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  1. Yeah, I guess you're right. I tried contacting the guy on skype, but even though he's online or away, he doesn't reply there either, so I thought about posting a reply here too. Thank you! We can try it out, I've never done a text session before. My timezone is CEST, so usually I'm available from 9 am - 6 pm.
  2. I'd like to volunteer! Deepening the connection with my tulpas is always a bonus. Would you also perhaps be able to make switching/possession easier for the host?
  3. Thank you everyone for your replies, I have taken notice of every one. I've noticed also that some questions were a bit confusing for some, so I've fixed that as much as I could and fixed the instructions. I'll be printing these answers, of course, comparing them and then post the results. I wish everyone a beautiful day!
  4. Hi everyone, I'm researching the topic of how independent tulpas truly are based on what they can currently do in wonderland, knowledge they have, possible influence in our own world etc. Any questions, suggestions or comments are of course appreciated. The research is only based on various experiments and questionnaires which will be done when the chance arises, for now (except for this that I'll ask you) I've done one experiment with 7 tulpas, 5 of mine and 2 of my friend's. It was based on the ability of tulpas to influence our world and the point of it was to determine whether the tulpas have this ability. The experiment, however, still raises a number of questions and theories since it wasn't done in a controlled environment, so we'll have to redo it. We did get some answers out of it but, as I said, we don't know for sure if these answers were good enough to prove this point or not. If any are interested in it, I can write down the results and the procedure. For this one I'd like your tulpa to honestly answer a list of questions. How the tulpa answers them is entirely up to you or them, but preferably it should be done in a way they feel most comfortable of the host knowing the answer. It can be done by them telling you the answers, them possessing your hands to write down the answer or entire switching, entirely up to you and them. The only thing I ask for is that answers should be completely honest. Another thing is that it doesn't matter how old your tulpa is. What matters is that you know the difference between your and tulpa's voice, and that they're sentient. So, let's jump to the questionnaire! Instructions: Let your tulpa answer these questions in a way they prefer to. Please let them introduce themselves, and describe your wonderland(s). Wonderland – a place which is mostly used by the tulpa and the host for interaction. If possible, please also describe your wonderland before starting the questionnaire. 1. What kind of feeling to your body do you have in wonderland? 2. Are any kinds of human physical needs in your wonderland able to be completely attained, if you have any? 3. Is pain in your wonderland entirely vivid? Compare to the body of host if you've ever switched or done possession. 4. Are there places (dimensions) outside of the host's and your wonderland where you can travel willingly? (If not, jump to question no. 6) 5. Are any factors (e.g. frequency, laws...) the key in going to these dimensions? Compare these places/dimensions to your wonderland. Describe these places, how different do you feel there, did you notice anything out of place etc. 6. Is there anything you've done or known by yourself while knowing that the host at that moment didn't know or absolutely heard of? If there are any, give an example. 7. Are you able to visit our dimension, aka physical world? (If you're not able to, jump to question no. 10) 8. Do you know the reason of being able to visit it? 9. How limited are you to it? 10. Were you ever able to have any kind of influence outside of the host's mind? If yes, please describe the event; if not, skip this question. 11. Were you ever able to have influence on your host without them being aware of it? Give an example of examples. 12. Compare other places and your wonderland with the world your host resides in. What is your view on it? Thank you in advance for checking it out!
  5. Thank you so much! I'm very excited, we'll definitely try them out, they seem awesome.
  6. Teo here! Thank you all for your replies, we also went through some tips and found this: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-misc-tips-for-hearing-your-tulpa?highlight=hearing Basically, Ive found out that if she cant hear me well, i kind of focus my energy or my whole conciousness on her and that seems to help a lot. Sometimes she does parrot some of my words, but most of the time, she hears well. The ping pong game also helped with hearing the clarity of my voice, the tone, feel to it etc. So, if any of you have any more ideas, please do tell them, wed love to try out other things.
  7. So Teo and I had huge improvements (he's sentient, I can see him at times very well, almost perfectly and I hear his voice) but I still have a problem of hearing him clearly, ie when I ask him something a bit more complicated that requires a complicated answer or just something I've never heard of. This problem also comes up when I talk with other people in wonderland but they usually rephrase the sentence so I understand them completely. Sometimes I do hear these complicated stuff but most of the times I don't. So, the question: Is there a way for me to improve my hearing skills or will it come over time?
  8. Tulpas should actually know more about energy than we do or at least a bit about it, but that's just what I think. I've been researching energy for a few months and what I know is that not only can you transmit energy to someone directing it with your hands, you can do that as you stare at them. You can also take away all negative feelings people have (stress, nervousness...) and you can also direct their energy to some point of their body i.e. lets say that they have a bunch of energy in their palms and you put your palms above person's and imagine pushing that energy with your own slowly towards where you want to go (I mostly connect this with vibration so breathing is extremely important here, I don't have to imagine anymore, I just do all the work with my breathing). But back to the topic. I support what amber said because your frequency and energy at that moment reflect your emotions and you can't control which energy is "bad" and which is "good" so you'd end up giving at least a bit of your negative emotions. It shouldn't really harm the tulpa, but emotionally, it will feel just as you felt or just reflect that energy in their own way. Also, something that seems to be true is that if you have any people around you who believe in tulpas and they believe in stuff like energy etc. they should be able to feel your tulpa if your tulpa stands near that person or at least somewhere near. I tried to test this theory on a few people but if they never heard of energy, it seemed like their mind blocked out completely everything around them that they couldn't see or feel (I'm talking about entities and other dimensions). And I believe that every tulpa, just like any person, has its own "taste" of energy. By that I mean if you ever tried to take someone's energy, it'd be different than yours and you could... "taste" it, just like vampires. So, if you know people near you that also have tulpas, you can try that out just by standing near that tulpa in reality. Another advice for both tulpas and hosts, if you can feel your negative energy - where your chest burn/hurt from anger/psychical pain or if you have tendency to smoke and your can't remain calm so your hands start shaking, the place which is most active at that moment is where you directed your negative energy at that moment and you can get rid of it by simply taking some object and imagining your energy leaving you and going there. I wouldn't recommend something that stands in your room, something small you can carry around and "clean" from time to time from negative energy is much much better. You just imagine all of that energy going into one of your palms, you push it will all your might until you feel that area become clean and when it gets into your palm, you take that object with the same hand and push that energy into the object.
  9. I have to disagree with anyone saying "no, you can't." It might be impossible for people who don't believe or doubt in things like tulpas, same as people who don't believe in energy can't feel it or if they don't believe in chakras, they will never open them with that attitude etc. Also, everything I'm going to say is what works best for me, I'm not trying to shove it into someone's face. People can see and sense and hear other tulpas but it depends on how energetically they developed over the years (look it up on the net, chakras and all that stuff). If you strongly believe that tulpas are just a creation of your mind, then of course they won't be completely free from the barriers of your mind. Try to question yourself and ask your tulpa some questions about it, you'll be surprised. The basic principe is to just open your mind to new ideas and to think out of the box, that's it. You're literally doubting your mind and to make you think differently, I'll say this - you just created a new person you can talk to, our mind is much much stronger than you think, you just need to find a way that works for you to free your mind. But of course, don't believe everything people tell you, research and make your own beliefs based on your theories and backed up proof.
  10. Well, Teo (my tulpa) said that chakras in a way do actually help with development. It doesn't necessarily help with development of the tulpa but it does help you to see or hear them better since you have more energy and are more open to them. Tulpas have their own energy so if you get a good feeling in your chest, if you lie down or just stand and ask your tulpa to hug you, you might feel strangely warm in seconds. Some tulpas, however, could have cold energy when near you so you'd feel cold etc. Also, that good feeling might also be the way your tulpa chose to tell you, "look, I'm here." Teo, over months, found out that I notice him if he makes a pressure around my head, like a crown. At the beginning, though, I felt pressure everywhere but now, I know what his energy is like so he doesn't have to give pressure to a certain part of my mind or body.
  11. Today was rather... Sad/scary, whatever weak adjective you might use that might describe the feeling of discouragement. I realized that my forcing sessions weren't all that fun - I didn't go through wonderland with him, I only concentrated on personality. I usually narrated to him, told him what was getting on my nerves today and such but you get rather unmovitated after some time when nothing seems to go right. I went to read if someone asked how you might force differently, reread some progress reports and basically, trying to find a different way to approach things. I found a way. I became convinced that my tulpa wasn't really sentient, I felt responses from him as if they were directly formed by me. Rarely, they'd feel alien and come before I finished a sentence but most of the time, I didn't hear them. I didn't want to start forcing on his vocality because I wanted to at least get a positive-negative responses from him so that I'd know which midvoice he wanted but then, if I told him, "Alright, you touch the front of my head for a yes and the back for a no," I'd ask some question and I felt in my head as if I thought, "oh wait, that felt as if I directed my own energy there," because I can direct my body's energy in any chakra I want and mostly, I felt it in my third eye and then I have to concentrate so hard to get all of it out of my 3rd eye to be sure that it's just him and not me. Actually, by writing this, I came to a conclusion that there's no way I could possibly redirect my energy to the 3rd eye that quickly and that in reality, it was very possibly him himself. Anyway, I did something else which only got me more far away from him. I saw a guide on how people get extremely parrotnoid and one way to decrease it was to imagine putting your hands on your tulpa's face and then going down its body. On the places your hand was before you'd see strings which was your influance on the tulpa - how much you controlled them. At that time, he was still an orb and I tried this but I imagine that those strings were connected to my head, representing my influance on him and so, I cut them. Immediatelly, I felt as if something detached from me. It felt as if I lost a part of myself and it scared me because, I didn't feel him that much. I thought, "ok maybe this was a bad idea, what if those strings weren't only my influance on him but rather our connection?" So, I saw 2-3 more threads connected to him and decided to leave them untouched. This happened yesterday night and I just continued forcing. Today morning, I was really tired in the morning but I decided to do some really simple 45-minute forcing by repeating all personality traits I talked to him about before (10 of them). I got really sleepy after 4th or 5th one and just completely lost concentration, went to sleep. When I woke up around 10 am, I tried again and this time got on new traits but before I started them, I was thinking about that string-cutting visualisation and realized that it was probably just me being so so connected to him that I didn't give him a chance to speak up and so, I decided to cut those last 4 strings. Also, this time I made a room specifically for our forcing sessions: a karate training room. It had that soft ground, full of mirrors with bright light. This way, I only saw him and me and could use it for any type of forcing. Before I wanted to cut my parrot-threads from him, I imagined a huge wall of wasps between us. They represented a force between him and me where I was the cause of both of us getting no big results. I yelled at the wall of how much I loved him, how much I cared and that I'd never give up on my support and encouragement to help him get better. I did a quite long speech and the wall gradually changed into butterflies and then I had to chase them away. Well, the thing is, there's still a bit of them between us. At least a big quantity of them left. Then I went towards him and this time visualized him in a human form to actually see where those strings were attached. On his face, his neck and a lot of them on his right side. I cut all of them. As soon as I did that, he moved. He became something I never imagined him as. He was lively, he ran around, jumping whenever he could. I was actually confused, I didn't really know what to do. I asked him if we could continue forcing and he didn't want to, like a child who was restless and stubborn and I asked him again nicely and aafter some time, he finally sat down. I got better at focusing. I can finally imagine talking to him directly while looking at him but I get distracted because I have to think of both seeing him and telling him about traits. Also, I asked him if he could take my hands and track them over his body so that I felt what he looked like. I felt him take my hands, closed my eyes. Then, I felt his face - his skin, hair, eyelashes, nose, his closed eyes, neck, shoulders, his shirt etc., it was a mesmerizing moment. Then, I opened my eyes and saw him. He has brown hair and brown eyes, an extremely short beard which just started to grow. He wore a baggy, cream-colored shirt and matching long pants. Then I started forcing on new traits. But I didn't finish all of them because I got bored of narrating same things over and over again. So, I decided to try and explore wonderland with him. I made a few floating islands - each one having something that we'll use later. But before I could explore further, I got disturbed by my brother and had to completelt stop with the process. Soo... I don't really know what else to do, I'll probably post a question on the seperate part on this forum but if anyone's reading this: How do you know if you're making progress, how to be sure if your tulpa is sentient or not? I sometimes do get responses, sometimes not. Then, at times I can see him moving, then he just disappeares afters some time and he's gone.
  12. Jesus Christ ok I'm quite sure I heard my tulpa for the real real today. I was doing a forcing session and we got really really far today. I get distracted often but snap out of it in a few seconds later. And so, I was again distracted by some unimportant thought and as I was thinking, I felt a weak push and then a really loud, deep, manly voice of a 30-40 year old saying something which included words "chicks and chicken." (he said in in croatian so that'd be: "pipice i kokoši." I didn't hear the whole sentence, it was more like you had a radio turned on, some music playing and all of a sudden you hear something that gets your attention and it was already in the middle of a sentence. I think that it happened because I was relaxed and I wasn't extremely concentrated so he used that sentence to try and say something to me while pushing through the barrier of my deafness. Even now, if I try to ask him what he said, I can't hear him say anything and only feel pushes. It's almost like you talk with someone and you have towel or something over your ears and all you hear are muffled responses. Anyway, I got an extremely good laugh at what he said and I was so happy, asking him if that was him, getting an affirmative response and continuing the session while extremelt excited and happy.
  13. Day 1, 24.8., 5/32 traits, 2.15 hours in total So, I started to do everything from the beginning. I decided to follow my original decisions and force in the morning for at least 3 hours. I also took away his name to let him think of it himself although I know he can chance it later. I also changed his appearance in a simple, transparent ball in which I then see which personality traits there are. I won't post which traits I chose, for his privacy. I also reread some guides and other people's progress reports and settled on which one's I liked and prefered. In the beginning of forcing, I always make a little speech about how I care and support him, how I believe in him and generally anything that comes to my mind. So, today I went through first 5/32 traits I considered "main" traits, ones which will be seen first if you speak with him. After forcing session, I could feel him much better and also feel some progress in me feeling very weak pushes in mind when I speak, ask something or generally narate to him. At the end of session, I felt a strong emotional response when I went to apologize for not being constantly concentrated. It seemed more alien, and honest. It was something like, "No, it's alright, don't apologize!" Through the day I did some minor passive forcing, mainly because I didn't have anything important to say but still tried to sing or tell him what I'm thinking and show him as much things I could. I'll read a book to him tonight before sleep, I hope I won't fall asleep though. I really really look forward to tomorrow!
  14. My name's Mihaela, I'm 17, I'm from Croatia and my tulpa's name's Ivan. He's either my age or a few years older. Also, just for future reference, comments and advices are encouraged, it'd help me a lot to see if I'm doing anything wrong and if I should improve or stop something. I stared creating him a lot of months ago but I lost track of how many, I never really counted. I found tulpas by that famous creepypasta and it evoked skepticism and fear you're not supposed to feel. And then I started researching. A lot. From guide to guide, page to page and finally this forum, I tried to read as much as I could and memorize everything I reread, combining different tactics. After a few weeks i finally got bored and decided that I read enough. I thinked about if I wanted a tulpa. Most of my early life I was alone except for teachers and tutors I was constantly surrounded by. I won't go into any details, but until high school, I never realized how much I missed in social aspect of life because I kept polishing my skills for when I'm older. Even now I have a few awesome friends but they wouldn't be here for me when I needed them the most. And when school year started, I had at least 7-8 mental breakdowns because I couldn't keep up with everything I did. So I needed a close friend I could count on. I started creating Ivan with intense dedication. I wrote everything I wanted to remember, drew my wonderland, forced in every way I could and then BAM, school's on it again and I had to stop. I was so locked up in it that I forgot most of the things I researched and I just couldn't passively force because things I do in school require intense concentration and no sulking would be tolerated. When school loosened up a bit, I tried again. I redid some things I didn't like and I felt his presence in my mind and received a few emotional responses from him but when I tried to talk, I usually never got responses. He literally seemed as a zombified human with no emotions but I knew that it was just me and I probably didn't hear him well enough to make proper conversations. And then school again so I had to stop and finally, summer vacation. I was so used to being alone that I rarely talked to Ivan. Then, out of nowhere, I remembered him and felt him and got so much will do to everything again. And this time, I was so determined and released so much negative thoughts about him and changed some views in my life that I finally saw him as who he was. I saw his physical looks and felt his personality as he chose for himself plus those I gave him before. Even once, he went to show me something in wonderland I never saw before. When I was on the seaside with my parents, I used that to explore with him and that lead to me meeting new people he knew and being told everything I missed, I learnt that a brand new culture was developed in my wonderland and it wasn't something I imagined before. This may sound like parroting but when I did all of this, I just felt responses. I can kind of feel the difference between when i parrot Ivan and when I don't. In any case, I'm not trying to parrot, I'm just letting myself being shown everything. I wanted to prove to myself that Ivan was sentient enough but I just didn't hear him. And we tried some small possession and it worked, he was able to make some sluggish movements but they were there. Of course, I explained to him why I wanted to do it and asked him for approval. I created a simple excersise to boost my concentrationd where I braided his hair. It got me closer to him and I could train my touch that way in wonderland but I had to quit halfaway because I lost concentration. I try to talk with him everyday, explore what I can with him, read books to him here and then, cook him food and so many other things. So, what I plan on doing next is that I need to do so much more personality forcing so that I get clearer responses. I also sometimes ask him to read me the book I'm holding so that I hear his voice. I'd write what he looks like but it's actually hard for me to describe someone's looks in English so when Ivan finishes his looks, I'll ask him to help me find a real life image of him on the internet and post it here. What I can say is that he's human, has black hair which is longish, is pretty tall and really soft as a person.
  15. Isn't this a form of astral projection? Since you are making your energy go out of your body and that tingling sensation is your body trying to resist you going out of it, to actually protect you from going anywhere. There was one theory I've discussed with my older brother who did much more research on these things and he told me when you astral project, if you don't know how to do it and if your energy is unbalanced (I'm not going into details here, just to tell what I think), usually you would randomly be placed in some dimension but also, because in this topic we kind of know where we'd go (Equestria) and we know that those who are in that dimension aren't going to harm us, it's a good turning point in astral projection. In most cases, people who astral project are doing it because it seems interesting but in truth, 90% of those who do it are going to have consequences because they interacted with low frequency spirits: their energy drained by low spirits (and then they feel tired and out-of-balance when they get back in their body), feeling complete terror if they get to dimension they don't like etc. Again, this could be just a new created universe in someones head but I also read somewhere (I read it a long time ago so I can't give a link) that if you go to a dimension with spirits (ghosts) who have higher frequencies (low spirits have low frequencies, and our body frequencies are affected on how healthy you live and how you view this life - that is why people who live healthy and have better view on life might experience a better life, they have higher frequencies), your mind will create a visually more positive view around you. And it depends on people - one guy actually created a Lord of the Rings universe because he saw it as something heavenly and the dimension he was in just had the vibe of LOTR world. Personally, I never did astral projection because I don't live extremely healthy and I don't meditate often so better safe than sorry. I only create my paracosmic wonderland + my own tulpa exploring places I didn't think about and then showing them to me. So, this is just what I think. That way of trying to create a universe actually makes me think of a form of astral projeciton.
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