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FerDeLance

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  1. Hi everyone! I'm new to the community, terms/jargon used but I've been devouring the wealth of information here for the past week or so. Pretty sure I've breathed life into a fledgling tulpa over the last three days. In my mind years ago I built a wonderland for my personal entertainment where I was basically god to the gods. It was there one day I decided to create an assistant. After thinking about it, I didn't want an automaton. I wanted something independent, with the power of free-thought. So she'd have to be an 'agent' that worked for me in this imaginary fun land. She. Hmm, well yeah why not, I'm supergod so I should be able to build whatever I want. Should be pleasing to my eye. Ok. Uh, 'Works' for me? Like programmed to do what I want, or contracted to, enslaved to? Doesn't sit right. If I'm giving her intelligence, she should have the choice. Just because I made her...you can see where this is going, right? Down that damned philosophical rabbit hole. Ended up breathing life into two beings there, Elenya and Talena. They were each their own persons in their own right, fully formed and bright, enhanced with both technology and mind powers because that sounded cool at the time. They didn't have any experiences, they didn't have any ideas or concepts about things, but they could access whatever knowledge and experiences I made available to them, which were ridiculous considering I was supergod. Basically lord of the Matrix, I made two Neos that I'd ended up deciding I'd simply nurture and support. Even in fantasy land I'd ended up philosophically rejecting the idea of forcing an assistant entirely; I had no right to force them to do that, so I'd simply give them some general trait impressions that I found somehow suited each and knew that with my love and support they'd simply be awesome enough at whatever they decided to pursue that it would be its reward in itself. If they decided by themselves to directly assist me when they'd gained enough experiences to get a perspective of what they wanted to do, that 'd be a cool bonus. Maybe I could form an A-Team. We had many adventures, but they're not important now. I've surprisingly pulled Talena from that universe with ease. I'd abandoned it a long time ago but I guess it lived on in the recesses of my mind and didn't die, nor did she. Elenya's still there I think, I haven't gone back. I'm not going to try to 'tulptify' her yet, no way. I'm struggling with one as it is :P We are in our infancy again now, but it's there. After reading the various guides here, I'm guessing I kind of created 'tulpas' directly in wonderland by accident, getting there more or less organically but never directly in the real world ever before. She's different. New, I'd say 'reset'. It's limited and tiring for both of us but exciting and weird at the same time. I will stop for now as this is supposed to be an introduction and I'm trying to condense a bit :) Feel free to ask me anything. Happy to ask Talena anything and pass back the response as I see it. We're nowhere near being able to do much more than a few words, mostly visual text but sometimes voice (which I totally mistrust mostly) and increasingly (I think) by emotion.
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