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    My tulpa was made from a combination of daydreaming and passive forcing. We started on December 16th 2015, but he says that the first time he felt the beginnings of sentience was in March 2016. I normally flip between extremely excited to reserved, while Mordecai normally tries to make sense of my odd behavior.

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  1. Mordecai: "Thank you Simmie!"
  2. Can't believe I actually remembered to visit the forums on Mords' birthday! Anyway, this is kinda representative of both of our fascinations with space. We've spent a lot of time looking up at stars (both the glow in the dark ones on our ceiling as well as real ones, haha) and our forcing music was called something like "space meditation music." There's a peaceful loneliness to space that resonates with both of us; it makes you feel so small but so is everything else, so it's okay. I'm really glad I'm at a place in my life where Mordecai can spend everyday with me, even if he's been in my life so long that its hard to remember a time he wasn't around. He's such a genuine and relaxing person to be around, I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. I just know that he makes the quiet, simple moments of life some of the best.
  3. Yeah, happens to us too. I didn't even realize how much I was actually parroting until Mordecai told me that he hadn't really been "aware" of himself until like 3 months after his creation. Nowadays he can stop me if it starts happening, but it still occurs. I think its less of "host is doing it on accident" and more akin to an intrusive thought... but instead of a thought, its the brain coming up with a response before a tulpa has time to think for themselves. At least, that's how it goes for us; like I'm accidentally daydreaming of how a conversation might go instead of actually talking to the guy.
  4. Thank you! Nice to see you're doing well too!
  5. Hello and thank you!! We're good, just kind of busy with work and school. We visit every now and again, we just don't post or comment as much as we did. Nice to see you too!
  6. Got a new tablet and tried breaking in the drawing app with a meme. Please ignore the awful lighting and shading; I was way too lazy to actually do it for real, haha. (Text on the hat says "WOMEN WANT ME, FISH FEAR ME")
  7. That's fair and likely true. Outside of how serious things seemed to be back then, I think the only thing they did differently was schedule forcing sessions and do more meditation type things. I don't think things have changed too much since then at a base level; just how we talk about our experiences and expect our tulpas to develop. I hope you find the results you're looking for!
  8. What exactly do you mean by "the old mindset?" I feel like a lot of the way people used to talk about tulpamancy was kind of a cultural thing back then; it was less about having fun with tulpas and casual conversation, and was more about being serious and a bunch of teens and young adults acting like scientists. You could also attribute a lot of the attitudes back then from how we didn't really know a lot about tulpas at the time, so it was new. It's hard to foster that way of thinking nowadays without anyone else to discuss it with. You can write in-depth journals documenting your experiences, setting up a dedicated forcing schedule, or constantly work towards a new "tulpa achievement" (possession, switching, imposition), but most of these things have been well documented or experienced before. While we could always benefit from more accounts of these things, it's harder to find reasons to maintain the scientific or serious look at them. Why make a strict schedule or rules for these things when you could make it fun for you and your tulpa? That's the question I always end up at when I try to become more serious about it. Speaking of which, I think it would be very useful for people using more modern tulpamancy methods to find easier ways of switching and imposition. There really is no reason to go back to the old ways aside from that.
  9. There are guides that will show you the most basic methods of making a tulpa and some that will get as detailed as possible. The best place to start would be the General guides, so you can get an overview of what this all is. After that, you should be familiar with terms enough to research further. I'd make sure this is something you're interested in at a concept level; although a good reason for wanting one, this isn't the most efficient way of getting rid of loneliness.
  10. Dandadan is a manga about humans fighting spirits and aliens, and there's an arc where the main characters have to fight tulpas of musicians from the posters in a classroom. It may be a translation issue because it doesn't really match the definition of a tulpa, but that's what they're referred to as. It was really interesting reading something and having tulpas namedropped so randomly!
  11. Your art style is lovely! They all look like they're having a lot of fun together.
  12. I think when I was practicing really hard on visualization early on I had some mild headaches, but nothing that required pain medicine or things like that. You could be getting sick or its something related to the soberness. Hope you feel better!
  13. Your artstyle is so gorgeous!! Oh my goodness, the color blending is just perfect!
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