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Hidari

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    Hi, I'm Hidari. (Pronounced Hee-Dah-Ree)

    Probably started forcing with Bailey on 9-19-2016, but I can't remember the start date...

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  1. I return, after not coming here for a really long time. I've been having a really tough time forcing, or even finding time to force with the end of second semester coming up. My robotics team started meeting so I've lost even more free time, and I'm busy leading my other robotics team, so my schoolwork has piled up and god I'm tired. Anyways, I've been trying to force every time before I go to bed, but by then it's usually 12:30 AM, and I'm so wiped out that I can't force for long. I've been trying to remember to do passive forcing during the day, but I can never remember. I suppose the best thing would be to write Bailey's name down on my wrist or something. I still struggle with figuring out what to say, and I keep falling into the trap of saying "Hi bailey, how are you doing?", then waiting for a head pressure, and responding to it. Sorry that my post is all complaints, I'm just really burnt out right now.
  2. Around a year ago when I first tried making a tulpa, I told my mom about it, and she responded well. When I actually started following through with it a month or two ago, I told my mom's boyfriend. I did that because I really trust him, and he's really accepting. He reacted really well, and I got to talk to him about it a lot. I've resolved not to tell my dad, he was already weird about me being bisexual, I wouldn't want to deal with him wrapping his head around this. Beyond my family, I've told 2 of my really close real life friends, and 2 online friends. They all reacted really well as well, mostly because I'm really selective about who I have as friends. I did actually tell my current therapist, and she reacted far better than I expected. Her attitude was "If it helps, then I'm fine with it", she really liked the idea of forcing as a form of meditation. So, I haven't had any bad reactions, and I don't feel like I need to tell anyone else. I think I do a good job at picking who I can trust with things like this, and it definitely paid off.
  3. 1507 Make machines count the numbers instead!
  4. Hidari

    Halloween Time!

    I don't find anything significant about it besides it being fun. It's just fun to participate in and get in the mood. My grandma thinks Halloween is some satanic holiday, but I've never understood that view really. I've never met anyone who views Halloween as anything other than just a fun celebration to participate in. Besides trick or treating, Adults often throw parties on Halloween, where people come dressed up in a costume. And when it comes to food, pumpkin and apple based foods are really common, but that's more a general fall theme. I usually go to an apple orchard every year around Halloween, and the Halloween parties I throw usually have lots of apple based food. Picking pumpkins is a pretty common activity around the time of Halloween as well. All in all, it's mostly just traditions and nothing significant, or supernatural based if that's what you're asking.
  5. Hidari

    Halloween Time!

    I can feel the spook in my bones! Doot doot
  6. Hidari

    Halloween Time!

    I can feel the spook when I go outside! It's time for bad skeleton puns. :o I hear they're pretty humerus.
  7. Like, if you cut to an interview, a small animation on the bottom corner showing the person's username or any other information. Basically just text animations to accompany video.
  8. I'm confused, the only information I can find on risperdal causing death is in people around the age of 60 with dementia or schizophrenia. Most of the information I found said it was really rare in people under the age of 60. I'm really confused on what the serious long term side effects are, as I can't find anyreliable information on it. So, since I'm only 17 and don't have schizophrenia, I don't see what the risk is.
  9. Sorry, I did take offense and it was probably ill placed. I took what they said about Sam as an insult to Sam, and it wasn't a good idea to jump on that.
  10. Ah, I guess it's less that I don't understand, and more that I just don't like the texture. They taste sweet, but that really odd crunch always feels really weird.
  11. I know that I take the Risperdal to reduce irritability and keep me from experiencing sensory overload. As far as I know, it mellows out my reactions to sensory stimulation. I will ask my psychiatrist again next time I see her though. I've been on Risperdal for several years now, so I guess temporary effects won't really be an issue since it has been in my system for a really long time now. So, I guess I'll just assume it isn't affecting Bailey's development, since it doesn't really seem like an issue I need to be worried about.
  12. I don't understand why people like the taste of lucky charms marshmallows. I have never really like the texture. Well, I guess I can, it's really sweet. But other than that, I have no idea what the allure of them is.
  13. I can help with text animation, I think an info graphic minimalist style would work very well for something like this. I have After Effects, Illustrator, and Photoshop, but I'm somewhat lacking in the vector field. Although I do like the idea of a whiteboard explanation, which would erase the need for animation. If you need lower thirds, or anything like that, I'd be happy to help.
  14. Hum, at least there isn't any certainty that it will make this difficult. So, I'll just assume that it isn't going to affect Bailey, since if I do think it will affect her, it definitely will.
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