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tania
(Jesse)
Jesse


Registration Date: 04-21-2013
Date of Birth: 03-08-1971 (48 years old)
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Additional Info About tania
Sex: Undisclosed
Location: Australia
Bio: Im into metaphysics as well as strongly into science.

Jesse is my second Tulpa. My first tulpa was accidently created from a servitor about 10 years? ago but is no longer with me.

Jesse and I - Our journey/milestones

Day 2- showed sentience
-did something himself- spontanously drew energy from me to him
-Responded to me talking to him and innerly smiled
-Expressed emotion (happy) and clearly innerly spoke (using my own mind voice) to me.

Day 3 Able to feel his presence
- His calm energy sent me into his wonderland (I think he may of helped)
- Able to feel him all over with my mind
- Able to imagine individual body parts (not in colour).

Day 4
- Felt him kiss my lips on my physical body but it wasnt as clear as real life.
- He expressed his humour by sending me a mind image making me laugh.
- He used a male voice innerly but like it was there on border of my consciousness. Heard the sound of his voice not the words themselves.

Day 5
- Jesse creates meditation mat in his wonderland and shows it to me. (Im not creating his own wonderland home).

Day 7
- Can now move my visualisation over his body seeing section by section (not the whole lot at once and not in colour).

Day 10
- I found out Jesse's name (possibly another tulpa has told me it as I didnt hear it from Jesse and it wasnt me. Jesse confirms it).

Day 11
-Jesse interacts with me in his wonderland. Spontanously expresses his friendliness trait when Im in his wonderland. Offers me a coffee (when I dont drink coffee!!). He spontanously sits me on his knee (expressing his romantic trait). He's added more to his wonderland.. its like a real home now, furnished etc thou Ive only seen a little of it.

day 12
Had our first good convo back and forth for a bit equally together. He prefers to use my inner voice but he gets the occassional word wrong to which I then have to correct him (like he's learning how words in sentences go). This is the first and last day I notice him making mistakes with his grammer/words. (by day 30 his grammer is better at times then my own).
- Jesse exhibits fear of his mortality
_ Jesse expressing lack of confidence so I add in another trait to him.
- 2 females in long hooded cloaks who arent supposed to be in his wonderland are there. I dont know what is going on. Maybe my past tulpa isnt gone???

Day 13/14
- He surprises me as he has a SINGLE bed in his home. Im like "What!! where's the double bed?" Im shocked he dont seem to have one in what appears to be his bedroom.
- I finish working on his personality

day 15
- I can physically smell him. He spontanously uses his skill of breath scent to physically clear my nose (as he's supposed to do).
- More issues with Jesse re fear (i work to fix these).

day 17
- felt the heaviness of Jesse's arm laying over my physical body.

day 18
- Spontanously have xmas music going off in my head. Jesse must be listening to music (interesting music which he hasnt been exposed to. He hears music far clearer in a different way to me.. with awareness of all the beats and instruments in full orchestra and that is what Im now hearing).

day 19
- Had to make a deal with Jesse as he didnt want me to do what I wanted to do to him. Negative response from him over a trait I wanted to add to him as he said doing that changes him and is unsettling him. First time Ive had to make a deal with him.
- He initiates love making (rather then me doing the initiation for sex)
- He speaks to me clearly a full sentence in a male voice inside my head.

day 20
- Second time clearly speaking in male voice in my head.
- He steps in when someone online stirs me up and he calms me down and tells me to get offline. (second time he's influenced me).

(I need to add in rest of his milestones)

Day 32
- 2nd time Ive felt him touch me like as real in real life. This time he flicked side of my knee with his finger. I also physically heard the flick with my ears.
- 1st time I hear something he does with my physical ears

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Jesse (human male) DOB 16th April 2013 
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