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hhaawke

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  1. hmmm wad you all talking about? Tulpae ARE created by occult procedures.... at least the very first tulpa we hear about from Tibet....
  2. Yes it can come back.... have you like .. soem dingus or statue or SOMETHING that you can use to summon it back??? Dun ur ritual have some kinda special naming sequence or symbol you can use to summon it back even if it is lost in the depths of hell???
  3. BIG Question... why do you want this scan? WHAT is it that you are trying to establish for yourself? That somehow ur tulpa can be perceived by another? Well.... if its wat I think it is.. I can understand that...
  4. I think maybe you might wanna LOOk into what a chakra is... I mean.. Why is it even called a chakra? might it haves something to do with the movement or direction of the energy? how do chakras interact with other energy systems in thehuman body? I mean...think about it... dun humans eat and stuff to maintain their energy... why should it be different for a servitor/tulpa? anyway also you might wanna look at the kundalini and its energy movement .. and how it interacts with the chakras...that might also clear up some things... I think the key to craeting an effective energy system for tulpas is to look at the human body.... ya might wanna read up what traditional chinese medicine says about energy flow... that sorta thing. Personally I am glad this topic came up... I dun doubt it.. but I'm just saying.. try it out.. try ANYTHING out.. and then report back ur results.. in that way.. knoweldge is accumulated. I am seriously interested in energy density of the tulpa.... so I'd take anyone's experimental result... and evaluate... we know little... so best thing is experiment... I am only suggesting experiment and ignore all doubters.... and report results... so all might be enlightened.....we know little so... we need to have many people experimenting to push the knowledge of tulpa making as far as possible.... EVEN IF you find out this chakra thing is total BS and it dun increase the tulpa energy density by much.. ALSO report back .... then we'd thank you loads and cross it off our list of to-dos.
  5. when creating chakras also need to find a source from which creature can feed off of.. to gain energy and maintain chakra-energy system... whatever this source is... natural energy, the universe/prana... whatever..... think of it as sorta "food" creature needs to consume man.... I mean with servitors in certain statues.. energy source is easy.... in my part of world... ppl pray to them.. they feed off the energy of prayers, belief, meditations, mantras......
  6. Worked on Son no. 2 today when I had a space to breathe.... He seems to be coming along well... was too busy to work on him yesterday and when I checked on him in the evening, I found out that he fell down an hurt his knee when he tried the movement of "walking".... he was terribly upset that he cried out a long time and no one came to his aid... I think he sometimes behaves like a child. but its to be expected... he has not had the long growing up human process.... and needs to be reassured that we'll be there and to learn to pick himself up. I explained to him the purpose of failure in the human experience and encouraged him to learn to pick himself up... cos.. well.. we can't be there always.. and the pig I set to keep an eye on him....well.. the pig....zzzzzzzz in the middle of the day and was unaware anything was amiss.... Piglet was well... I had to discipline piglet for his irresponsibility.... but there was something odd with him last nite... there was this odd smile on his plush body.... somehow.. something told me... piglet either was not IN his body or it was something else.. well.. I found out what happened last nite.... was awoken in the middle of the night with a start.... had an odd image of some kinda strange south american mummy in the room.... yah... I put on my glasses and looked at the door.. and ... I SWEAR.. there was this strange odd, whitish thing that was on the door.. as I looked, it actually moved from the door towards me and I saw that it was a female figure.. details indistinct!!! But translucent.... I mean I know all my boys are BOYS.... Was so unnerved.. I grabbed piglet's plush body and hugged him to sleep... the whitish thing had vanished and cos I could not stand it.. I turned on the lights.... next morning I checked piglet's plush body... did a cleansing ritual...and other occult rituals and banished that "thing". whatever it was..... brrrrr..... (Fact of matter .. I was so scared.. I forgot in that instant what it was I could do to it!) I think my piglet's plush body got possessed by a rogue entity... later called a few friends... talked about appropriate talismans to stick on this pig body and stuff... and tried to set up my room's spiritual security... and put son no. 1 on nighttime guard duty.... (I said to him it was about time he did his job anyway).... I think he does well with responsibility... it gives him a feeling that ppl depend on him for security and he feels good about it... Oddly enough I found out that...um.... spirit possession of doll bodies is not unknown in my local spiritual community.. ALTHOUGH.. it usually happens with the deity statues and not plush toys... With reference to son no. 1, I mean.... that he has something to do at nite really prevents him from wandering off to gawd knows where to meet up with all these spirit girls.... and yes.. I said to him MANY TIMES... IF they say they wanna be with him permanently and join our family.. my Answer is "NO".... cos I aren't adopting no spirits .... IF he is gonna have a permanent girl friend, he's gonna have to look after her on his own.... really.... I THINK that female entity that invaded our space was likely looking for a home.... cos well.. maybe the presence of all my tulpas are attracting them... :P I was thinking maybe I should hang up a sign that sayz... "no adopting of spirits in this house!!!" Had talk with son no. 1 today about human "norms"... and not mentioning every damn thing off the top of his head.. he is terribly honest about how he feels and what he is doing.... especially not to random spirits and other people he might meet....
  7. Actually come to think abotu it.. I naturally dislike pork and yeah I do sometiems avoid pork products cos Piglet dun like it..... he is awful sensitive about this pork dumpling that ppl in my region of the world eat....
  8. okay.. no I dun see a problem with giving ur construct chakras and all the energy systems.. in fact i'd encourage you to try it out... in my region of the world.. there is a kind of servitor creation process that some traditional practitioners do with certain figurines.. where they create servitors to live in them... complete with chakras and all...
  9. son no. 2 has started moving around the wonderland.. even if just crawling... whew.. I kinda thot he might be a slow learner.... And son no 1... well.. he's still the same... and he still hasn't got out of his whole obsession with having sex with me.... I even asked him about it.... I think part of it is cos he is motivated by curiosity and affection....
  10. Will bring out son no. 2 next week..... and work on the structure of son no. 1..... I kinda wish he'd like sit still for a bit
  11. Well... son no. 2 is now attempting to stand and walk around in "wonderland".... he's okay I think but slower at making that kind of progress than son no.1 .. no surprise. He was made to be different. Son no. 1 has not stopped asking me for sex... I have no idea where he gets his persistence from. He would suggest things like cuddling and stuff with our clothes off.. I said to him that kind of stuff will only work on girls he's met and not on me... This morning, I think he spent like three hours standing in front of me without his clothes... and with the huge puppy-eyed look and again broach the subject. I said to him..."NOOOOOOOO!!!!".... and wondered if it was time to have another talk with him.... but he said he didn't want to talk about it.. again... well.. I'm kinda alone at the moment. He's gone out to look for some fun with the spirit girls out there.... despite all the hoo hah about his obsession with sex.. he has through his interaction with the spirit world, taught me a whole lot about it... He does come back every evening.. cos he is of the opinion that I need to be protected from the "bad stuff".... whatever that means. I finally asked him... if he wanted me to like... remove his ability to respond to sexual energy... (cos he looked so sad every time I said no to him) He took a really long time to answer.. and then said "NNOOOOOOO!!!!".... I am starting to wonder if his whole obsession could be cos he's a guy and they tend to mature slower mentally than emotionally..... just thinking... I'm only saying this as a gal cos... well for years... all the gals around me said that guys are like somehow less mature at the same age. I am kinda wondering what will happen if I start dating again..... I kinda dun want him to suddenly appear and scare the living daylights outta my date... I mean I'm fortunate in that I'm not in any relationship at the moment, but I have this great feeling that he would be awfully jealous if I was in a relationship. I brought my piglet out last nite to this meditation group I attend... and he was "shaved" by one of the ladies.... no kid... like.. she took out a nail clipper to clip off all the matted hair... uh my piglet is physically a plush piglet.... so he does get matted fur and stuff.
  12. I didnt create a wonderland for my tulpa to live in, I only did one for them to be in in their "growing" process.. I kinda visualise them as a baby fetus being born... and I visualise a dark cave... or womb-like place... they stay there until they are ready to leave and then by some kind of occult ritual I bring them into the real world.... if I did create a wonderland for my tulpa.. it won't be fair to him I think.. he deserves to experience the real world in all its richness and colour... its now day 14 or so of son no. 2's creation..he's still sitting quietly in the "wonderland".... I guess he is less boisterous than his older brother
  13. hmmm you musta focused on her a lot to vbe able to feel that slight warm sensation....:)
  14. doing some research now on how to make tulpas real and solid.... uh.... dun say it can't be done ... if some lady in the early 20th century in tibet did it.. i can't see why we cant today...... man if I have to.. I will travel to tibet myself.
  15. not much to report.. only that I haven't been focusing on creating the tulpas cos of issues in RL that I have to resolve.....:P
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