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erklan

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    Gwen & Fìrnen

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  1. Thank you all for your answers. That's a lot of thought material, I'll be thinking about what you all said. Thanks again!
  2. Hi! So, I've had tulpas for more than five years now. We have daily discussions on various topics, we basically do everything together, in brief: we're very close. Now, I don't have any doubt that my tulpas exist / are real, I haven't in a long time. Indeed, they show great proof of independence like personnal tastes, the ability to surprise me, make me laught with unexpected puns etc... The thing is that yesterday, we went and try the "black box game". One of us choose an object, the others try to guess what it is with yes / no questions. I don't think there should have been any problem there. But I noticed something strange (and lame): whenever we try that out I begin to have very powerfull doubts that they can choose an object without me knowing what it is. I mean, if I played this game with a friend, I would never have any doubt that they could choose an object, stick to it and answer basic yes / no questions about it. So why in hell do I doubt it when it is about one of my systemmates? These doubts are so powerfull that they completely paralyze whoever is choosing the object, so that's very crippling. So, we tried a simple test: I did my best to convience myself that my tulpas did not exist, and they still were able to reach out. So, that's proof enough that they can still exist without my immediate attention and that they don't need me to think actively. So why can't they play this simple game? This is very frustrating for all of us. Any idea about how I could handle these stupid doubts? Thanks for reading PS: I'm very bad with symbolism, we already tried that, but it seemed to have the opposite effect. I guess that the more I think about doubting, the more my doubts get powerfull and hindering.
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