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  1. Okay so after work today I did another session. Also after reading around the forums someone had said that it's best to just narrate as much as possible and that's what I've been doing since. Onto the session. I went back into my wonderland and made some minor additions to the house (I forgot windows derp) and also changed the tv. Originally it was a flat screen but every time I try l imagine it, it changed into an analog tv, the kid with the bunny ears so I left t as is. I also created a workshop of sorts. Really just a room with a comfy chair looking at a stage so I can better imagine her form without needing to concentrate elsewhere. I worked minorly on her form. Just to get like a generally body heigh shape but I'm really no good at it. I couldn't keep any form of size but eventually I was able to focus for a bit. After a bit I just went back to the center of my wonderland and finished her there. For a moment my concentration was broken and when I came back her originally deep red hair had changed to purple. I don't know if it had to do with the massive amount f purple in the wonderland or it was me changing it without thinking. After that I focused more on personality. I recapped on the traits I had already started I fleshed them out a bit more. I also added one more trait, chatty, although I'm not sure if t's exacty a trait but I guess it really doesn't matter. I narrated to her about the trait and different situations it would relate to. At this point I attempted to merge her starter form which was just a magenta orb cloud into her new body form I had imagined. Not much happened since it had to be a short session, only 30 minutes, but it's progress.
  2. Okay. So the second session lasted 50 minutes. I think it went a lot better than the first one. I think I've better grasped the general idea of there not being a cut and dry way to do things when it comes to tulpa. This time I decided that it could be beneficial to create a wonderland to build and explain with Luna and possibly help with the creation process. The way I imagine it is one big squad peninsula type deal with sharp 90* drops on all side. In the center is a garden with a grass plot in the middle where I plan on doing the majority of the forcings. The garden is all purple flowers, primarily because it's my favorite color and I also thought Luna might enjoy them. Extending "north" is out one level house with a flat roof with a guardrail around it which is gotten up to from a spiral staircase in the middle of the first room. I also put two basic bedrooms in, allowing for Luna to create it as we go along. The living room has a tv, couch, and two chairs. The tv I decided would play only my favorite shows/movies. To the south is a mountain range with n observatory on top. To the east is a fledgling market. Primarily built so she would have a place to find good without having to wait around for me. Finally, to the west is a large lage with a huge mountain in the center with a zip line to the other mountain range At about this point I felt a lot of my doubts returning when I finished. I struggled to focus. So I just recalled all of my doubts and explained to Luna why I had them. I imagined the black mist floating in the jar. I think rattled it about and through it over the house and into the void. Similar to how someone else symbolically did and I felt a positive response. Onto the actual forcing. I tried the idea wherein you focus I on a trait and take all te emotions, feelings, thoughts associated with it and place it into a jar. I imagined it like floating dust. I would in turn release the jar and imagine it circling around her currently lavender "cloud" form and finally see it absorb. A few times I felt emotional responses, perhaps it would be the alien feelings so many people talk about but I can't say. It was a warm, tingling feeling, similar to when you get a backrub and the like. I also thought of her flying. I repeated the same idea with the jar and filled it with every thing I knew about flying, the emotions, and the awesom times she could have flying. Finally, I imagined Luna. Everything i know about her so far and imagined her "cloud" fork entering my mind. To alert my brain that there is, in fact, another being in my noggin and I believe it helped. That's about it. More tomorrow!
  3. Alright, I'll give it a try. Forgive me if everything's seems a bit dry and wanting to be on point with each step. It's just my personality. I appreciate the help though. I'll give a try and post here with the results. Thanks again.
  4. I don't think I properly explained my self. "Remaining development time" means like just a rough estimate. What i'm saying is only having done one hour is way too little whereas 15+ hours would be a generally accepted amount of time to flesh out personality, not to say that they are done then. I think I got a better sense of what you were trying to say once I looked at Black's(?) first progress report post about it. What you're saying is I need to take the base personality traits and flesh them out into different traits, likes,dislikes etc. For instance, Analytical -Enjoys reading -Engages in debates Etc, etc. Yes? I just find the amount of time difficult to grasp. I spent an hour filling out those ideas as much as a could, however, that can't even begin to scrap the surface.
  5. Hmm alright I think I see what you're saying. The trouble for me, I think atleast, is what to do with the development. For instance, I took the hour and concentrated on those traits and fleshed them out as much as I could. If you don't need a whole list what is there to force with the remaining personality development time? Would it be me just thinking about her just heavily concentrated? This question may seem a bit naive because...well it is. I understand there is no exact way to do it and from what I've read everyone gets there their own roundabout way. But right now it's in such a fledgling stage i'm not exactly sure what to do.
  6. Thanks for the response! It's funny. I just finished reading through both of your progress reports before I started this one. I appreciate the perspective. My problem is after working out the four traits what's there left to focus on and flesh out for the rest of the development for personality? How much farther can it get? I mean FAQ did his this way and seems to have worked out, not to say you're wrong but again I'm new. But the point about my best friend is a fair point and well put. Regaurding sex it's not that I'm against it, however, from what I've read it seems pretty taboo and that may have warped my view a bit. And something about it just seems inherently narcissistic. I wouldn't deny them love but this is in the future so I guess I'll have to experience it first. I'll keep going with and open mind.
  7. Hello everyone. First I just want to introduce myself as it is my first post, as I'm sure most of you can already tell. My name is Kyle, I'm 19 (20 in October) and a student. I just heard about tulpae 2 days ago while browsing tumblr, I came across the creepypasta story about it and decided to do some more research. That in turn lead to me finding this place and the rest, as they say, is history. Not really. I read through the guides and I decided that I want to go FAQ's route. Mainly because I'm not a heavily imaganitve person when it comes to things like wonderlands'. I would, however, like to make one with my tulpa in the future. I did my first session yesterday. It lasted one hour and I mainly focused on 4 personality traits: analytical, laid-back, compassionate, and a good sense of humor. I attempted, albeit poorly, to use...I believe it was Phi's centering/concentration guide. I'd look it up but I'm on my phone and can only do so many things at once. I think I got into the groove of it although I did have some concentration trouble but from what I've read that's pretty normal. Also while forcing about 30 minutes in while focusing on compassion, thinking about how this relates to likes, dislikes, morality, etc, and I got back the name Luna. More than likely that was parroting but I thought it was significant so I figured I'd just call her Luna. One thing I'm worried about is me being a guy and making a girl tulpa. Not to say I'm worried specifically or my intentions ate to have sex with them. I have no interest in that but I'm young and full of hormones and shit. I'm also concerned with having a girlfriend in the future and an attractive female tulpa. Can anyone speculate on this? Anyway that's my stick. Thanks for taking the time to read it.
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