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ThunderManiac

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  1. I only forced once since last time, because I didn't really have time alone, with Easter and all that. But I feel bad for not doing it, so I will try to do it more. nothing special happened, that was a boring update on my progress report.
  2. Today I started visualization, and it was way easier for me. I did it for about 30 minutes, but I didn't feel like I had a hard time keeping my concentration. The way I did it is I went into my wonderland, witch is a place where I used to go camping when I was young, and modeled her out of some kind of clay-like material. I created each body part individually, then put her together. After she was complete, i put skin on her to make her look human and not like a statue. Then, I imagined hair growing on her so she wouldn't be bald. I finally dressed her and I took a photo with my mind, to help me remember what she is like. the 'photo' is still a little fuzzy, but it's a start.
  3. Again, I only forced for 10 to 15 minutes, the more I do it, the more I find it hard to concentrate. I started reading a manga to her, I thought it could be fun. I might start visualization soon, I think it's going to be easier for me.
  4. I forced for about 15 minutes today, it's not much, but still better that nothing. I have about 20 traits, but when I look at the list of traits I made, I think most of them means the same thing. When I force a trait, I sit down and talk to my tulpa, telling her how those traits affect her, maybe visual symbolism would help me. I think that's part of the problem, I don't talk about a trait for very long, if I would type everything I say about a trait, it would be very short. When I force a trait it goes like this: You are this because that and it make you do that. After that I have no idea what to say about that trait and move on.
  5. I tried to force this morning, but I couldn't continue after 10 minutes, I'm having a really hard time concentrating, I might try some concentration exercises. I'm also not sure if I do it the way that works best for me, I basically sit down, think of my tulpa and tell her what traits I want her to have, but after a while, I just start repeating the same 5 traits for 30 minutes. Question: How can I improve my forcing method?
  6. So I want to create a Tulpa, and I thought doing a progress report would help me. She doesn't really have a name yet, I mostly refer to her as 'you' when I talk to her. She also doesn't have a form yet either, I think of her as a feminine silhouette that I can't look at directly. I started working on her personality, but I found out that I have a hard time forcing for more than about 30 to 45 minutes, because I can't concentrate after that. I narrate to her a lot, and I can kinda feel like she is next to me while I narrate, so that helps. I'm going to post more when something important happens. Don't be afraid to comment guys, it would really help me.
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