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    Dream Machines

    I recently stumbled across dream machines. From what I've read on the Wikipedia page it seems pretty interesting but it's not like I can get a hold of something like that so I found a flash version that might work just as good. The purpose of this post is, well, I want people to try forcing while using the dream machine. In the past I've read about it putting someone in a trance like state where they actually hallucinated vividly and sort of started dreaming, lucidly. Unfortunately, I don't have a source for that since that was quite a while ago. Getting to the point, use this. http://www.netliberty.net/dreamachine.html And try forcing. I'm going to try it as well and report back my results. What I expect to happen is either a really vivid vision of your tulpa/wonderland or what ever. Or something even better. Honestly though, I don't know. What does everyone else think? Anyone want to try it with me? WARNING: Don't try this if you have epilepsy or something of the sort.
  2. Just need to try harder I guess. 13/6/12 Looks like I've made a bit of progress. Just Tuesday Alphonse started doing weird stuff and his body started changing into weird shit. It bothered me so I tried closing my wonderland by imaging a door in front of it and closing. I wanted to clear my head and didn't want that weird state of mind I had affecting Alphonse but doing this gave me a pretty big headache. So I went back and Alphonse was frowning. I guess that upset him but it's pretty awesome that he did SOMETHING. After apologizing the headache calmed down but was still there for an hour or so. He's not doing anything but occasionally moving. Seems to like sitting next to me while I'm in the wonderland. Puppeting/parroting him is starting to feel weird too. So it's been easier to stop it. I know some of his movements are puppeting but it's nice when he moves on his own. I keep changing the wonderland it seems. Really don't want to get rid of it so I just over simplified it. It's now a field of grass with a TV for him to watch my memories or what I'm currently looking at. Finally, for this update. I noticed his presence in my head feels really weak in the morning but stronger towards the night. Even stronger when I get tired. Wonder if it means anything.
  3. Time for an update. 7/6/12 I'm not gonna spend too much time on personality but until my tulpa is fully sentient with speech and all I'm gonna add to it here and there. But as it stands I think I'm done with it. I get occasional headaches when talking to my tulpa too so I guess that's some progress. I can sometimes feel him in my head also, if that makes any sense. It's like some sort of pressure like he's there. Can't really find another way to explain it. Letting him eat some stuff although he might not be able to taste it might be helping his sentience. I imagine him eating it with me and some responses. So that's pushing some likes/dislikes in his personality. I'm imagining convos between us as but once I wait for a real response to a question I realize that I'm parroting and that he hasn't said anything. I wonder when he'll start speaking or responding in general... Always narrating, always waiting for a response from him. ;_;
  4. Will this be a thing? What would you give your tulpa as a present? I think a good day would be when they gain sentience or maybe when they're fully imposed.
  5. 1/7/12 I got a decent bit done today. Just writing a lot of personality stuff down. Using this guide. I'll stick to once a week updates though since not much goes on in a day. Gonna start forcing personality tomorrow. Next update will be on Friday. Hopefully a lot more detailed than this.
  6. I suppose I should make one. Even if there isn't much progress there could be soon. So yeah. Intro Back in February when I stumbled on this tulpa stuff I thought. "Fuck that sounds cool. I'll make one but-" and that went on for awhile. I had a shit ton of doubts but those are all gone now. I'm back and time to tulpate. Bio? I'm not entirely sure what I want my tulpa to look like. I've went through about two designs currently. The first one was pretty hard to visualize at first and I didn't end up liking it that much after the 5th day. So as it stands I don't know what I want him to look like. I sort of have an idea but It's not solid right now. Will report back on this later. But as far as information I do have prepared for him. Name: Alphonse Age: I don't know how tulpa ages work, but I guess his personality will be fairly young. And he'll be pretty small to accommodate that "age". As for his personality, I'm still building that. So I'll update this section as I develop it. 25-30/6/12 I've been at this since Monday but I didn't bother to document. So I guess this'll be the first official entry. I wanted to do this at the start of July but I couldn't help myself. Anyway... On the 28th I got some sort of reaction from forcing. I tried doing it with my eyes open and that made a ton of difference. I read something from the forums while focusing heavily on my tulpa(I'll call him Alphonse from now on) and got a mild headache.. That was awesome. Need to do more reading to him instead of pure narration I think. Probably doesn't mean much but around the second/third tulpa forcing session I read something in the IRC about dreams and told/narrated to him "It's a shame I don't really remember mine" I parroted him saying "Tonight will be different.", and it was. It was a pretty good dream too. Eh...Narrating is really easy to forget about. So I let Alphonse see what I look at via a TV I put in my wonderland. I have his body somewhat visualized already. I don't know why but it feels way better to talk to his body instead of some energy sphere/cloud. I think I'm moving way to fast though so I'm slowing down to work on more personality stuff. I'll get into that tomorrow or tonight. Probably gonna torch my wonderland though. It's way too complicated and I've been focusing on that more than Alphonse. Gonna force after I post this.
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