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  1. Had a hell of a week, so I didn’t get to update this as much as I would have liked, but I’m back now so here it goes. Days 3-5: Not much happened these days, I worked on the wonderland and personality mostly. It’s all coming through a lot clearer and taking less time to get into focus. Day 6: Something interesting did happen this day, I read about focusing emotions into a sort of “feel” ball, so I tried it out and after awhile of focusing it into a ball I called up Auska’s form and imagined it being absorbed into her chest. When I did that I got this crazy sensation for lack of a better word it was a “rush.” Days 7-10: I’ve been doing the energy ball for the last few days, the rush from it has been tapering off to a slight tingle. Not sure what that’s about, but I assume either Auska is getting stronger and the balls don’t affect her as much or I’m not using enough energy at this point. There has been a lot of deviation in form also, so far her hair, face, and tail has changed and her wolf ears seem to come and go. I’ve been trying to get it sorted out, but I think it will be worked out soon enough so I’m not going to fuss over it. Also on occasion it appears that she tries to move, I don’t know if she’s doing it on her own or if I’m making her move though.
  2. Day 01: Well, I decided on the name Auska, and chose some base traits so that she would be Intelligent, empathetic, enthusiastic, linguistic, humorous, and impatient. After that I used a marker to draw an X on both my wrists to keep me focused on narrating at work. So, I narrated for the better part of my 7 hour shift and then forced for about 2 hours when I got home. I have a slight headache but other than that nothing interesting comes to mind about the day. Day 02: I formed a wonderland today, and it only took me about an hour and a half I guess. I imagined a top down 2D map of my house, (kinda like blueprints) and after that I furnished it once I got to wear I could see myself there. I have a clear(ish) image of Auska’s form in my head, She has medium length dark brunette hair and a wolf tail and ears with white on the tips. (Kinda like holo from spice and wolf) Another headache but everything seems to be running smoothly. Also, when I looked out of my window in the wonderland there were zombies outside. Not trying to get in or anything but I can’t imagine the wonderland without them. (Has anyone heard of anything similar to this?)
  3. Hello, my name is Gottom. I recently came across a tulpa thread on /mlp/, and after running it through google and looking into it a little I decided to create a tulpa. I figured joining the forums would be a good way to stay focused on it. So, during my three days of lurking, I looked at a lot of guides and blogs, and think I have a fair understanding of the process. I decided not to count hours since I believe it would feel over scheduled. I’ll start with personality and be concerned about form a little later on. I’ll be getting started on forcing tomorrow. Today I’m going to memorize traits I like so everything will be ready when I get started. Any guidance would be appreciated.
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