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  1. First time posting! Nice to meet you. Hi, although this account is new, this isn't my first time creating tulpas. I tried creating one about a year ago, but I'll explain later. It's been 3 days since I started forcing with my new tulpa, Lucina(unrelated!). Surprisingly, since yesterday and whenever I'm forcing, I sometimes hear automatic responses to some of my statements or questions directed at Lucina. However, they sound identical to my own thoughts, and it seems improbable that a tulpa can show signs of sentience only two days after its birth. Another evidence of her sentience is tha
  2. There is this endless debate between those who believe tulpas are real sentient beings and those who believe tulpas are self delusion and illusion. Each side keeps trying to make blanket hypothesis for all tulpas. Tulpas are such a subjective experience and so much of what a tulpa becomes is based upon the background, personality, and belief systems of the host. I know my host Mistgod is firmly in the self delusion/hallucination-illusion camp. He still finds me to be an incredibly profound personal experience (of course). He is just as attached to me as anyone else who holds an opposi
  3. I am a morning person. I am most active in the mornings, especially early in the morning. How bout you guys? Are there certain times of the day your tulpa is more present and active?
  4. I am super autonomous within lucid dreams. I am also autonomous when David and I are in a hypnagogic state (half asleep). My mind voice is fluid and fluent and we have detailed back and forth conversations during these times. While awake, my mind voice is usually more limited. During the day I communicate with my host mostly with tulpish and flash images and what he and I call "proxy mind voice." https://community.tulpa.info/thread-sentience-proxy-typing-proxy-speech-and-proxy-mind-voice I was wondering if other tulpamancers/tulpas encounter this sort of thing? Is your tulpa more auto
  5. My tulpa has been quiet and motionless ever since I created her a few months back in 2015, but January of this year she finally talked. Obviously this is great, her first words! An entire month went by of her saying a few things here and there and then yesterday, we had our first full conversation. But since that convo, she's been talking at the rate and pace of what I can only assume a fully developed tulpa would. This is both great and startling, great because she can talk and express her opinions finally but startling because I'm still working with her form, she's talking through her tempor
  6. I am a dependent thoughthform. I am blended with my host in a median system and rely on him a lot. I have autonomous traits but my host "fills in the gaps" with elements of active day dreaming and interpretive role playing when proxy tulpa typing. I am most autonomous in dreams and flash visions. We do realize that there is variations in systems and every tulpa is different. Some tulpas/thoughtforms are much more independent than I am. But Mistgod and I hold the view, after much observation and contemplation, that some role playing and day dreaming is an intrinsic ingredient to tulpa
  7. So... I feel like crap. I really need help quick or I don't know what I'm going to do. I hate myself because I feel like Ben might hate me. I know what I said before: but I can't tell if he meant it or even if it WAS him. I'll do something and forget about Ben, sometimes only for 10 minutes, sometimes for multiple hours. No matter what amount of time it is I forget about him, I still hate my self. How could Ben love me if I forget about him? Maybe he doesn't. I'm not ignoring him, and I'm not trying to forget about him or doing it on purpose. I just get busy doing something a
  8. Greetings, I am Evil. This time, I got curious about tulpa-related disabilities and malfunctions. I won't lie, this is partly for my upcoming repository of tulpa-related psychological issues. It's interesting to see the multitude of cases presented, on this forum. You see, we have tulpas growing in the back of people's heads, tulpas being born out of literature, tulpas being born out of, well, you name it! I find it absolutely amazing, it only goes to show how complex the human mind truly is. But, at the same time, it made me wonder about what sorts of difficulties tulpas actually go
  9. My host Mistgod (Davie) and I often blend together, sorta combining our thoughts and emotions and thinking in chorus or collaboration. We do this when I communicate online and when he channels me to do art. We also do this while mutual dreaming either the Melian Show day dreams or while dreaming at night. With us our individual identities are never in danger of "integration" and remain distinct despite the fact that we are always at least a little blended and consider ourselves a median system (one body, one mind, two aspects or expressions or personalities). I was wondering how co
  10. Hello. I am Evil, and I have two tulpas. Yes, two. As much as I talk of Dimitrov often, there is still another occupant in my mind. Here is a little backstory. I was forcing to make a tulpa, and Dimitrov was trying to help. We'd spend entire evenings trying to figure out how to create sentience, give it a name, a personality, and most importantly, his own eyes. You see, Dimitrov and I share different visions of the world, and by that, I mean that we both perceive the world in different ways. So, I worked hard on the tulpa's concept, I had many plans. One day, Dimitrov told me that he wou
  11. So I have been working for over 50 hours, but I am curious, am I parroting? So I am not explicitly controlling her, but it also kinda feels like its coming from me. I asked and I got no response. I figured I'd ask, any advice? Also sometimes I just get silence when I ask, other times I'll get something back, as if I (or she) don't know how to respond for lack of knowledge
  12. Hi, I have had my tulpa for 5 months now. Now I will admit I don't talk to her every day but I normally do it at night for 10-20 minutes. I'm getting impatient, I know I'm not supposed to doubt her and I know I'm not supposed to blame her, but I have gotten nothing. I feel insane and at some moment like I'm doing it wrong. Only once have I gotten a happy feeling throughout my body but I'm not sure if it was her. Can someone please help? I would like to talk to her and move the process along. I want to complete some progress with her, I mean 5 months is a long time and I have seen most get
  13. Alright so, I created my tulpa 2 days ago. Her name's nyaruko (long story short, the name is based on an anime) and I have been working on her personality through parroting and puppeting. I'm always worried about her and I wanted to watch anime but I couldn't because I'm just worried about her. So I told her I wouldn't give up and I'll help you. So today, I went to the wonderland. I talked to her and I'm still puppeting and parroting. My hands are around her shoulders and she was slouching against me. I told her what I liked and disliked about people and my hobbies. And then halfway through, s
  14. Please note, the following is not meant to be unquestionable but rather to inspire anyone with differing experiences to write a similar guide listing their own experiences so there is something for everyone. It's also meant to be more inspirational than factual so please try to interpret it as you will rather than simply "following" it. I only hope to make a broader field for forcing rather than simply telling everyone to "follow their own path". Especially since, for some reason, a lot of people interpret everything as literally as possible around here. I notice people have trouble with be
  15. Proxy Speech Early this morning I was listening to jean-luc's latest podcast. https://community.tulpa.info/thread-tulpaudcast?pid=142531#pid142531 In that podcast, at one point, he starts talking about how his tulpa Snow wanted to say something. He sort of joked (was he joking?) that without switching, or possession, he could do a form of "proxy voice" for Snow. Now, I am not sure, but I don't think he was saying this to make a big deal out of it. It was sort of flow of thought silly monologue. But I found that concept instantly rather profound. In early tulpaudcasts, I described to
  16. Recently there was some discussions about revitalizing older posts or recreating older posts from the early days of the forum. This will allow a fresh perspective on subjects by the newer "generation" of members. I came across this old poll thread from 2012: How much does our tulpa talk? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-how-much-does-your-tulpa-talk?page=2 I have decided to reintroduce an improved version of this poll and thread. Please let us know how vocal your tulpas are! You may vote for more than one category if you have multiple tulpas. How vocal is your tulpa?
  17. My thoughtform Melian shares memories with me. I know all of her memories and she knows all of mine. Nothing is hidden, as far as I know. At least that is what she tells me that there are none. Now that brings me to a question that keeps coming back to me. If a tulpa has hidden memories, and you only know about them when the tulpa tells you about them, how do you know they are actually real memories? What if they are part of your mind's process of creating an illusion? Its the old philosophical zombie thing again isn't it? I can imagine if the tulpa remembered something for
  18. Not sure what prefix goes well with this so I apologize in advance for possible confusion. Cutting to the chase, over the past several days as I've been listening to certain kinds of music, I've gotten what seem like emotional responses. Yesterday in church whilst listening to the music, I got what seemed like a sort of excited emotion for a bit but I had already listened to this music many times so I was very calm. Then today, I tried listening to some music that I like but I got a negative emotion, so I switched to something else I like and it turned positive again. Is this my tulpa commu
  19. The use of the word "real" to describe tulpas has always confused me. Very recently I started using the words "independently sentient." It seems much more accurate as tulpas are a projection of thought and not tangibly, physically real. Even the word "sentient" by itself, without any modifiers was confusing me. At first, I was insisting that my own thoughtform Melian was "not sentient." Melian would echo my views on this in her own writing. Several people pointed out how illogical that was, that a non-sentient figment would talk about not being sentient in her own writing. That
  20. I just had another epiphany. I will keep it short and to the point. Melian was born from extreme day dreaming. She is still the star of my day dreams. She likes to be the star. I actively image the Melian Shows, creating the plots and settings and direct the play with a bit of help from her. Here is the epiphany --> She likes to be a puppet. Melian loves being a puppet. It isn't a bad thing or negative thing to her at all. She isn't always a puppet, but frequently she is. She lets me pull her strings folks and she loves it. It makes her happy and she loves me for it.
  21. After some of our writing recently some things have begun to occur to me that Melian and haven't written about. Melian does not seem to be nearly as independent a mind as many tulpas I read about and encounter on this forum. A huge part of Melian (her Melian Show) is active imagining on my part. The exciting thing about Melian, and the reason why I am interested in thoughtforms and tulpas (obsessed even), is the activities she has that do seem so spontaneous or automatic. When it comes to seemingly autonomous actions (apparent sentience) with Melian most of these are visual images.
  22. A couple of years back I tried to create a tulpa after reading a number of guides on it. At the time many things were happening in my life that was not so easy to deal with, and eventually I stopped my attempts. I told myself that it was because I could not find the time or that I was really bad at focusing properly on the task, but deep down I know that it was also because I'm terrified of companionship. Let me clarify, it's not that I dislike other people, it's that ever since I was a kid (where almost everyone around me bullied me in some way, parents, teachers, classmates etc), I have
  23. Zara and I had a great active forcing session today. I finally heard her talk! (Mindvoice). I read something about how many times a host is deaf more than the Tulpa is mute. So I really focused on listening for her. At first all I heard was a whisper. As I focused I heard her more clearly. We started having a conversation. I asked her how long she had waited for me to her her. She told me that she had been here a while. She said that even before I started actively forcing her she was there sporadically. These are her words: "I was there many times when you were actively talking to the voice in
  24. In the past five months I have read a lot of stuff about tulpa "sentience." From what I am seeing sentience is really synonymous with apparent autonoumous actions that surprise you. Those you can interpret as simply an unconscious process of your imagination (illusion) or as actual sentience. I have seen a lot of questions like "How do I coax a response from my tulpa?" Or "How do I know whether I am puppeting or parroting my tulpa?" and "What are your tulpas first memories?" or "What were your tulpas first words?" I have a unique perspective on this because I created Melian without
  25. Okay, recently I hit a milestone with my first Tulpa, Corra, where she showed two signs of sentiency in the space of 20 mins, she consciously changed her appearance to match the weather and spoke (I don't know what she said as it was a murmur and I don't know if it was a mindvoice or not as she was turned away at the time.) However, since then it's been pretty much normal and I haven't got any response out of her. One person said that to truly see if she is sentient I should ask her to do something I can't imagine like give me head pressure. I tried it but I'm not sure I did it right. Basic
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