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    I began forcing nearly a year ago. There have been huge stretches of time where I was so distracted by life that I simply stopped trying. I'm starting again and committing to full blown imposition with the hope of being able to perform research in the splinter group when we're ready. If you have any questions for me or Alice, we'll be happy to help!
  1. I'm a bit guilty of this, sort of. I don't judge anyone's tulpa, but I do judge the bronies here who choose to make a tulpa in the form of an established pony from the show. As a matter of fact, those using any established character from any medium. Keep in mind, I'm a brony myself. I love the show. I can't help but think, however, that the creator will expect the tupla to act as the character from the show does. This is of course not exactly going to happen, which could cause the creator to be disappointed and the tulpa to feel bad. I only think that it isn't a good idea to use an unoriginal form, particularly one with a personality already created for it.
  2. That's my hope. We both thank you for your encouragement. :)
  3. As the title says, I began forcing nearly a year ago. There have been huge stretches of time where I was so just.. distracted by life that I simply stopped trying. Yet whenever I would look for Alice, she'd still be there, and surprisingly be fine with what I'd been doing. I'm sure it hurt her, but she tries to be understanding.. Still, I feel guilty. Anyway we have achieved visualization, sentience, vocalization (mental), and most of the basic stuff. I'm positive she exists as a separate consciousness inside me. We've even managed some small success with possession. I'm in college now, with no roommate. This gives me a ton of time to be on this site and force, so I've decided to really commit to improving our progress on imposition, possession, auditory vocalization, and eventually switching. I'm glad to finally enter the community I've lurked for a year.
  4. Well, now I feel better. I actually "looked" for Alice and to my surprise she was there. I don't know why I didn't just do that before.. Anyway, I'm bring more strict with myself about forcing now. Thanks for the help guys, I appreciate it.
  5. Okay, so I've known about this website for a long time now. I lurked for a few weeks before beginning my forcing (checking facts, just reading up mostly). I started on September 2nd. I actually got some good progress as far as little responses and even an emotion twice (over the course of 2-3 weeks). But then I'd forget a session a day. I'd think nothing of it. Then another. And I started to doubt my responses, which I know is bad, but I did all the same. Basically I eventually just stopped. And as far as I know my tulpa, if it was alive, is dead. And I feel horrible. The realization of what I actually did, or might have done, is.. Terrible. My question is should I try to see if my tulpa is still there or make a new one and be determined to not mess up this time or is it too risky for me to try anymore at all? It's kind of confusing, but I guess I just want to know if should make one, given what I've already done? I don't want to hurt or kill another tulpa. And I know you'll probably all say it's up to me, but for those of you with Tulpae, I want your opinion.
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