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  1. 2/1/24: Nina got in bed with me. I hugged her. When she wagged her tail, I felt it imposed from my spine (weird). 2/2/24: I wondered about writing my story character who has OCD with low/absent insight; Thorax said that’d be a bad headspace to get into. 2/3/24: Dash hugged me cuz we were proud of my fighting OCD :). 2/4/24: We chatted about stuff 2/5/24: Woodfather was my workout buddy :). Nina danced to Try Everything (someone at the gym has good taste :P). 2/6/24: I saw Lust and Muramasa in the bathroom mirror. He was debating between purple eyeliner or a stripe across his eyes. 2/7/24: We didn’t do much today. 2/8/24: We didn’t do much today. 2/9/24: I apologized for the lack of interaction. Nina & Kurama fronted during sushi dinner & told me their orders. 2/10/24: We chatted about stuff. 2/11/24: Dash commanded me to do a compulsion. I was like “yo, wtf?” And she said it was a training exercise. 2/12/24: We chatted about stuff. Nina suggested a particular shirt this morning. 2/13/24: We chatted about stuff. 2/14/24: I forgot to log stuff 2/15/24: We chatted about stuff. 2/16/24: Gallus hugged me in bed ^^. 2/17/24: Vinnie bear-hugged me after doing good vs OCD (not being rigid). 2/18/24: We chatted about stuff. 2/19/24: I’d binged some TMNT today, so Woodfather turned into an antler’d Splinter while I was at the gym. 2/20/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened. 2/21/24: Gallus and I chatted. 2/22/24: We chatted about stuff 2/23/24: We chatted about stuff 2/24/24: We chatted about stuff 2/25/24: I forgot to log stuff 2/26/24: we chatted about stuff 2/27/24: We chatted about stuff 2/28/24: I forgot to log stuff. 2/29/24: We chatted about stuff. I vaguely saw/sensed everyone sitting with me for breakfast (Nina, Shou, Gallus, Lust, Muramasa, etc.).
  2. 1/1/24: Dash wished me a happy New Year. We chatted about stuff. 1/2/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/3/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/4/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/5/24: We didn’t do much today. 1/6/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/7/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/8/24: Keystroke was more vocal after I watched several TMNT 2012 episodes today (he sounds kinda like David Tennant, who voices the Fugitoid in the show). 1/9/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/10/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/11/24: We chatted about stuff 1/12/24: Dash fronted a bit during Comic Con. 1/13/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/14/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/15/24: Nina and I chatted. 1/16/24: Dash and I hanged out. Fluttershy liked the Sims storyline I had planned. 1/17/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/18/24: Nina said she wanted to listen to music next time we showered. 1/19/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/20/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/21/24: Dash complimented me on fighting OCD. 1/22/24: I saw/sensed Mikey next to me while working out at the gym. 1/23/24: I forgot to log stuff. 1/24/24: Dash complimented me on speaking loudly at a job fair. 1/25/24: Mikey and I chatted. I saw Sid in the hallway. We watched Criminal Minds; he said he liked Agent Walker. Dash complimented my conversation skills. While listening to Going Under, I got a spooky image in my head of Nina under dark water. I asked if she felt neglected and invited her to cuddle with me in bed. We had a sweet brother-sister moment :). 1/26/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/27/24: I sensed/saw Kurama out of the corner of my eye during a therapy session. The therapist said I was crushing it at I-CBT, and Kurama proudly put a paw/hand on my shoulder :). 1/28/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/29/24: Mikey & Sid worked out a bit with me. 1/30/24: We chatted about stuff. 1/31/24: Pharynx and I chatted.
  3. 12/1/23: The guys complimented my singing. 12/2/23: We chatted about stuff. 12/3/23: Some imposition happened. 12/4/23: I planned to work on tactile imposition today, but forgot to. We chatted about stuff. I saw Gallus in the bathroom mirror. Nina said she wanted to play The Room 2. 12/5/23: I forgot to log stuff 12/6/23: I forgot to log stuff 12/7/23: Gallus’ voice came through pretty clear when I was partly asleep. He and RD joked about there being multiple of him (cuz something about the s-apostrophe rather than apostrophe-s). 12/8/23: We chatted about stuff 12/9/23: I forgot to log stuff 12/10/23: Dash congratulated me on making good conversation & being social. Nina wanted to play more of The Room 2, so we did. 12/11/23: I thanked Dash for helping me resist OCD. She briefly appeared as 2k3 Raphael when I opened the bathroom door, for some reason. 12/12/23: I forgot to log stuff 12/13/23: Fluttershy congratulated me on talking back to/making fun of my OCD (I don’t remember it exactly, but I said something like “I’m not gonna do this compulsion. Oooh, I’m so eeeviiiil xP”). She imposed herself in our room (floating in the air in a bipedal stance, wings not flapping) and hugged me :). 12/14/23: I sat on a couch for a Christmas photo, and Nina sat across my lap :). We chatted about stuff. 12/15/23: I forgot to log stuff. 12/16/23: We chatted about stuff. 12/17/23: We chatted about stuff. 12/18/23: Some imposition happened I think. I apologized for not doing much stuff with everyone; Nina said beating OCD was more important, to which my gut response was “technically yes.” 12/19/23: I forgot to log stuff. 12/20/23: Vinnie and I chatted. 12/21/23: We chatted about stuff. 12/22/23: I thanked Dash for holding me to integrity wrt logging my OCD stuff. 12/23/23: Nina wore a Santa hat. 12/24/23: I forgot to log stuff. 12/25/23: Nina curled up with me in bed. Dash joined :). 12/26/23: We chatted about stuff. 12/27/23: Dash, Nina and Mikey gave me birthday hugs ^^. 12/28/23: I forgot to log stuff 12/29/23: We chatted about stuff 12/30/23: We chatted about stuff 12/31/23: We chatted about stuff
  4. 11/1/23: I forgot to log stuff. 11/2/23: We chatted about stuff. 11/3/23: We chatted about stuff. 11/4/23: I forgot to log stuff. 11/5/23: I forgot to log stuff. Kurama imposed a cloak around me. 11/6/23: Dash sat next to me. 11/7/23: Dash coached me during a shower so I didn’t over-wash ^^. 11/8/23: Dash and I hanged out ^^. 11/9/23: I forgot to log stuff 11/10/23: I forgot to log stuff 11/11/23: Some imposition happened. We chatted about stuff. 11/12/23: We didn’t do much today. 11/13/23: Dash and I chatted. I saw her sitting on my bed. 11/14/23: I woke up at 4:04am. I saw Shou standing in our room; he reminded me to get enough sleep :) 11/15/23: I forgot to log stuff. 11/16/23: I forgot to log stuff. 11/17/23: I saw Shou in our bedroom. His voice wasn’t coming through clearly; Dash said it’s cuz I wasn’t fully awake. Shou reminded me to get enough sleep. 11/18/23: I forgot to log stuff 11/19/23: I forgot to log stuff 11/20/23: We chatted a bit. 11/21/23: I forgot to log stuff. 11/22/23: Pharynx and I chatted. Kurama coached me through showering quicker :). Pharynx turned into a kitty cat and curled up in my lap when I was kinda sad 🥲. 11/23/23: We chatted about stuff. 11/24/23: I forgot to log stuff. 11/25/23: We chatted about stuff. 11/26/23: Some imposition happened. 11/27/23: Dash showed up in the bathroom mirror. Later, I thanked her for calling me out on BS. 11/28/23: We chatted about stuff. 11/29/23: Some imposition happened this morning while I was brushing our teeth. Keystroke surprised me by wanting to order calamari when we went out for pizza (I thought he didn’t like it). 11/30/23: Dash distracted me while I got ready for bed, so that I went by old muscle memory instead of compulsions :). She hugged me after, and I could kinda “feel” or at least sense her soft wings. Nina cuddled me.
  5. 10/1/23: Some imposition happened. 10/2/23: I forgot to log stuff. Dash and I did a bit of SFW petplay. 10/3/23: Dash said I was doing better at ERP. Gallus and I chatted. Nina reminded me to work on a DIY thing. 10/4/23: I forgot to log stuff. 10/5/23: Dash coached me a bit during a jog :). 10/6/23: We chatted about stuff. 10/7/23: Fluttershy got a bit mad about OCD stuff. 10/8/23: Dash’s voice came through pretty clearly this morning, and also tonight. She reminded me to be aware of my wins against OCD, not only my losses. Kurama fronted to nom some sushi. 10/9/23: We chatted about stuff. I forgot to log stuff. Some compulsions happened, which they were angry about. 10/10/23: Alanna Matty’s song “Nothin to Lose” kept popping into my head after a tough angry conversation with my dad. Turns out Nina and others were trying to calm me down. 10/11/23: Dash, Fluttershy, and Gallus praised me for not doing some compulsions. 10/12/23: I forgot to log stuff. 10/13/23: We chatted about stuff. 10/14/23: Kurama praised me for doing ERP. I thanked RD for calling me out on checking compulsions. 10/15/23: Kurama snuggled me ^^. 10/16/23: I forgot to log stuff. 10/17/23: Pharynx turned into a cat and sat over my shoulders ^^. 10/18/23: We didn’t do much today. 10/19/23: We didn’t do much today. 10/20/23: Dash congratulated me after not doing a compulsion. Nina wanted to front during breakfast. 10/21/23: We didn’t do much today. Kurama put a comforting cloak around me. 10/22/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash sat next to me. 10/23/23: I forgot to log stuff. 10/24/23: I forgot to log stuff. 10/25/23: We chatted about stuff. 10/26/23: We chatted about stuff. Kurama draped a chakra cloak over me :). 10/27/23: Ryuk liked the sweet n sour chicken I nuked for dinner. 10/28/23: We chatted about stuff. 10/29/23: We chatted about stuff. 10/30/23: We chatted about stuff. RD jokingly called me “Dad” :3. I saw Gallus in the mirror. Nina wore a witch hat and rode around on a broom cuz Halloween’s soon :3. 10/31/23: I forgot to log stuff.
  6. 9/1/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/2/23: Kurama huggled me with his fluffy tails ^.^ 9/3/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/4/23: We chatted about stuff. Fluttershy’s voice came through pretty clearly. 9/5/23: Fluttershy called me out on what we figured was a compulsion to check the front door was locked. 9/6/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/7/23: I forgot to log stuff. 9/8/23: I forgot to log stuff. 9/9/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash and Fluttershy got mad when I did compulsions. 9/10/23: 9/11/23: Dash congratulated me on ERP. 9/12/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash helped me lean into a worry. 9/13/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/14/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/15/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/16/23: I saw Gallus & others around my table at a gala event. Dash shed liquid pride during a video I appeared in. 9/17/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/18/23: I forgot to log stuff. 9/19/23: Nina possessed the body for a bit. 9/20/23: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened. 9/21/23: We didn’t do much today. 9/22/23: Fluttershy was miffed at me for not eating healthy. 9/23/23: We chatted a bit. 9/24/23: After I watched an adorable Instagram of a kitten getting tucked into bed, Pharynx turned into a smol kitty. 9/25/23: We chatted about those. 9/26/23: The guys clapped when I walked down the hall without my ankle brace or canes. Dash snuggled up with me on the couch ^.^. 9/27/23: I forgot to log stuff. 9/28/23: Dash and I chatted. 9/29/23: We chatted about stuff. 9/30/23: I forgot to log stuff.
  7. 8/1/23: We chatted about stuff. 8/2/23: Kurama wrapped his chakra around me when I was upset. 8/3/23: Dash and Nina got kinda mad at me for doing a compulsion. 8/4/23: OCD walked me to the sink, and I could sense/feel Kurama in my legs (a chakra cloak around them) trying to walk me back. Afterward, I saw him sitting on my bed. I sat next to him and he hugged me with his tails ☺️. 8/5/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/6/23: I got some head pressures. 8/7/23: Kurama said he was proud of me for not doing a compulsion. 8/8/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/9/23: Dash helped me interrupt a hand-washing compulsion. 8/10/23: We chatted about stuff. 8/11/23: We chatted about stuff. 8/12/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/13/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/14/23: Dash & Nina got a bit mad when I went along with a compulsion. 8/15/23: Gallus and I chatted. He sat on my bed. 8/16/23: We chatted about stuff. Pharynx sat on me (in cat form). 8/17/23: Woodfather tried a strategy of daring me not to engage in a compulsion. I don’t remember if it worked or not. 8/18/23: We chatted about stuff. 8/19/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/20/23: We chatted about stuff. 8/21/23: We chatted about stuff. 8/22/23: We chatted about stuff. Nina said I was overthinking what to name our Sim. Dash called me out after a compulsion 😃🤜🤛🐴. Nina liked the emojis. 8/23/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/24/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/25/23: Dash and I did an impromptu roleplay where she was OCD and I stood up to it (this happened during a hand-washing compulsion; she called it a test). 8/26/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/27/23: I forgot to log stuff. 8/28/23: Dash winghugged me and nibbled my ear 🙃 after I did a good exposure today. 8/29/23: We chatted about stuff. I binged FOB Equestria analysis vids. When RD and Fluttershy and I talked later, their voices were pretty clear. Pretty much all the canon ponies’ were. I assessed that OCD was kind of attacking the therapy process (in addition to contamination themes); in Dash’s opinion, this was a good sign. Fluttershy agreed. 8/30/23: Thorax changed his form to Firebrand (the Brony analyst) (I’d been watching a lot of his videos recently). 8/31/23: We chatted about stuff.
  8. 7/1/23: Dash got kinda mad at me for doing a compulsion. I reminded her that praise works better. Mikey coached me a bit during a workout (I saw him standing next to me & holding my shoulder in place during bicep curls). 7/2/23: We watched Scooby Doo Mystery Incorporated. Nina was a big fan. 7/3/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/4/23: We chatted about stuff. We finished Mystery Incorporated, so Nina wondered what our next show would be. I suggested rewatching United States of Tara; Keystroke was onboard with that. Woodfather, Lance, and others who weren’t around during the original watching were onboard too. 7/5/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/6/23: Dash reminded me to do my mantras. 7/7/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/8/23: We chatted about stuff. I saw Gallus in my bedroom mirror. 7/9/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/10/23: Dash imposed herself this morning. She sounded kinda mad after I did some compulsions. Nina said she wanted to play Splitgate. 7/11/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/12/23: We chatted about stuff.. 7/13/23: We chatted about stuff. I said to call me out on it if I was ever a “coercive asshole.” 7/14/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/15/23: I thanked RD for calling me out on something (I forgot what it was). 7/16/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/17/23: Dash & a few others imposed some positive imagery relating to pwning OCD, while we were watching Spirited. 7/18/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/19/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/20/23: Rainbow Dash imposed herself a couple times. I saw cat!Pharynx curled up in a sink during my doctor’s appointment :3. I figured out that the core of my OCD is “if I’m negligent and the body is damaged, well, I’m not flying solo, I’ve got passengers in the vehicle who would go down with me.” Dash (I think) floated the idea that no system ≈ nothing for OCD to latch on to; I said I wasn’t willing to sacrifice everyone. 7/21/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/22/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/23/23: I forgot to log stuff. 7/24/23: The stags & I chatted. Nina said she wanted to play House of Da Vinci III. Shou imposed himself in my bedroom. I don’t think I could see him 100% clearly, but I wanna say he looked live-action (at least, his fur did)—did the Paxil do that 🤔? Nina was too. 7/25/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/26/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/27/23: I decided to do stuff with the system, cuz therapist recommended I do something I value & enjoy, this was the first thing that came to mind. We were gonna do a group Sims play, but I wasn’t sure what to name our Sim. 7/28/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/29/23: Dash, Nina and Sid sat next to/on (:3) me while we watched Medium. 7/30/23: We chatted about stuff. 7/31/23: We chatted about stuff.
  9. 6/1/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/2/23: I saw Nina on my bed (really good presence + visual imposition). 6/3/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/4/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/5/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/6/23: I forgot to log stuff. 6/7/23: I forgot to log stuff. 6/8/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/9/23: I forgot to log stuff. 6/10/23: I forgot to log stuff. 6/11/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/12/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/13/23: I saw Lust sitting on the edge of my bed. I was listening to Avril Lavigne on Spotify; she held my hand when “Keep Holding On” played 🥲. 6/14/23: I forgot to log stuff. 6/15/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/16/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/17/23: Dash and I practiced possession. 6/18/23: Kurama and I chatted. 6/19/23: Kurama and I watched Boruto. I tried to get his voice down. He suggested doing that alongside vocal possession. 6/20/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/21/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/22/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash said I was doing good at therapy. 6/23/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/24/23: I forgot to log stuff. 6/25/23: Kurama was pretty vocal. 6/26/23: Kurama guided me through some mindfulness meditation :). 6/27/23: The stags & I chatted. Woodfather imposed himself and holy sheet, he looked live-action (Mikey and I both figured it was cuz of all the deer I’d seen recently). Dash imposed herself as a live-action horse for lulz. 6/28/23: We chatted about stuff. 6/29/23: I saw Woodfather in the bathroom mirror (live action again). 6/30/23: I saw Gallus in the bathroom mirror.
  10. 5/1/23: I forgot to log stuff. 5/2/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/3/23: I saw Keystroke and Rainbow Dash a couple times. 5/4/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/5/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/6/23: We watched the coronation at a pub. Keystroke cheered; then RD, Fluttershy and others joined in (some of my headmates were more emphatic/expressive than others). 5/7/23: Dash said I was doing good at exposure therapy. I saw Gallus on a barstool at a rooftop garden. 5/8/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/9/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/10/23: Dash said I was doing a good job at exposure therapy. Everyone else agreed. 5/11/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/12/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/13/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/14/23: I took a photo of RD sitting on a bench with the Eiffel Tower in the background. 5/15/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/16/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/17/23: Dash said I was doing a good job at exposure therapy, but there were parts that needed work. 5/18/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/19/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/20/23: We didn’t do much today. 5/21/23: I forgot to log stuff. 5/22/23: I forgot to log stuff. 5/23/23: We’ve been watching a lot of Alias; Dash did a Sydney cosplay, Kurama did a good attempt at a Sloan cosplay. 5/24/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/25/23: I had an emotional ocd moment; I remembered that Splitgate lifts my mood, so Dash and a few others sent me scenes of them in an arena, which turned into “if my headmates were in a fighting game, who’d be a match for who?” (Eg, Rainbow Dash’s fast evasion can dodge Lust’s fast extendo-finger-spear attacks). 5/26/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash’s voice was pretty clear. 5/27/23: We flew business class. Dash perched on top of my TV like a guardian pone. 5/28/23: Dash, Thorax, Fluttershy and Nina pretended to be luggage when I rode an airport bus :3. 5/29/23: We chatted about stuff. 5/30/23: We didn’t do much today. 5/31/23: We chatted about stuff.
  11. 4/1/23: Dash said I was doing good with anxiety/worries, and reminded me to give myself credit for the progress. 4/2/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/3/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/4/23: Dash brohoofed me for doing a good job at a doctor visit for an ingrown nail. 4/5/23: Dash danced along to Katy Perry music. 4/6/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/7/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/8/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/9/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/10/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/11/23: Woodfather popped up while I was watching Code Geass (one of the characters is voiced by Jamieson Price). I took some time to mentally note how much progress I’ve made anxiety-wise; Dash hugged me, and Thorax reminded me in Tulpish how much I’m loved ^.^. 4/12/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/13/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/14/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/15/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/16/23: We watched Code Geass: Akito of the Exiled. Kurama liked it. 4/17/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/18/23: Dash said I was doing a good job handling ocd today (being kind to myself because nobody’s perfect). She gave me a headpat when I made the commitment to become deaf to ocd’s irrational worries. 4/19/23: I got sad because I’d given in to ocd compulsions today. Dash suggested playing Splitgate to feel better. I got some pen ink on my pinky, washed it off in a simple, not-ocd way; Dash & the others played Ode to Joy to celebrate. 4/20/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/21/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/22/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/23/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/24/23: I forgot to log stuff. 4/25/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/26/23: Pharynx sat on my lap ^.^. 4/27/23: Dash sat next to me. 4/28/23: Dash said I did a good job at exposure & response prevention. 4/29/23: We chatted about stuff. 4/30/23: I forgot to log stuff.
  12. 3/1/23: We chatted about stuff. 3/2/23: Dash was in favor of changing our mindscape from a bunch of planes/areas with teleportation beams to a single “world map” kinda thing. I wondered where Starlight, Lust, Muramasa, etc lived, and they said they’d built a city. We chatted about stuff. Dash & Woodfather wished me sweet dreams. 3/3/23: I forgot to log stuff. 3/4/23: Nina and I watched Stargate SG-1 3/5/23: Dash held my hand when I felt sad. 3/6/23: The doctor suggested Paxil for my anxiety. I briefly worried about it negatively affecting my headmates, but Dash, Sid and Ryuk said to put myself first. 3/7/23: I forgot to log stuff. 3/8/23: Kurama did a jutsu aimed at relieving my medication symptoms. I told him I appreciated the thought ^^, even though the symptoms were chemical in origin. 3/9/23: Nina rested her head on my lap when I was upset, therapy dog-style. 3/10/23: We chatted about stuff. 3/11/23: Everyone reminded me I am loved. Lust hugged me. 3/12/23: Nina and Sarah put their heads on my lap (double therapy dog), and Kurama cuddled me with his tails 🥰. 3/13/23: We didn’t do much today. 3/14/23: We chatted about stuff. 3/15/23: We watched Get Out (mostly me watching). RD helped me with health anxiety a bit (making sure I didn’t use too much soap). Kurama was proud of me for trusting that my hands were clean enough. 3/16/23: I took a bath. I saw Gallus perched on the edge of the tub; RD or Nina imposed a Sims 4 wall speaker for an added spa vibe. 3/17/23: We chatted about stuff. 3/18/23: I forgot to log stuff. 3/19/23: Kurama hugged me with one of his tails ^^. Dash comforted me when I got kinda down about still having anxiety. 3/20/23: I forgot to log stuff. 3/21/23: I forgot to log stuff. 3/22/23: We chatted about stuff. 3/23/23: Dash and I chatted. I walked laps up & down the hall and after a short while it felt like my legs were moving automatically; the guys said it wasn’t because of any of them possessing the body. She gave me a surprise fluffy winghug 🥰. 3/24/23: We chatted about stuff. I had kind of an emotional day; the guys offered reassurances & comforting words. Dash got kind of mad at me when I over-thoroughly washed my hands :(. 3/25/23: I realized that the health stuff felt like possession or automatic movement, and got the idea to give my headmates permission to use possession to keep me from acting on compulsive behaviors. I got kind of mad when no one did that, then apologized. Pharynx laid on my lap in cat form ^^. Gallus perched on the tub when I took a bath. 3/26/23: I had some health anxiety, but Dash almost stopped me from going to the sink & washing my hands (I paused for a moment, but went to the sink anyway). She told me to not wash enough & did a slight punishment when I didn’t listen (restricting me from a fun game for some time). 3/27/23: We chatted about stuff. Pharynx snuggled me when I felt sad. 3/28/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash helped me out a bit with health anxiety. 3/29/23: I saw Kurama lying next to me, with blue light from a phone. 3/30/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash patted me a couple times. 3/31/23: We chatted about stuff.
  13. 2/1/23: Fluttershy reminded me to get back to work when I got distracted. 2/2/23: I forgot to log stuff. 2/3/23: We watched Megan. Dash showed up in the background a few times. 2/4/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/5/23: We didn’t do much today. I saw Gallus a couple times. 2/6/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/7/23: We didn’t do much today.. 2/8/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/9/23: I forgot to log stuff. 2/10/23: We chatted about stuff. I saw Gallus a couple times. 2/11/23: I asked Rainbow Dash to call me out on any health anxiety stuff, and she did :). She and Nina sat next to me in the car. 2/12/23: We didn’t do much today. We had a bit of a CSI: Cyber watch party. 2/13/23: Dash did a Na’vi cosplay, cuz we’re gonna see Avatar 2 in the theater today. Thorax shapeshifted into a Na’vi in one of the theater seats in front of me. 2/14/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/15/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/16/23: We didn’t do much today. 2/17/23: Dash popped up on my lap & kissed my nose :3. We chatted about Watch_Dogs 2. She helped with a meditation to not be so hard on myself and not worry so much. 2/18/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash and Sarah congratulated me on not worrying as much today. 2/19/23: We didn’t do much today. 2/20/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/21/23: I forgot to log stuff. 2/22/23: We watched Warehouse 13. 2/23/23: Pharynx snuggled me :). 2/24/23: Dash helped me think positive. Nina said Warehouse 13 was fun. 2/25/23: We chatted about stuff. 2/26/23: Dash congratulated me on doing good at deep breathing meditation today. 2/27/23: Everyone reminded me that I am loved ^_^. 2/28/23: Keystroke and I watched Code Geass. He liked it when I played “Superstar (Smash It)” on my/our phone ^_^. We’d planned for someone to do possession during a boot fitting appointment, but forgot; he said we could do it later. We watched Extraordinary Attorney Woo.
  14. 1/1/23: We didn’t do much today. 1/2/23: We chatted about stuff. I saw Ryuk in my house. Dash liked a pic of herself we saw (the pic had rainbow feathers). Nina said she wanted to know what would happen next in my detective Sim’s life (he got an unprofessional call from his boss, met a werewolf while on patrol, and saw some ghosts and that werewolf at the police station). 1/3/23: I forgot to log stuff. 1/4/23: I forgot to log stuff. 1/5/23: Dash laughed at a joke I made. Pharynx sat on my bed. 1/6/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/7/23: We watched Severance. 1/8/23: We didn’t do much today. 1/9/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/10/23: We chatted about stuff. Kurama and I practiced presence imposition. 1/11/23: Practiced presence imposition. I couldn’t feel them participating, but I sensed Nina in my bathroom and Gallus behind me on the bed (also, visually imposed in the mirror I could see from my bed). I recited everyone’s names to remind myself I’m not sleeping alone :). 1/12/23: We chatted about stuff. I saw RD wearing a Severance T-shirt. 1/13/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/14/23: We didn’t do much today. 1/15/23: We chatted about stuff and did some work on presence imposition. 1/16/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/17/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash laid on me while we watched Wednesday. 1/18/23: We didn’t do much today. There was some presence imposition in the bathroom (I pretty much swore Gallus was behind me while I was brushing my teeth, so I looked in the mirror to check). 1/19/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/20/23: We chatted about stuff. Dash reminded me to get enough sleep & hydration. 1/21/23: We watched Wednesday. Dash liked it. I got a tulpish image of Watch_Dogs 2 (Nina wanted to play it). Kurama reminded me to put chapstick on tomorrow. Nina posed for a photo cosplaying Wednesday :). Kurama reminded me to get sleep. 1/22/23: I forgot to log stuff. 1/23/23: We watched Warehouse 13. Nina said it was a good show. I sensed Kurama lying next to me in bed. 1/24/23: We chatted about stuff.. 1/25/23: We watched Warehouse 13. Pharynx turned into a cat. 1/26/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/27/23: We chatted about stuff. 1/28/23: I forgot to log stuff. 1/29/23: Dash called me out on lip-picking :). 1/30/23: We watched Puss in Boots. Dash and Nina were excited to be in a theater again :). 1/31/23: We watched an English audio play of the Death Note musical. Nina liked it.
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