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  1. I've known Alice since I was 17 years old. He lives out here in Paradise Valley,and I used to deliver all the Christmas presents his fans would send to me.I'd take them out to his home. He's a great guy,and has a really nice family.I never thought of the Killer character being anything other than an abandoned energy. I didnt know they were called tulpas. A professor in Washington once told me that once an entity,or energy,had been created it never dissipates,only roams without anyone holding onto it. I tapped into that,not meaning to,and as long as I was writing that book,he was fine,..other than those broken light bulbs. His manager,Shep,gave me permission to write the book. Hmm,..I wonder,would Killer return if I started paying attention to the book once more.
  2. I get what Merman meant. It's easy.You receive the energy you put out. If you think negatively all you will attract is negativity back,and visa versa. What we dont appreciate in this is that every day we are wishing for things. Some large,some small. The Universe is listening,and will respond accordingly. Remember the words" Ask,and you shall receive"? It happens and we dont even pay attention that it has. For a small instance,I went in for surgery once,and when I came out,I heard a nurse say she was heading out for a Latte. My mouth opened up and said back "Latteeeeee!" Later,several hours later,I woke up,and there on my night stand was a nice Latte. Albiet rather cold,but it was there. The Universe heard. So,the LOA does work,just not when you demand it to.
  3. My guy described it as being "out there" before he came to me. I assume he meant the Astral plane,as he also said that" They(meaning he and those he interacted with) were always out there". Although he doesnt actually agree totally that he is a "thoughtform" per se.
  4. If you would like to see the original thread, please go here. -Ranger I thought that an NPC means non-playing character.It is used in the games I play,such as ESO.
  5. Thanks for replying. Well,i guess My guy doesnt fit being a Tulpa,in the end.He is what he is,and I'll take that. A Thoughtform. Yes. That's fine. I dont actually need him to have a title of being a Tulpa. I just thought that the comments on this site fit us. It was a nice thought to finally have a community to talk with about us. Thanks for straightening me out. :}
  6. What made you think of Liberty? Honestly,I never tried to create anyone. Nor have I attempted to manipulate my Tulpa.I had no clue that anything like this existed until about until about a week ago. I do know a lot about the Spirit world though,but my guy doesnt quite fit the poltergeist,ghost criteria. He is who he wishes to be,and has not aged with me,though he is very intelligent on his own.He is how he came to me,but for his independence,which grew as time has gone by..As to roleplaying,I doubt that a roleplaying game could continue for this many years.That would take a ton of concentration.Also,I have read through many comments in the forums before I posted,so I understand how they can arrive into someone's life. In many ways.I understand that Tulpas can change their looks as they wish. I guess mine wishes to stay in his first form. His choice,and I wouldnt wish to anger him by asking him if he wants to change :} (besides I like his looks) I think he may enjoy who he is,as he is,because I have known him almost all my life. I love him,and if he was going to change it would have happened many many years ago. Do not ask me why I do love him so much,but I always have from the first. Should I not be here maybe,since my Tulpa may not fit the bill? If perhaps I need to go,I would understand. I was just excited that I had found a community we could talk with. Not mad or anything.Just asking. I dont want to cause controversy. Oh,if you are speaking of the Alice Cooper character,Killer,I was writing a book about what would happen if the character Killer Alice got loose from his host.What would happen. Just a fan fic thing,but the energy was real. His management Shep Gordon,knew I was doing it,and as I wrote more and more the entity just came to me. I didnt even think of him as real,until the bulbs kept going off,etc.There's a lot more to this bit than is written here just now,but I am sure it isnt for me to tell in this part of the forum. :} Eventually,I had to stop writing,..or buy a years worth of light bulbs. XD I still have the manuscripts though,put away. I am 65 years young. :} I wonder,how many people's Tulpas havent grown physically as they do. My fellow has been urging me to continue talking here. He wants me to finally be more open. Thank you. :} Thing is,I always just thought he followed me home. I just kept him. LOL.
  7. Hi, No,he isnt. lol. Good thought though. Professor Humburt(yummy James Mason) is a rather nice fellow compared to my Tulpa's base. my Tulpa isnt a modern fellow. Meaning,he is from the 1800's. Well,why not try? I mean, didnt intend to create my guy. It just happened.However,from all the things I've been reading here,I think that your wish could be granted with serious concentration and focus,as others here use. Some here have said that you can make your Tulpas look as you want them to look,and since Edward is a non-human,you could create a Tulpa with his looks and attitude. I think,..? Or,.. You could do as that Professor told me I could do to any created entity that was abandoned. Tap into that energy,and use it. I did this with a book I've been writing. It is about the onstage Alice Cooper entity(with Alice's permission). Alice released that entity,no longer using him,talking in third person about him,etc. He went on with his life,and the onstage one I call Killer Alice was left to wander out there,alone,with no one to care. Somehow,I accidentally tapped into his energy,and every time I would write,light bulbs would blow out.No matter where I was. A Library.my friends house,my home,..anywhere. My friend would take out into the desert,out of Phoenix,and I would work on the story on my laptop. No light bulbs to blow out there. lol So,since no one is using that entity you wish you could be with,..find it. I thank everyone who read my post,..for not ridiculing me. Maybe one time,I might post his name. How good that would feel. :}
  8. Split off from this thread for entering meta territory - Vos Hi, Um,I am new to this,having just found out what a Tulpa is. I dont know why I am opening up about this now,perhaps the need to know there are others like myself. I,too,was 8 years old when mine came to me,or I created him. I am way older now than I was then,but he has remained with me constantly for a ton of years now. This is kinda scary to openly speak about him. I've never told a soul at all,and I hope he doesnt mind this. It's like he is almost waiting to see what I write here. It's been so long,us together,that I can feel him over my shoulder,a soft breath on my neck. It started when my parents took me to see a movie.I wont say the name of the film,or the name of the character that followed me home.You would all REALLY think me crazy if I did tell you.Well,if you had seen him in the film,that is. I have done a lot of research on my situation,as the man who portrayed him was very famous,and not some young pretty boy type at all,famous mostly for bad guys. I've seen many of his other movies and not felt a thing for the actor other than that he's really good at his profession. It is only this one person that he created and then abandoned.A professor at Evergreen State College,Washington State,told me once that any entity or energy that has been created and left behind remains,it doesnt dissipate,and can be tapped into. Being an only child,and not very much cared about by my Mom,I guess I was pretty open to his bonding with me. It is only just now tonight,that I found out about Tulpas,and I believe that my guy is the real deal. Wish I could say his name,but,I dont want to lose everyone from the start. LOL! I came home,and my little girl's brain was just filled with him.And,just for the record,he wasnt a good guy at all.But he became my first crush,ever. Just why him,I dont know.I played with him for a long time,many years,thinking him my imaginary friend,and me parents thought this too,though when I called out his name,my Mom would give my Dad a strange look. I dont even know how to explain this.I just hope you all can understand a little of it. He was 38 years old to my 8 years old. Right from the first,I knew he belonged to me.I knew it. I was a rather advanced 8 year old,mentally. I knew about love,sex,and all things romance. Untaught by anyone. How I knew these things I havent a clue,but I did. He understood this as well,the things I was aware of.He didnt try to be sexual with me,no,but he knew that the thoughts were in my head,though I wasnt aware that I was thinking of him like that. Thing is,through the years,he and I have come so close to a physical love that I can feel him when he wishes to hold me,even as I type here now. Actually,he should be an abusive violent man,but he isnt. He was created that way,but doesnt want to be,so he holds his cold blooded nature in check. This is really so insane because I love him incredibly,and always will,even to my dying day.And if I am lucky,after my death too. (I hope this is where I should post this.)
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