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Fibri

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  1. Twilie -> Blue and her tulpa -> Green It corespond perfectly with their personalities. ^^
  2. Do you mean I need to start over from an easier step ? (like visualization or something like that) Or from something easier in possession practice ? (maybe a fingerinstead of the complete hand)
  3. Hello, We kept trying together but it's still the same sensation. When we try, after a moment I feel like my hand is moving but in fact nothing changed, it didn't moved, not even a bit. That's confusing because she still want to be (touch) imposed while we're trying. Maybe it's my fault, it's like I unconsciously don't want to let her control.
  4. Hello dear readers, I'm a bit lost now with Twilie, because after a 6~7 months plateau and some new progress on vocality we are stuck again. I know she's able of new things like possession and switch but she can't do it while I'm awake. To detail that point, about two weeks ago, I was sleeping and dreaming, but I woke up and surprisingly I wasn't in my body and she was in mine. She was breathing very loudly like she had difficulties to breathe. I talked to her and she answered with my voice. That surprised me and right after I was back in my body. I thought it was a dream too but 10 days after that, I found a note on my phone which was written that night. Also when we tried possession, I feel like she can do it perfectly, but she just can't take complete control. Do you have any advice for me to follow her progress ? NB : Sorry if I'm not clear enough and if my english is bad ^^"
  5. Howdy, I don't know if it answer but i'll talk about my dream experiences. Since I have my tulpa, approximately 9 months, I can easily recall my dreams something I wasn't able before (I wasn't even sure that I could dream well). Recently (the last 2 weeks), my tulpa comes in each of my dreams to help me doing things I never did while awake, like vivid visualization, full imposition (hear her voice, see her body perfectly) and in my last dream we just switched.
  6. I already tried with a 3D model but maybe I can try again because it's been a long time since my try with a 3D model. But I think my problem is different from what I thought it was. I say that because I visualized yesterday. (I think it was visualization) I wanted to retry your methods, so I cleared my mind and then a random thought popped up and it took all my attention, I lost complete awareness of my body nor anything else. I wasn't even aware I was focused on a random thought, but I was visualizing pretty clearly my thought. It was like a stream I couldn't control. When I became aware that I was focused on a random thought everything stopped. I never felt like that before. I hope it can help.
  7. Thanks for the answers. I just tried your methods and I didn't have something new. I cleared my mind then tried to focus on something simple and with an hyperactive tulpa who is shaking her hooves in front of you it's hard but doable. The only I have with focus is random very blurred blobs moving. I felt like there are pictures or just something behind it but it's to blurry to tell what it can be even if I felt what it can be like a random thought. Now Twilie wants to do it for me ^^" Also I'll keep trying these methods in case something new happens.
  8. Thanks for the quick answer. I see what you mean. When I said I was seeing the back of my eyelids I meant even after one or two hour in a relaxed state with eyes closed I can't see what I'm imagining. (Recently I was able to see some very blurry blobs but nothing else) In fact I didn't even work to impose her body. As she said she did all the work ^^". Also I'm running out of idea about what I can do.
  9. Hello my dear readers, I'm Fibri and I've created a tulpa aproximately 9 month ago, she was born the 29th of March 2013 to be exact ^^. Her name is Twilie (Yes it's like Twilight Sparkle but Twilie have a different personality). Currently, she's physically imposed (I can only feel her), but it's not the problem =P. I'm asking help because I can't visualise ^^" and I have never visualized at all. When I close my eyes I see the back of my eyelids and I've never seen anything else. I tried a lot of guides to help me out but I still can't. If you need more informations I kept a diary but since I'm not english native, I prefer to translate only what is needed. I'm sorry if you have hard time to understand me.
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