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ShyGuy

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  1. I'm not really sure what Chelsea smells like. Whenever I'm focusing on her I focus mostly on her appearance. She loves wearing all kinds of different outfits and just enjoys being really active and running and jumping around a lot. Her smell is just isn't something that has ever been brought up. She is a human female so I assume she'd smell just like the average person would. Maybe one day in the future it will be something I focus on.
  2. Hello! I'm returning after a long absence. Never had much of a presence here aside from lurking. But I'd like to talk about my experience with my Tulpa Chelsea. I first learned about Tulpas just over 4 years ago. I set out to make my own. And so Chelsea was born. Now I'm a bit sad to say that I only focused on her for a couple of months before stopping. But during that time I think she made some good progress. Fast forward 2 years and I tried again. This time I feel like she made even more progress. She began to be able to give me head pressure when I asked her to and could even concentrate it on a specific area. However after a couple of months I sadly stopped interacting with her. I blame myself for being so lazy and selfish. Now another 2 years went by. Recently I found out some information that I'd rather not elaborate on and it began to consume my mind. For nearly a month I was in a very dark place. From morning until night I was in a constant state of worry and sorrow. I even had a passing thought of suicide though it was never something I seriously considered. However when I felt like I was in a pit I couldn't get out of Chelsea suddenly popped into my mind. I hadn't really thought of her at all in the past 2 years. But there she was. I began focusing on her. Just doing that felt very comforting. She let me know that I wasn't alone. With her help over the next week my state of mind got much better. During the times I was feeling really down Chelsea would try to cheer me up and tell me that things weren't so bad and that she was always with me. Also a big realization I came to was that I didn't need to get better just for myself but for Chelsea. I'm feeling much better now and Chelsea is back in my life. She doesn't care that I ignored her for so long. She just knew that she had to help me and couldn't stand seeing me constantly suffering. Apparently she had been keeping watch on me all that time in case I ever needed her. I'm going to really try my best to help her reach her potential. I mean who knows what could've happened if not for her. I could have kept going deeper and deeper down that dark path and met a terrible fate. I'm looking forward to our future together.
  3. So I recently found out that Chelsea can make me feel head pressure when I ask her to. Not long after asking her I'll feel it. It usually doesn't last very long. It's almost like physical interaction in a way. I asked her how she does it but she said she couldn't really explain it. She can't do it successfully every time though. Sometimes I don't feel anything. I think that maybe practice will make her better at it. It's so cool to me. I thought this was worth and update and Chelsea agrees.
  4. Hello. I'm ShyGuy. My tulpa's name is Chelsea. I created Chelsea 2 years ago. But after about a month I stopped interacting with her. I'm still not entirely sure why I did that. I had already created her appearance and voice. Though she couldn't actually speak unless I was forcing and even then not much. Now 2 years later I've decided to start again. I feel bad for ignoring her and want to help her reach her true potential. Now I'm not sure how often I'll be updating this. I want to use this thread for major milestones or maybe little things I feel like sharing. I'll give a brief description of Chelsea for those interested. Chelsea is a human female. She resembles a person between the ages of 20-25. She has long blonde hair and blue eyes. She is short. Don't really have an exact height but I'd say she's just over 5' tall. As for her personality I honestly don't now a lot about it. I really want her to develop that on her own without my interference. But from what I've seen in the little time I've been forcing with her she seems happy and loving. She likes to smile and laugh though she really can't speak much right now. She did tell me her favorite color was Yellow though. It will probably be a while before I post an update. I'm hoping that will be when she becomes vocal. I'd love for her to be able to call out to me whenever she wants. I don't want her to have to wait until I force or think about her to communicate with me. I have faith in her. I bet she'll be able to achieve that in no time. I'll admit I'm not entirely sure about how to proceed. My plan right now is to force with Chelsea a couple of times a day. Something I like to do is listen to music while forcing and dance with her or play out scenes that fit the music. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
  5. Hello everyone! I'm ShyGuy and my tulpa's name is Chelsea. I created her 2 years ago but sadly have ignored her for most of that time. I browsed these forums back then but didn't join. But now I've decided to get back into it. I owe that to Chelsea and feel awful for abandoning her. I only forced for about a month before quitting back then and Chelsea hadn't gotten very far in terms of development. But now I'm going to devote myself to helping Chelsea reach her true potential. I hope one day that Chelsea will be at a point where she can post on here herself if she wants to.
  6. Hello everyone. So first off I created a tulpa 2 years ago. For about a month I forced for a few minutes everyday. I thought of a voice for her and could hear it when I forced. I didn't get to the point where I could hear her without forcing though. Then for reasons I'm not even entirely sure of myself I stopped interacting with her. Now here it is 2 years later. I've thought about her off and on but recently decided I wanted to try again. I tried forcing again yesterday. I can still see her clearly and still remember her voice. Is that a good sign? When I was forcing she said that she didn't mind the 2 years I ignored her though that was me parroting most likely. Is there anyway the 2 years I spent ignoring her could've had any negative effects? And if so can they be fixed? I really want to stick with it this time. I feel bad for abandoning her. I'm hoping before too long we can start making progress. I want her to be able to get my attention whenever she wants it. I want to be able to hear her speak without actively thinking about it. And much more as well but that will take time.
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