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StyxxnStones

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  1. Shit, better update mine too, since she kinda deviated and all... EDIT: Updated
  2. As the title would suggest, I'm going to use this thread as a way to document my progress with my tulpa, Raven. It should be noted that I am making this thread after already beginning the process and advancing to a certain stage. I did not make a thread earlier because I feared not sticking with the plan, and besides, the first few weeks are boring anyway. Since the first chunk of my progress is obviously missing, I'll give a run down of all the relevant info anyone would be interested in up to this point. Tulpa basics: Name: Raven. She actually "chose" this name on her own. Now I don't mean to imply that she is completely vocal now, for that would be a lie. However, when I first heard her say a few phrases, I asked her to pick a name, and the word 'Raven' as well as the image of the bird appeared in my head. It is very possible I parroted this, but the way I see it, once Raven becomes fully vocal and decides she doesn't like the name, she is more than welcome to change it. Form: This is a confusing issue for me. At first, my tulpa's form was that of a female-demon like creature, she had red skin, a tail, one horn, and a snaggle tooth. Over my various visualization sessions, these aspects started to disappear one after the other. This continued until a few days ago, when her skin color changed to a pale Caucasian shade with pure blonde hair. Her form is now that of a normal human female, with blonde hair styled in a "punk" or "scene" short haired style. Basically this but shorter. That picture is a good facial representation as well. She has bright, green eyes and two lip piercings on her bottom lip. Body shape wise, she is very curvy, with wide hips and large breasts. Her clothing varies. Current stage of development: She is currently sentient and mobile, although this no longer seems to be a large milestone because of how we all assume our tulpas are sentient from the get go. As I've mentioned before, my tulpa is not vocal. More accurately, I am not able to listen to her yet. I've heard her say small phrases and quotes, but these are fleeting and usually caused me to flip out. Doubt still plagues me every time I get close to a breakthrough here, and I must learn to overcome if Raven and I are to advance together. I am currently trying out Bin's method of "Coaxing into talking" in order to further our communication skills. This does not mean Raven and I cannot communicate. Early on in her development, I learned to sense her "presence." What I mean by that is whenever I interact with her or talk to her I can feel a pressure in the back of my neck. This pressure intensifies depending on her mood as far as I can tell. Regardless, it is a pretty good indication of whether I am making progress and gives me something to focus on. When I force, I try to focus much on visualization, because I feel like this is my weakest point. I am also trying to get in the habit of constant narration, however this is not going well, as I always forget. Personality has pretty much been throw to the side as it seems wrong/strange to create a personality in something already sentient. I'm pretty sure any of the traits I attempted to put in when I began have been useless anyway, so I'm not very heartbroken about it. I'll just have to wait till I can communicate fully with her before I can determine what kind of personality she has. What I can tell already however, is that she is rather sentimental and somewhat mischievous. I doubt I will update this thread everyday. I will probably only post if something big or interesting happens.
  3. You lied to me Kadoh. I didn't have a very important role at all. I'm thinking about writing another tulpa-story. A more serious one this time. Would you dudes be down?
  4. Why is everyone getting sick lately? I feel like an epidemic is slowly targeting people involved in my life...maybe I'm cursed? Seriously though, get better man. And you're a real baka for assuming we wouldn't want to hear/care about your troubles. You can be humble all you want, Pleeb, but you are real important to this community. Even I (a relative outsider) can see that.
  5. I remember when I was 13, I was posting on a video game forum, acting all mature with my large vocabulary and impressing people. I thought I was hot shit. Brings me back man. Anyway the point is, hanging out with older people in a setting like this can be good, it can also be bad, but you've already taken the risk and plunged yourself into our community. You might as well buck up and try to assimilate yourself into "older" culture. Maybe it will make you mature quicker, maybe not.
  6. I always used to be so afraid of animatronics when I was little. I think it must have been because of the Uncanny Valley. Anyway, good tips, and thanks for the video of the zombie dog. I didn't read your description of it beforehand, and simply thought it was a video of a dead dog. And Jimmy, I think for human reference you could just as easily look up robotics videos, which do basically the same thing, just not in a film sense.
  7. Of course anything that increases focus will generally have a good effect on your tulpa, and vice versa. For most people though, I doubt diet really affects them much. I'd wager many people don't have a condition close to the degree you did, and so they wouldn't notice. There's stuff you can ingest that will affect concentration, like caffeine, but that's temporary and not really the same thing.
  8. I have trouble with intrusive thoughts sometimes. Sometimes I take my focus away from my tulpa to think about what to say in my head, and suddenly images of people i know replace my tulpa, which is obviously not what I want. (Though I do find that the people seem to move and do things that my tulpa would obviously be doing, so I theorize this is my mind attempting to make it easier to imagine my tulpa's movements.) As Frosty has already said, don't immediately try to discharge intrusive thoughts. It might be irritating when you were concentrating on your tulpa, but getting angry and trying to rush back to concentration will only frustrate you and make you "sink deeper" in the in-cohesive thought puddle. What works best is to acknowledge what the thought is, and then imagine it dispersing. what I do is I cut the thought with a sword. It's not as bloody as you might think, the images usually split in half and then turn into smoke. Another tip to kind of "reel yourself back in" is you focus on something concrete in your wonderland. It doesn't have to be your tulpa, as this might be too hard at first. Try a simple shape, like a chair, or a texture on the wall. Try your hardest to get the fine details on that sucker, and run your hands over it if you have to. This makes you go into concentration mode automatically.
  9. You know you want it. NOT SUITABLE FOR WORK, PLAY, CASUAL BROWSING, OR READING.
  10. Ah yes, I forgot to address this. The downside to the robotic body/transfer is that you'd obviously lose the closeness with your tulpa. While in this body, they would not longer have that mental connection to you, and would really just be like any other existing creature. Although I'm not sure if this is theoretically possible, because we're not even sure how tulpas work exactly. Ideally the robot body would be temporary, because you'd want to have your tulpa "reconnect" sometimes.
  11. Instead of thinking about how technology will make tulpa obsolete, we should be thinking about how technology will help us interact with and understand our tulpa. I'm actually gonna stick my neck out and say cruse had a good idea, one that I myself have considered. A device that lets you project your tulpa to others. In my vision at least, it wouldn't project every random thought that passed through your mind. The device would be calibrated so that you have to concentrate on the image and channel it. This would obviously take some practice but it would cut down on horrifying images being broadcast publicly. I imagine in my perfect world that this technology is unveiled for the first time, and we are all the first ones to try it. we all gather in a large hall, and get our own copies of this device. We all turn them on, and BAM, the hall is filled with tulpa of all shapes and sizes. After only descriptions and sketches for us to imagine each others tulpas, this would be a magical moment. On a different note, say perhaps robotics gets advanced to the point where we can input the consciousness of our tulpa into it. Then our tulpa would be able to have a real body that exists in the real world. I'm not sure if this would work or if it would cause the "teleporter death" thing. Just stuff to think about.
  12. StyxxnStones

    ~QB~

    I'm glad you liked it. I sure hope that's what QB's voice sounds like, because that's all I'm ever going to imagine.
  13. StyxxnStones

    ~QB~

    I don't know if you heard before, but it pops into my head everytime I see one of posts. I thought I'd share this with you.
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