uninspired, inconsistent and dissatisfactory, filled with pessimism, doubts and distractions. That needs to be fixed as soon as possible, so I have brought up some very simple solutions—one is a schedule to follow, and the other is a basic, long-term work plan, so I know what I am to do. I also thought of looking into meditation, and how I can use it to force more effectively.

 

The schedule amounts to two hours of forcing—one in the morning, when I wake up, and one in the evening, when I go back to bed. I've been thinking of adding a third hour in there as well, but I honestly doubt I'll be able to take it on. Finally, the rest of the day will be spent narrating to Rae whilst keeping attention on her presence, so I get used to the idea of her always being there.

 

As for the work plan, it isn't exactly solid yet, but I have a very basic overview on what I would like to cover, and in what order.

 

 

Personality and presence is something I desperately need, because as it currently is, the focus for my narration is just too vague and generic to be of any use—that is why I have given it such a high priority. I believe that by establishing personality, I will have a more solid foundation for Rae’s presence, which is supposed to eventually help with sentience and voice down the road. Ultimately, form isn't that important to me, but I will likely do it when the rest is all said and done.

 

Now, I am running out of things to say, so I shall just clumsily wrap it all up.

 

And now, I begin. But first I shall go to sleep, because that is what you do when you are sleepy.

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