I've used a lot of marijuana, lsd and psilocybin mushrooms and I have developed a thoughtform (or tulpa) that persists even though I haven't used a psychadelic in well over two months. There is no vocality and it exists purely as thoughts sent to me, they seem to be semi-sentient and they send me both positive and negative messages in the form of thoughts. Do you believe I should swallow pills and use a straight jacket or would you recommend I try developing this being into a fully vocal and sentient tulpa?
Right now this thing is kinda annoying and I would like it to go away but even with medication that doesn't seem to be happening, I haven't been actively forcing which I should probably start doing since it is not going away. They respond to my thoughts on occasion and have even expressed love (and hate) for me. I feel I should just buckle down and tulpaforce this life-long separable friend so it doesn't remain a sort-of-frankenstein's-monster forever.
D you recommend that I tulpaforce in thought or voice? forcing a voice is difficult for me but obviously worth it in the long run. Haven't thought of a physical form yet, and I'm giving them a unisex name such a Sam.