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Alestinvus

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    I am a music student. I have a prominent background in lucid dreaming.
  1. As it is right now, I'm still getting into establishing the [good] habit of forcing regularly. Typically, I ~Do~ Force at least 15 - 20 minutes a day, and have extended sessions every other few days. I'm really launching for doing at least 45 minutes or so everyday. Constant business kinda keeps me from doing that, but I'm trying to be more efficient so I can set aside a little extra time for it.
  2. To Anyone Reading, feel free to reply, give a lil' insight or advice. - It's been just under two weeks now since I started. I continue to read up on methods to improve forcing, however, I regrettably, and admittedly, occasionally neglect forcing, be it active or passive. It's not sitting well with Tylene, I feel her "scolding" me for not forcing more often. It's strange. In addition, communication has been kinda' strange. I can definitely sense her presence, a strange light-headedness or pressuring feeling, but I feel as though I'm not receiving any definite responses from her. Hence the quotations around scolding. I've attempted to steer somewhat away from parroting, so I'm sure any previous responses to stimuli or questions weren't my doing. I can't hear her mindvoice, but I can feel "moving", or increases in head pressure. Put on some headphones while forcing the other day. Maybe 3 or 4 days ago? I'm not sure... Been a long few days. I introduced her to some of the pieces from some of my favorite composers-- Debussy, Saint-Saëns, Ravel, a lot of Impressionistic or Romantic Composers. I felt something strange while listening to "Pavane pour une infante defunte," by Ravel, Midway through the piece I felt an extremely strong sense of happiness and alertness all of the sudden. With it being my favorite piece, this happened on occasion, but to a much lesser extent. This time, it was intense, powerful and striking. I'm assuming that it may have struck a chord with Tylene, who in turn expressed that to me. She hasn't really done anything alone the lines to such an extent since, but the fact it happened makes me feel a little more assured. Still, nothing along these lines seems to be happening in a consistent manner.
  3. Well, it's day three now of my progress. I've been doing a little bit of both Passive and Active forcing, as my time doesn't really allow for masses of both. Yep. Not even passive forcing. I think, no, believe that I'm starting to develop a good tie and connection to Tylene. This is my first time ever getting involved with Tulpas, but I think it's going well. In the few days where I have been able to actively force, my focus is immense, but is consequently also broken easily. I've found that, on occasion, while forcing, I tend to develop a bit of a headache or "pressuring feeling" as others have mentioned. Perhaps this is a good thing. Perhaps I'm just thinking too hard! Anyways, I've tried asking her a few questions to see what her reactions were, but nothing definitive or consistent has been coming up. It's still early though, and I'll remain patient. Progress is always to be made.
  4. Hello, Everyone! The [user]name's Alestinvus, but you can call me "Tin" for short. I went more in-depth into Tulpas not too long ago, I've started maybe two or three days ago, and I'm hoping for it to be a very rewarding and insightful ride. Really want this to mean something, now that I've dedicated myself to it. I've known about Tulpas for a while, only the very idea behind it, for say about 5 or 6 months. I've decided to start on it recently to go onto a journey of self-enlightenment, Self-Improvement, and hopefully to gain a close companion in a tough world. After my experiences in the Lucid Dreaming Community, I don't find the concept of Tulpas to be very nonsensical at all. I've been Lucid Dreaming for about 4 years now, and it's been quite a wild bunch of rides. It's really how I found out about Tulpas, after having a late night discussion with some friends who lucid dream as well. One thing led to an other, and here I am, writing this intro out to all of you. On a more personal level, I like to be very laid back and relaxed, and I typically keep to myself. However, I'm not afraid to speak with like-minded or open individuals. Interaction is healthy, after all. I wouldn't like to speak about it much right now, but I'm creating a Human Tulpa, her name is Tylene. I'm taking it a bit slow, and planning on letting her develop her own form and personality, but with just a few guidelines thrown in. I'm glad to join this community! Hopefully we can come to know each other with time.
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