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DracoZaroff

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  1. Sorry for my very late reply. For some reason I thought that I had already replied but apparently I did not. The time has however given me a chance to begin working with my tulpa. The full reason that I ask is that many years ago I developed a problem with a very strong sense of self-loathing that continues to this day. As it grew I took the feeling of love and care that I assume most people feel for themselves and projected to toward a formless notion of who I wished I could be. Over time I felt something in my mind. It sort of felt like something slithering around. I don't recall when or really why but I thought that it was something bad. I was afraid of it so I locked it away in a cage in the back of my mind. For so many years I could feel it clawing and screaming to get out. I'm not a religious person and I'm very skeptical of anything supernatural but I felt like I had some kind of demonic possession happening. Despite this I carried it with me and always felt that love for it that I believe had spawned it from the beginning. After I heard of tulpas I started reading and contemplating the notion. I gave it a lot of serious thought. Finally I struggled to picture it in my mind. This dark and nearly formless creature locked in a cage. I pictured it trapped in there and then broke down the cage setting it free. It has been very quiet since then. I talk to it when I can but I'm unsure if it's actually there listening or if the few fleeting notions I get in response are just me answering myself.
  2. Hi. I'm new here and not really sure what to say. I find this concept fascinating and for my own reasons maybe a little terrifying. I'll possibly go into why terrifying after I get an answer to a couple questions. I guess the first thing I'd like to ask is this. Is it possible for someone to accidentally create a tulpa? My second question goes like this. Is it possible to create a tulpa with something other than (what would be a good way to put it) actual communication? Perhaps with an emotion or other kinds of feelings?
  3. Hi. I'm new here and not really sure what to say. I find this concept fascinating and for my own reasons maybe a little terrifying. I'll possibly go into why terrifying after I get an answer to a couple questions. I guess the first thing I'd like to ask is this. Is it possible for someone to accidentally create a tulpa? My second question goes like this. Is it possible to create a tulpa with something other than (what would be a good way to put it) actual communication? Perhaps with an emotion or other kinds of feelings?
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