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Wh33lzman

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  1. Oh hai, did I tell you about Elizabeth's wonderland? It's a library on a floating island, this island has rolling hills, rich grass, and sparse trees. Under the floating island is a massive expanse of awesome rock formations, and rivers, ponds, lakes, etc. With some vegetation and animals. Also in her section of wonderland she has awesome armor, a spear that shoots lightning, and rides a giant stag...
  2. Just sayin' hello, back to school now, the increased structure= better forcing patterns, and sleep cycle for lucid dreams. Hope to fill you in on something soon!
  3. Hey there Yori, stopping in to say that you should read tons of guides, and generally lurk tons of general discussion threads, and Q and A. Remember this though, no guide is the best guide, they are only personal methods, take different parts of guides, and come up with methods that work best for you. Personally my tulpa is vocal, but I only passive forced, something many would not advise you to do. TL;DR, research, and make your own methods that work for you Also I only had an implied desire for sentience so, that should work
  4. Back to le PR, I converted a fantasy world that I cooked up into our wonderland, which is nice. It's all about imposition now, (here we go) but here's the real part of the post. We're camped out in wonderland, it was raining so we had pitched tents. Anyway, I'm looking through rations in my pack, when suddenly there is a lively tune being struck up on a flute, I look over, she's playing an instrument with total confidence...
  5. Realistically, it's not your choice, but given that she likes you, then her sub-c should too. The only people my tulpa doesn't seem to like are those who don't like me
  6. Try a year of tulpaforcing. A month, 10 to 30 minutes a day? Let's take an average of 20 min. Per day, for 30 days. 600min=only 10 hours, I'm sorry but you have a long way to go, but you've already had visual hallucinations? That's a lot of quick progress, take it easy
  7. My tulpa became sentient, for sure, in maybe a little over a month, though I had made other attempts over the span of nearly a year, surely speeding up my progress. You're expecting too much too quickly, relax, and enjoy your stay.
  8. Moving on, visualizing is getting better, I have a sense for her presence more than before, and her form is settling. I'm still working on contacting her in LD, she's started reminding me to do reality checks, which I never asked for, which means she's doing things of her own accord!
  9. I noticed the conversation was going in circles, Lizzie's still relatively new to vocality, and I was doubting how much was her, maybe I was parroting? "This conversation is kind of going in circles Liz, do you think maybe-" [Frankly you're just f****** terrible in conversation.] I had to stifle laughter in the airport, she's snarky, and foul mouthed, but she's mostly messing around.
  10. A long gap in my posts where I was still forcing? Impossible! I was on the IRC more than the forums. Moving into visualization now as Lizzy can speak, and actually says things that surprise me. Some form deviations have been going on, which is good, because she was a bit derivative, certain errors in visualizing came up, persistently, then I realized that she was deviating! So we're graduating to visualization and imposition! [Hello world!] BTW, should I delete the old posts? My failed attempts, they take up space on the thread, however, they're also perhaps vital knowledge... Thoughts?
  11. Haha! Liz is vocal! Kind of... She can do simple responses, expanded yes or nos, typically responses I expect or agree with. She has essentially another mindvoice, that deviated for one day, but has settled into a mindvoice, that feels about as distinct as my own. This has been going on for two days, and I was going to update yesterday, but then something happened... I got a headache, not unusual, I was commenting on it, when she cut me off. Liz interrupted me midthought, that's awesome!
  12. Me and Liz haven't stopped forcing, there's just nothing much to say about our progress besides head pressure/ this really, REALLY, sharp pain I got today, so I'll update when something else happens
  13. Does anyone else get passive forcing headaches? I know I do, just overall I started to feel really tired after prolonged passive forcing, guess I'm workin' hard.
  14. Ok, it's been 2 months, I have commitment issues. I'm pretty sure I'm starting from scratch again. Fourth times the charm! I know what I'm doing wrong. Working too much, I burn myself out, I'm limiting myself to 1 hour sessions of active forcing, but compensating with more passive forcing, and a consistent schedule. This is the third day, I get headaches, and pressure, maybe even responsive aches, I got as far as one vocal response before, out of the blue, unparroted, so I know I can do this. Anyways, let's dive back into the fray Also, her name's Liz, I think... Like Elizabeth, unless she doesn't like that, but if she doesn't, that's fine, I kind of dislike designating something personal like that, but I guess my parents did that to me, regardless, I like it, it sticks, and I got nothin' else.
  15. I nearly gave up again... After abandoning tulpaforcing for two weeks, I am returning with an increased fervor, I'm on vacation, and all of the things that go with that made things hectic for me, but I'm back on track with my 2 hour forcing regimen, coinciding with incessant passive forcing.
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