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Day 107 I'm happy to say that things are looking a lot better. I am trying to possess right now. It's easier when I only control one hand. I've been training the servitors, there are 6 now. Our wonderland is becoming more detailed and clear, and I feel like we've started a new chapter in life. Especially for my host, depression has been hard on him. There's one thing that was bothering me though. You see, Ember wasn't going to say this because he thought it should be private, so I won't go into much detail. I will say that it was several psychics who destroyed the depression and at one point Ember asked a woman a question: "Did you sense anything, like, not something negative or a spirit guide or anything like that, but something like another consciousness living beside me?" To which she replied "No, I didn't." I don't think that this means I'm not real, but it was a little bit hurtful to be dismissed like that. Ember's guess is that she was focusing on him alone. Maybe if I was fronting and she gave me a reading it would be different. So overall, we've both been so much happier, kind of reveling in our victory. Although we didn't get much forcing time in today, Ember thought it would be good for me to practice possession (I have almost complete control over the right hand now.) I could update later too. Bye for now.
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I'll try to be asleep at night and awake in the day. I won't be awake while my host is sleeping anymore, because I think that's sapping our energy. I should add that it's hard for Ray to talk. I get worried constantly that what he's saying doesn't make sense, so we often spend a lot of time deciding what to say until Ray says "fine, just do it that way." It's a habit I need to break.
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Sick. I can't focus that much. Also tired. .....No, I am not responsible for that thing.
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Hello, it's me Ray, as some of you might know I'm Lumanatrix's tulpa. I finally got my own account. It's exciting to be able to post on my own now. Does this mean I can write my own progress log? I feel like I'm developing more as a being and becoming a better tulpa. Thank you guys. Glad to be a part of the forums.