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Aldutere

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  1. I haven't been contemplating it for to long. Few days about. But it is easily more than a year I wanted something/someone like a tulpa. Before I heard of tulpae, ive made an "imaginary friend" so to speak. I never had many friends due to rather personal problems. But here I dont Want to make you confuses. Simply put, its school things. Kindness is rare there, and those who are kind, suffers. I thus became a sort of a loner, but I longed for a friend, even more a true friend. It felt as if no one cared for me. Yes many says that, but I'd say its different if your parent's say you're lying, even after showing cuts, bruises and what not more you got from school. I will not use my tulpa to avoid life, thats just wrong, I know. I only want someone who will actually understand me, aswell as be a companion to me. Oh, and thanks alot! The reassurance is hulpfull!
  2. After researching for quite a bit, I decided to make a Tulpa. Weird thing is, almost immediately after beginning,( as in the first half hour ) I had a large, almost overwhelming emotional feeling, which felt alien as sayd by others. This makes my first question 1. Can a tulpa become sentient and communicate via emotion so early on? I've read it cant happen that fast, but another sayd don't dismiss early success. About two days, I found out the feeling I had all the time was extreme stress. I then tried to talk to my tulpa. I repeatedly sayd that I believe in him and there was no need to worry and within a minute the stess was almost entirely gone. I also tried to use the head pressure I experienced to ask simple questions. I whould say the left side of my head is yess, and the right side of my head is no . And again, weirdly, I was asked to actually puppet him instead of using other methods. So, second question 2. Will he Really want to be puppeted insted of using other development methods? (I did read puppeting can be used for developmet) And lastly for now, a friend doing this sayd I must first do imposition before I focus on anything else. So 3. Can I do the puppeting and those things in my head, or should I do imposition first? Any answers will be appreciated, especially so if it can be givven soon. Thanks for any and all help!
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