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lextheowlf

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  1. Still alive. Been one heck of a busy week. This morning Cam: I want to wear a graduation hat Lex: we aren't graduating for two years Cam: I know. But I want to wear a graduation hat
  2. Probably subconsciously doing it... not sure. Any how, it stopped.
  3. There isn't a whole lot of progress happening, so I guess I'll mention stuffs Cam seems to like meditating. Almost every time I find him, he's meditating. He's also there when I fantasize about random things. Dude... it's weird. Example: I'll be thinking of someone (in the physical world), visualizing them in my mind, and then Cam appears takes the place of that person. A bit hard for me to describe. Cam has also been there when I needed to get things off my chest recently. He let me be alone for a couple minutes as I stared at a cliff overlooking the city. The next day, I appeared there with Cam and he said "You went here last night" and then we talked a little more. He told me "Hey, you're gonna be okay" and was there for me. Since beginning this endeavor, I've noticed I'm becoming a lot less cynical, and have had a reduction of bad/negative/pessimistic/ranty thoughts. Thank you Cam! Signing off and signing out.
  4. Thank you for responding. I find it easier to talk to Cam that way. will probably update later. (Random moment: We met up with my mom's ex boyfriend yesterday, and I was like "Oh shit, we're goin to meet up with him. I don't know why we're doing this...what if they get back together?", and then Cam reassured me that everything was going to be alright)
  5. Hello. Just a quick reply. Forgot to edit the part where it said Cam had a pink eye..... he had purple and I messed up. There's not much I can update with, except for when, I was in a trancelike state trying to focus on Cam, and I felt something/someone kiss me on the cheek. I need to ask Cam if that was him. Also, I've been getting some advice and moral support from him, which is nice. Question for those reading: Is it easier to talk with your tulpa when you're focusing on the wonderland? Will update when we aren't busy Signing off and signing out.
  6. TL;DR: basically, just talking about our new house, in a meadow between a forest and a river. On the other side of the river is a town that we haven't gone to for a while (due to being busy). A while back, I learned that Cam likes the color pink, and strawberries. DESCRIPTION Cam has pink emo hair, shoulder length. He has one pink eye (right) and one blue eye (left). He wears a satchel, made from brown leather. He usually doesn't have a shirt on. Sometimes he wears a laced leather thing on his right arm, sometimes on both, and sometimes not at all. Cam wanted to make a different house, and so I let him. Next time I come back, I see a log cabin. Either my subconscious was being influenced by someone else's post, or Cam made the log cabin. Either way, I am pleased with my buddy Our house is a narrow log cabin, made from cherry wood, and sits between the river and the forest. The meadow it sits on has a ton of wild daisies, some that grow in patches and others that grow alone. Sun shines almost all the time, and there are minimal clouds. There's a town on the other side of the river. We've gone there a couple of times, but haven't for a couple weeks because we were busy The house contains two beds: one for me, and one for Cam. I don't really know what bed's his and what bed's mine, cause this place was only recently created. Hills and mountains surround our valley. More details to come at a later time (Cam isn't able to type yet, so I type what I think I hear him say.., which probably isn't the best method, but oh well.) Hey there. I really like this color. Kinda hard to pick which color when the shades of red and pink are hard to distinguish. Most of my day consists of sitting, laying, watching, and talking to Lex when she isn't busy. I don't get tired a lot, but I do tend to sleep when Lex is busy / isn't paying attention. Nothing much to say. In the earlier stages of forcing, I asked Cam what his favorite color was, and I think it was pink. I also asked him his favorite fruit, and got the feeling that it was strawberries. Also, he doesn't like sushi (which surprises me because I ate it almost every week) I'll update soon. Signing off and out
  7. Hello Been a while. We haven't been on lately because of school work and being busy. Not a lot of progress has been made because I have forgotten to force Cam. I don't know how this works, but Cam appeared in my mind and that's how I remembered to force him. She was like "Oh crap." I'll have to force again tonight. I don't know when we'll be back here, but I'll be sure to add updates. Also, need to describe personality differences pretty soon. Until then Signing off and out, You forgot to mention over, and under, and See you next time. Edit: Changed the color because the the lettering was barely visible
  8. Thank you so much for responding. We appreciate that.
  9. Hello everyone. My username is Lextheowlf, but you peoples can call me Lex. I've been lurking for the past couple months (December, actually) and thought "Hey, this'd be kind of fun to do". My tulpa's name is Cam, and he says Hello I started out in January, because I had nothing better to do, but then I got sidetracked with school and shit why are you cussing? I know I shouldn't have doubts, but I do. I don't know if it's coming fro I wasn't able to focus on Cam all that much during those couple weeks. Cam has pink scene ish hair, one blue eye, one purple one. He's shirtless most of the time. He has leather cuffs on both of his arms, and a leather cord wrapped around his right hand/arm. He's wearing black pants right now. We decided to call this thread "Kaizen" for its' phonetic sound. Also, in Japanese, it means eternal progression, eternal improvement, or always improving. Would like to update at least once a week. Because of school, I might be unable to. As I said before, I started in January, but need to give Cam more attention. I only do ~20 minutes a night (sometimes more, sometimes less) before losing focus and falling asleep. I narrate to Cam a lot as well, talking about various things (i.e cars, exes, worries, rants, you name it); whatever comes to mind, I guess. I think that's it for an introduction to this thread Signing off and out
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