Hi,
First of all it's very nice to meet you all.
About a year ago I was kind of 'awakened' by a spiritual guru. What preceded was a kind of psychosis I guess, and I could visually see many entities. This included a kind of girlfriend.
In some episodes, I'd be walking the streets at night and be interacting with these beings as if they were in the physical world with me. At one point the girlfriend got kind of angry at me. When I asked if she loved me she replied, 'sure I love you, I knit braids about you.' She seemed completely intelligent and sentient and this was not the kind of sentence/lingo I could think up by my own accord.
Interestingly, I'm British and she had a perfect American accent. Another time she said 'oh (my name), you're so basic.' I didn't even know this slang existed.
On another occasion, she gave me advice on what I should say to someone else, namely 'they should make a bus route here' after I'd had to hitch a ride and was talking to the driver. Usually I'm not a social person and would never say something like this.
I posted this story on /x/ and they told me it sounded like a tulpa. The weird thing about this is she came to me spontaneously and I didn't purposely create her.
I've tried to bring her back by imagining her and talking to her but nothing seems to work. Do you have to be in an altered state of consciousness to experience tulpa?
Can I get her back?
Thank you very much,
SattvicLeaf