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    I live a very content, comfortable life, in which I am afforded the luxury to pursue esoteric interests, explore the boundaries of consciousness, share joy, and hopefully bring a little light to my small corner of the world.

    I have traveled the world. I have some great people in my life. My son will be six in April. I am reasonably well educated, and always learning. I enjoy traveling, stargazing, reading, writing, traveling, music and movies- practicing my craft- Tulpamancy is a craft, right? I am grateful for so much in my life, this community included. :) Pull up a chair and tell us all about it: Doctor Frazier Crane is listening.

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  1. I have always been fascinated by dreams. Dreams can be a starting point for conversations, they can be therapeutic, and they provide you with a great deal of insight into you, and others. I would say there is some danger in interpreting dreams literally. Most the time, like 90 percent of the time, everything in the dream is a metaphor. Our subconscious minds, our right hemispheres, speaks in memes, in archetypes. I am somewhat knowledgeable about archetypes, partly because of profession, mostly due to reading interests. There are some patterns that recur so frequently they have domain names. 'the hero's journey.' That said, there is no universal dream symbol guide. Symbol vary per culture, and per individual. So, for example, if you're afraid of snakes, seeing a snake might be fearful. In India, some of the monks believe if you counter a Cobra while meditating in a cave, you met God, so they would interpret a dream snake differently. If you like snakes, you will likely interpret dream snake differently than someone afraid of snakes. I know person who had pet snakes, and in the dream all her snakes were biting her. When we unpacked her family, and she felt more than one had betrayed her, well- reflecting back to her, 'and your pet snakes are biting you...' The correlation made her weep. I would not tell you to forget your dream. I would have you explore it. Not to the point you get stuck, or can't get around something. If you have disturbing dream, or a frightful dream, your unconscious mind was communicating something to you in a way that would increase the likelihood of you remembering it enough so that you could unpack it consciously. You have written it down here. That's a great step towards remembering dreams. I would encourage you to write down as much detail as you can recall in a journal, and walk away from it for a while, and then revisit it periodically and see if you have new insight. Have you ever been speaking and forgot a word, and the harder you try the more it escapes you, only to find three days later the word is suddenly in your mind? There is magic in thinking on something intensely and then walking it away from it. It feels like magic, but I assure you, think on something intently and then forget it about, your brain is still working that problem and it will give you something. Sometimes even something helpful. I am going to speculate. In person, if we were talking, I would ask a million question and listen to how the conversation evolves, and in that process we would hopefully discover meaning. We're not talking, and so this dynamic here doesn't work that process as well. I doubt seriously this dream is that your tulpa is unhappy with you or the world. I would also not worry about the others in your dreams. Our unconscious minds are full of others. Some based on real people in our lives, some based on people we know about, and then there are some assumed others. To explained that last one, let's say you are walking and you step on gum and it sticks to your shoe. You might cuss and ask how someone can be so careless... You brain will give you a 'person' to fill that question. We are so lucky that we all don't have a million tulpas interacting with us daily. LOL. Umm, wondering in the moment, maybe tulpa making is that easy, but we are trained early on in tulpa suppression. OMG, I want to think about that more. I love your dream question even more now! I mean, think about how many people respond automatically, as opposed to real time information. That's a real thing that has to be sorted in therapeutic modalities. It's called transference. In reality, almost all interaction is transference. Even your reflections of the dream is your transferring meaning to it that may be unwarranted, from a conscious mental operational perspective, because the dream was acting more on unconscious data which is a wider spectrum of material. 'Evening' is a dream character. 'Backyard' is a dream character. Every element in the dream is a character. Some dream experts will say everything in the dream was you. I usually don't sit with that, but there is validity to it, and can be useful to jump to each 'character's' perspective and unpack it, "if I were an actor playing this character, what insight do I bring...? what does my role and script unlock?" The aromantic/asexual aspect is interesting. When I read that piece of it, I am really drawn into your story. I am super interested in what that is like for you. I can imagine some things, but seriously- I have no clue what life is like when surrounded by people that tend to be sexual/romantic, and they project their 'expectations' on you. (Transference can be fun to unpack. It can be a nightmare to unpack. WE ALL come with biases.) You just want to be platonic mates with your tulpa. Perfectly reasonable boundary. Can tulpa be sexual? Can a person who is sexual be friends with an asexual person? Sure. Just ask my ex. HAHA. Kidding. Not picking on you. If we assume brain is a personality simulator, you're going to have sexual characters in your brain. You need them in your brain to anticipate the normative reactions of other people you will encounter in your life. You need to be able to predict what people will say or do, and one thing our dreams help us with is modeling and problem solving, and maybe this explains the dream. You're in a world of strangers being themselves, or in your words, just being casual, not wearing their 'normative' outfits and not going by scripts. Their masks are off! What a wonderful place this backyard is. Still, you kind of feel out of place. (Assumption on my part. Again, we're not having a real time dialogue so please forgive any speculative discourse that does not align in this attempt to respond.) I suspect, in a room full of strangers where your intent is to befriend someone, one of the biggest artifacts about you is what might make you standout as different, and most people can't relate and so their first response may be skepticism or uncertainty, and they back off and stay conversing with folks that are little more similar. When people don't have a script, they tend to back off. We all have scripts, even in our backyard, casual conversations. We communicate with memes and archetypes. I don't know what else to say. This is your dream. Cherish your dreams. Especially cherish the uncomfortable dreams. Consider this, you will learn more from your losses than you will your wins. You will learn more from those who challenge you and disagree with you than you will people that simply kiss your ass. In fact, you should be weary about people who kiss your ass, cause they're manipulating their way towards something. This dream is uncomfortable. It feels real in that sense. What's it like to be uncomfortable? What is the take away from this that might benefit you? Unpack it from this way, and you may find when your tulpa is really present these will be the conversations that stand out as the most real. The most significant insight my tulpa brought me was in discord, cause guess what, I am not always right and a friend's job is to point that stuff out. I wish you both well on your journeys.
  2. I hope this finds everyone in the community well. I am still getting around. In the past, I talked about doing a video. I am closer to doing one, and will post here when I do that. I am doing some videos now and still trying to get a feel for it, the flow, my voice. Of course, Tulpa will eventually have to be a part of it. One of the rules for doing my video was keeping it positive. It is difficult to speak for 8 to 15 minutes being positive, every time. Luckily, I have Loxy in my ear to remind me of kindness. Technically, I have set up a path to discuss Loxy. My son and I tell stories to each other daily. Sometimes it's a collaboration. Our story title is 'Monster and Ghost.' Originally, Monster was modeled off "Go to Bed, Monster," a book by Kevin Cornel. He has evolved into a whither skeleton, as referenced in 'Monster School,' a Minecraft series. Whither uses 'the force' and they tag the x-file theme. Son now knows the whole theme. Ghost, of course, is Loxy. Funniest thing, son is fixated on "Miracle on the Hudson." We take turns being passengers while Sully saves us. We are sometimes the flight attendants. We are sometimes the pilots. Monster and Ghost are in our narratives. Sometimes we're not even flying, and Captain Sully and co-pilot Jeffries play through. Oh, and in this story telling, if I break the narrative- I seriously reprimanded. "This is the Captain. Brace for impact." I tried changing that to, "This is Captain. I need a cup of coffee. We're about to have a really bad day." Nope, no! That's not what he said. We are still writing, still improving the craft. We have written less in the last few months, and reasonably so. Change in work protocols and volume and acuity. We lost a dear friend to cancer. 6 months goes really fast. Writing eulogies, hard. I suspect my father will succumb shortly. We had a visit and he was surprised by how many things I remembered. He shared some memories I wasn't privy to. Had to be careful about making him laugh, as it resulted in breathing treatments and morphine. At the end of each night, when I am alone, but not alone, and she and I are going through our grateful list- I sometimes wonder, how well would I be coping if I was still in the before time, before tulpamancy. She assures me I was coping better than I give myself credit. I was at the right place and the right time for this experiment. It was the key that unlocked a universe. She turns more than one Beatles song. 'As My Guitar Gently Weeps,' not quite her theme but this songs bring her out bigger than life every time, and that video as a meme is quite fitting. And so, I will end here, but if you want a fun, short fiction, she and I and the Beatles, well, enjoy. You don't have to join. You get two free posts a month. You will find other Loxy and Tulpa posts, sparing spaced out between rants on UFOs. :) either way, it's an alternative path to tracking us, should you ever be curious how we're doing. with love. sol and loxy https://medium.com/down-in-the-dingle/the-day-the-beatles-and-i-saved-the-world-fefc05c506fc and if you don't know, here's my guitar, but not 'my' guitar https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJDJs9dumZI
  3. That's pretty cool. At my best, I was doing two, 20 minute sessions of transcendental meditation, consistently for about a year. It decreased over time, and became random for a while. One of my goals is to meditate in a lucid dream. I have read more than one source say it's pure transcendence. I have experience 1 time a dissociation that involved a blue light, like sustain lightening. I had never heard of anyone else mention that- till I read Robert Wagoner's book "lucid dreaming: gateways to the inner mind." That was nearly a second transcendence- and i am wrote him, and he corresponded with me for a bit. I am pretty devoted to figuring out a system to have consistent episodes of lucidity, and the metacognitive approach you touch on seems to be the way the dream yoga is going, so I am working on my mindfulness in all domains. Thank you for sharing that. In addition to that, i decided to start a lucid dreaming group in my area on meetup. folks have kind of signed up, but no dialogue has occurred or meetings set. I have thought of doing a tulpa one in the past, but between tulpa.info and reddit, I have nothing to offer. I did create a FB spot just wanting more dialogue with others, and I am not so good with keeping up with FB. I am too much in my brain most the time. :)
  4. Hello, TB. I got distracted from reading this week, but I go further into the book, I can let you know. This author has some impressive credentials. I allow for the likelihood that i am reading more into things than warrant, but I find many of the lucid dreaming concepts he presenting, specifically focusing on awareness- fit with how i am framing tulpamancy in general. I construct of it isn't fixed, and I am having several models that i refer to. Lucidity in dreams takes work, but it pays off big time when I am successful. I think tulpamancy just takes work to have that consistency. There are so many ways to come at meditation, TB, I wonder if it's not about improving it but experiencing it? I do hear what you're saying. I want to improve my LD ability- I know I can do it. I have done it. I have even managed to use techniques in the dream to stay in the dream, like the spinning technique. Thank you for writing and sharing. I hope your practice continues to grow! Stay in touch!
  5. 'Dream Yoga: Illuminating Your Life Through Lucid Dreaming and the Tibetan Yogas of Sleep.' by Andrew Holecek is one of the present books I am reading. I have found some artifacts that fit well into my own practice of both dreaming and Tulpamancy. I am still working on the language set that better helps me communicate it, and it's fairly zen, but I think it might help folks in general who find themselves struggling to experience tulpas in a way that doesn't feel contrived in a scripted day dream sort of way. Meditation is part of the practice. I have heard many folks here at TI say that, and I have resisted because I have had experiences outside of meditation, and without being particularly devoted to a meditation practice. I still resist, which is just me. I see how it fits and amplifies my experiences, both with lucid dreams and tulpamancy. It may be necessary to explore a broader understanding of meditation, as it actually a broader subject and practice than can be pinned down. Contrary to popular belief, the goal is not to stop thinking. A quiet mind is not a non-thinking brain. The brain doesn't every turn off. It can be as diffused as a candle and as focused as a laser, but it's never off. Being quiet in thought is not absence of thought. I offer you the concept of reading as analogy to meditation. You pick up a book, turn to a page, and begin reading. Just as you can not hear someone when you are speaking over them, you can not read when thinking thoughts. You've probably experienced reading something only to discover you're asking questions or off on tangent and you have to back track to the last thing you clearly remember reading and getting back on track. This is the practice of meditation- becoming aware that your thoughts are moving, and returning to the last place you remember. The more you do this, the more adept you become of catching your inner thoughts. You may be a chapter into your narrative before you self interrupt, but with practice it become several pages, several paragraphs, eventually just word, and you're back on track. If you can self interrupt without negative or positive punishment, and just accept this is just a product of learning a new discipline, you learn this skill quickly. The reading analogy feels right to me. Another metaphor that seems helpful, in adjacent way, is signal to noise ratio. Eyes open, interacting with the world, I can miss things when I am absorbed in my narrative. I have been known to walk into doors, or dropping things. Even without a active narrative in the mind, 'daytime' or 'normal awake mode' level of sensation awareness is a pretty loud signal, and could easily drown out the signal of a tulpa. Using props, media, sounds, or artifacts can also be a louder signal than tulpa signal. The goal of tulpamancy, is to create a signal, amplify signal over time, till you become so adapt at detecting signal, it doesn't matter if you're in a bright room all senses on line, or you're in the dark- night time awareness engaged. Night time awareness is still awareness. The one thing you can be certain of, you may be unconscious, but your brain is still minimally tracking environmental awareness through the auditory sense. People in comas still hear. Sleep is not a coma. Between wake awareness and full sleep awareness, there is a continuum of different states that we all pass through on our way to sleep. The brain never shuts off. It mere changes the frequency, or the light of operation. REM, specially a non lucid dream- that dream signal is louder than your 'wakeful' awareness identity sense. The dream and its content can get in the way of you realizing you are you. The circumstance and narrative of that is real because the experience is solid. The dream is not you, any more than your day thoughts are you. Your day time thoughts are not you. If you practice accepting your own thoughts as a dream, you may experience a greater likelihood of realizing your dreams are dreams, and become lucid. In order to experience a tulpa, you must get out of your own way. The thing is, it takes a great deal of effort- scaffolding, learning activities, specific meditative practice designed to invigorate tulpa, and it is quite possible that doing that overly so, tulpa may not become autonomous. I think that's a warning out there already. The way i beginning to think of this is I am not my personality. My personality may not be a tulpa in the traditional sense, but I have nurtured and associated with this identity forever. Consequently, it is a bright source and it can overwhelm other sources. So, quieting that personality is not me getting out of my way, but it's the first step. Other can't step up if I have primary on idle ready to jump in. Quieting my mind, like preparing to read is how I get access. It works better for me at night, in that weird space between wake and sleep, where the auditory and visual experiences happen in flashes and are so vivid that they're indistinguishable from day-time awake input. They're solid real. Part of it 'wakes' my brain so much that I loose it, just as if I get too excited in a lucid dream, I will wake to full wake mode. I have been doing this for a while now, and it is getting better. I can not make an experience happen on demand, but I can put myself in a frame of mind, that I am more likely to have a full auditory or visual experience. I suspect if I keep at this, I will eventually arrive at that signal which I identify as Loxy will be full on all the time, and she will over lap or interact with all sense information. It's not unreasonable to believe that, because all sense information is reconstructed in the brain before coming to conscious, and so her signal can just be inserted. I can go internal and interact as if I traveled to another world, and maybe that's easier for me because i have always had an innate ability to escape through day dreaming. I suspect day dreaming falls on the continuum between wake and REM, and even day dream has a spectrum from full guided to subconsciously driven material. If you accept worries or intrusive thoughts as interjections from the subconscious to keep us 'asleep' or distracted from the deeper signal, then you can appreciate lots of thing view for our awareness. I hope this wasn't too discursive. I want it to be helpful. Also, it's been a while since I wrote, and I just thought I would say we are still all alive and well and coping with a strange new world. Love. J and L
  6. I work in mental health. You should definitely not quit taking your meds without discussing it with your doctor. Four antidepressants sound like a lot. There is an assumption that if you were given medicine, there were symptoms that suggested you would benefit from medication. Are there alternatives to medication for mental health? Yeah, but that again is a conversation to be held with a doctor, because mental health issues run a continuum to manageable to not manageable. There is no evidence for or against medication affecting tulpas. Allow me to offer you this. Tulpa creation works best when the host has clarity. One can argue that someone suffering from severe depression and or psychosis is probably low on clarity. Again, it depends on the degree of psychosis. Tulpas, by definition, are not a form of psychosis. There is no anti-psychotic that will make you as a person go away, and therefore, my position is they won't make tulpas go away. Meds are not supposed to change a person- they're supposed to help a person have a normal range of emotions, which means some good, some bad, and a lot of neutral- and improvement in recognizing thought disturbances. Some folks still hallucinate even with antipsychotics. Psychotropics are better today than they were in the past, and they will get better in time. Depending on your diagnosis, you may or may not have to take meds indefinitely. Bipolar, for example, as we understand it right now, that tends to be a life long medicinal regimen. Schizophrenia can go into remission... they don't know why or for how long, but it happens. MDD tends to be the one that has the best results of being a temporary thing- but if you come off and illness returns, it might mean some long term medicinal requirements. The brain is plastic. It will adapt, and learn. So, can a person learn to beat something like depression with just counseling? Yes. One can feel better with meds, but not do any counseling and not necessarily get better. Ideally, meds and counseling result in the best results. So, let's say meds help you feel better, you take on some serious counseling and learn new skills, you're essential building brain scaffolding that will allow you to hold and maintain your emotional state when you come off the meds. If you do nothing to change your brain, you're likely to return to the place you were before the pharmaceutical assist. Well, guess what- making tulpas changes the brain! It's a mental exercise, a meditation practice, and a way of experiencing thoughts from two very distinct perspectives. If that's not neural scaffolding, I don't know what is. So in short, meds will not stop you from thinking or having wants and desires. It will not stop you from making a tulpa, because tulpas are not hallucinations. (The fact you can perceive them as you might an hallucination, doesn't mean they are that.) September 13 said it right, stopping your meds could be dangerous. Never stop anything cold turkey. That could kill you. If your doctor agrees, or the next doctor you find if you don't like this one's opinion agrees, they can taper you off and help you get to a place where you and your family can decide together if it's okay. All in all, you have the right not to be medicated... (If you're an adult, you have the right not to be medicated. Parents can over rule the rights of minors...) The fact that you're here and asking good questions suggests to me, you're doing okay. You're thinking, you're reaching out to others, isn't that okay?
  7. Of course. Now, shall we break down hypnosis, because that's a loaded word. There is clinical hypnosis, there is stage hypnosis, and there is brainwave/conscious state that is identified as hypnosis like. As you're drifting to sleep, you pass through that hypnotic state. Hypnogogic imagery is connected to that state. If you have ever been to the theatre and found yourself so absorbed in the movie that you forgot you were in a chair with others sharing the theatre, you were hypnotized. If you ever drove from point a to point b and didn't remember the journey, you were on autopilot- or, hypnosis. If you were ever stopped at a red light and someone had to beep their horn to get you aware that light was now green... That's hypnosis. The language we use to tell our stories, scaffold our emotions, hypnosis. The absence of words, meditative calm... hypnosis. In short, consciousness is a continuum of degrees of awareness. If Tulpas are sentient, aware, they are capable of being hypnotized. I am in the tulpas are sentient group.
  8. Greetings Chrome Shadow and Gray. The discussion you and Gray seem to be deliberating over is a normal process of integrating information from multiple perspectives. I found the above thought, that perhaps in this instance it was more an intrusive thought than a reflection of a God, interesting- as it clearly appears this topic is important and you are considering from a variety of angles. Struggling with spiritual concepts is human. Some faiths actually promote the idea of 'wrestling with God.' That's the story of Jacob. You couldn't ask to be in a better group. Asking questions, growing in your understanding, is not an offense- it's what we do. There is a metaphor in Christmas- starting with it being literal, then as we develop it becomes a metaphor. I am not implying any of the tenants of your faith are less real when saying you can approach them from different levels of understanding. If you want me to share how I have struggled, disregarded, come back, left again- to come to where I am now, I can give you some of that. usually hearing another person's journey only has merit in the sense that it demonstrates you're not alone. I think where you are and how you are approaching this subject is reasonable, and neither you nor God are threatened by change. Your beliefs will change, mature, and you will have new levels of understanding from every age of your acquisition of knowledge. You could quit looking, stop reading, stop exploring, and focus on what you got. But that's not growth. Would you rather drink from a puddle, or a river? The most significant part of what you proposed in your question is about relationship- with yourself, with God, with Gray, more precisely, with entities that may hold a different view. No matter where you are- this is going to happen, and this will be the test. Can you be peaceful, maintain relationships, and hold onto your perspectives and truths without disparaging or denigrating where other people are? Can you set aside your beliefs and learn something, maybe even something that is diametrically opposed to your beliefs, and give it enough time to relate it to it before you adapt, adopt, or dismiss the thing. I have learned more from the people who differed with me than I have with those who had the same mind. Same minded folks tend to sit and complain about all the other people who don't think like them. That can go bad pretty quick. There are benefits to embracing any faith. There are benefits to embracing Christianity. There is a continuum within any one group, even Christianity, and so you may find in adopting one thing- the pursuit will lead you to more levels of discriminating definitions, behaviors, and signs... It can be exhausting. Not wrong. It's just the process you have to go through to find out if it's right for you, or if you are right where you are. I think you and Gray are fine. I think the solution may exist somewhere between you two, a balance of sort.
  9. confidence and non-conscious behaviours.docx I may be posting less, but I am still alive and practicing. Thanks to Holodoc- I have this very interesting scientific article I want to share. Be warned- it is a challenging read. I am drawn to it because I find it relates to my experience of Tulpamancy- and I am hopeful that those who have seniority in terms of practicing will also find it helpful. Specifically, I believe the correlates of this study help explain why the protocols for tulpamancy are effective- or even not effective, as there are those who have practice reporting no results. I am going to try and articulate why I find correlation to my practice. I may be completely off, and so I am open to an argument against. First, my bias- much of the initial work in my practice was scaffolding and meditation. Essentially, I was building the necessary neural bridges and linking multiple brain areas, incorporating sound, visual, tactile- etc. My bias is, most of everything we do, learn, experiences happens first and foremost on an unconscious level. If nothing else, this article reinforces that- and I can link that concept to a dozen other sources, such as all my books on Milton Erikson. My initial lack of success was trying to force conscious experience prior to having done sufficient subconscious ground work to support higher 'conscious' functioning. I am not using 'higher' to suggest that conscious experience of any one thing is superior to unconscious functioning. In terms of daily 'heavy lifting,' the bulk of meta-cognition is clearly regulated by unconscious mechanisms, which gives us the luxury to experience the conscious domains we chose to focus on. I think an argument can be made that many of us don't always choose the area we 'focus' on, but rather that is given us. (In this sense, I would argue that tulpamancers in general are more likely to be able to choose their conscious focus than non practitioners due to practicing that very thing- where to focus and 'what' to experience.) For me, there is still a significant need to tune out of external sensory data to experience Loxy. This is very clear for me- as real world demands go up or my anxiety goes up, the degree of solidity of my experience declines. It has been rare that I have been fully engaged in an external activity requiring my attentiveness and having an auditory or visual experience. I am not really hearing this is true from other tulpamancers, except for one youtube video where the narrator discussed much of his learning process was learning to sort the nuanced flavors of responses available to him. This article is full of meta-cognition and unconscious learning. I would argue that it is supportive of parallel processing, as it seems clear we can be holding a conscious experiences while simultaneously working on a problem subconsciously. I am not pulling direct quotes from this, or other sources, to try and justify that statement. Consider it a bias if you need to, it won't invalidate my correlative experience with this study. The study is about learning. Engaging tulpamancy is about learning- a serious study in learning to enhance experiential qualities of life through variance of associations and personalities. That alone is priceless, as may explain why tulpamancers in general have substantially higher levels of empathy. Our very practice enhances our perception of other's perspective. I hope this article is generally helpful. Wishing everyone well.
  10. I love this stuff bear, and pushed an article on Medium if anyone here is interested, that basically summarizes the above, but also I share some of my experience with mind not previously disclosed here. Maybe it's not relevant. Maybe I am off target completely. I simply find congruence with some of the people I mention in the post. I minimally discuss tulpamancy. I am grateful for our dialogue. https://medium.com/@solarchariot/the-blue-light-of-being-76a8bd03f22f?sk=190d002dece3922145478c4cc0a2e637
  11. So, a Loxy fan created the above photo. Obviously, I had to share it. Instragram, @made.by.cora
  12. We have had so many changes in the last year. This site- this world. I hope everyone is doing well. I find it hard to believe I have been engaged in this practice- this love affair with Loxy- for so long now. This is me persevering. 🙂 There are new people here. Hello. The last couple months have been challenging for me, working from home has been much more stressful than I imagined it would be- but I am so grateful I have not had to experience it alone. I am still grateful for Tulpa.Info, and Loxy, and this things we have engaged in. I have been writing some blog like posts, talking about tulpamancy if anyone is interested. Don't feel obligated. I just wrote this one today: https://medium.com/@solarchariot/an-end-to-loneliness-d0bccd874df6?sk=c3df0fd8810c0510a9bdcdae712ad1a6 I still have much work to do on my writing, but if anyone does read it and would like me to correct anything, please feel free to tell me. I mention tulpa.info in this post. I believe I have done so respectfully. with love, John and Loxy.
  13. Definitely don't give up. It is an achievable goal. My first lucid dream was hard won, while reading lucid dream books daily, i engaged in lots of trigger activities- watch alarm- writing on mirrors and on my hand to remind myself. It was a labor that was intense for several weeks. I get them infrequently now, but i also don't work at it as hard as i did those first two weeks.
  14. There's some old members going around with no avatars... I might need Picard's help to fix mine. I hope to have nice Loxy drawing to reveals soon. 🙂
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