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only buzzing remains

only references remain

Only suspicion remains

among us

A certain individual’s love

only a simple memory remains

Probably a good idea

let's try in altrive's server

I really don't, I'm just watching them play the death note among us now that we finished the anime Having friend groups requires having lots of active friends, and having lots of active friends requires being able to make new connections Can't say how large the market of "People looking to join a friend group to play modded among us" is, but I can assure you that 90% of them are to be found within the let's play community of said content lol Aside from stream chats and vod/video comments, there's Reddit and Steam discussions, both of which feel.. different, and I can't think of much else other than just getting existing friends to play Since you're probably immensely more knowledgeable, you'll need to hold back a lot for a while to not make it unfun for them

yeah I remember that but I still don't know how viable it is/ unsure. 3 confirmed and a lot of "maybe"s

reisen or lucilyn idr i think suggested getting people from certain stream chats or something. idr what they said exactly. maybe lumi has a better idea how many people do you have?

lumi please do you know anyone that would want to do modded among us tonight

i've been posting outside of lotpw more for once. hope the persian person makes wise choices and has a good time and that their future tulpa if they go through with that has a happy time sometimes i see posts and i am like, oh, idk if i'm qualified to try and help... but maybe i was meant to answer their question gz bruv

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flip flapping!

I'm so silly

how am i not the bad influence lol i think i'm on a better path now but brussef i've done some things people would say is not good. though most of it went fine. ah well. do i regret my past? nyes. idk. it's okay past. not ideal but i got through it somehow, and i had fun at times. the future looks so much better right now, even if it can be dark and helpless feeling often

wound up looking at some of my old lotpw messages and goodness gracious I'm sorry everyone for how I was

oh i see

i see. you would like mili then

Progress!! Major Personality Deviation! Alice of yore was a quiet, somewhat somber person concerned with school and learning. Since, she was based on a character from a novel, she had some identity confusion on what she should do in a world fundamentally different from her source. Over thanksgiving, I spent a significant amount of time forcing, especially in long car rides and Alice made significant progress in vocality, consistency, and we developed the beginning on a wonderland. Alice is now completely her own thing. list of stuff curly hair! (random, but so important to both of us) freckles, but those tattoo star shaped freckles that are trendy partying (she wants to go to parties, this is a logistical problem for me) pop music (she hates my favorite metal bands ૮(˶ㅠ︿ㅠ)ა ) non exhaustive obviously. We went on Pinterest together and made a board. she decided that she looks like Elle Fanning (particularly in Maleficent), she wants to live on the beach, and, most important, she doesn't look like Alice Quinn, her initial source. Our wonderland is not put together yet, but we know what we want from it. I initially didn't see a purpose for it, but it will make it easier for us to hang out and to have dedicated forcing sessions. Our wonderland is a cabin on a sunny tropical beach, maybe expanded later into a small island. Also an important development, I told some people irl about tulpamancy and Alice. I mentioned a couple times on a discord server with all my friends that I've been on tulpa forums and discord servers, and revealed to my boyfriend and a close friend a few days ago that I'm "earnestly pursuing it". It's a half truth, but I'm on the way to the full one. They know I'm a quirky individual, so I'm not concerned with any rejection once I get around to introducing Alice. Other Misc. Updates: - Alice has full access to my brain and memories. During a conversation, she recalled a very particular memory from middle school to prove a point. I hadn't thought about it in years. - typing as Alice feels incredibly natural, and I think we're on the way to possession and switching along the line. It's absolutely me typing, but I'm able to transcribe her as automatically as I would transcribe my own thoughts, which wasn't the case before. Overall, big progress. One concern I have right now is my own mood swings and mental health. It's hard to tell right now how heavily affected Alice is by my mental health. I've been prone to rapid mood swings and personality shifts in the past, and I'm having an upswing recently of risky behavior and more 'upbeat' personality traits. It maps out with the shift in Alice. I don't think it's the direct cause, Alice is very much her own person, but I do feel that her recent energy and desire for life is coming from an unstable part of our shared brain. We'll see with time.

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i am currently agnostic on how possible it is, but people who are much more competent and deep in the exploration of consciousness and magic have said "there is a there there" so i don't think it is a waste of time. however i don't think you would just make an omnipotent tulpa all of a sudden, and anything you achieve might only be perceivable by you and your tulpa. magick is difficult to do publicly i've heard, compared to private magick. also recommend practicing light magick but i can't tell you what to do. but either way, even with that it can be very satisfying and magical. "من در حال حاضر نسبت به امکان‌پذیری این موضوع دیدگاه آگنوستیک دارم، اما افرادی که بسیار ماهرتر و عمیق‌تر در کاوش آگاهی و جادو هستند گفته‌اند که «چیزی در اینجا هست»، بنابراین فکر نمی‌کنم وقت تلف کردن باشد. با این حال، فکر نمی‌کنم بتوانید ناگهان یک تولپای قادر مطلق ایجاد کنید، و هر چیزی که به آن دست پیدا کنید ممکن است فقط توسط شما و تولپای شما قابل درک باشد. شنیده‌ام که انجام جادوی عمومی دشوارتر از جادوی خصوصی است. همچنین توصیه می‌کنم جادوی سبک (Light Magick) را تمرین کنید، اما نمی‌توانم به شما بگویم چه کار کنید. اما به هر حال، حتی با همین رویکرد هم می‌تواند بسیار رضایت‌بخش و جادویی باشد." no problem. best wishes مشکلی نیست. بهترین آرزوها 🌸 i forgot to respond to this part. yes, in magick it is common to make servitors that have no feelings or personalities that carry out tasks. idk how effective it will be to try, but with those you don't want to be attached to them and let them dissipate after their task is complete. if you are wanting a friend, a servitor probably would not be much of a person, or they will become a person and the fact they are a servant might mentally distress them یادم رفت به این بخش پاسخ بدم. بله، در جادو معمول است که سرویتورها (موجودات خدمتگزار) ساخته شوند که هیچ احساسی یا شخصیتی ندارند و فقط وظایفی را انجام می‌دهند. نمی‌دانم چقدر مؤثر خواهد بود که بخواهید این کار را امتحان کنید، اما با چنین موجوداتی نمی‌خواهید به آن‌ها وابسته شوید و باید پس از انجام وظیفه‌شان آن‌ها را پراکنده کنید. اگر شما به دنبال یک دوست هستید، احتمالاً سرویتور زیاد شبیه یک انسان نخواهد بود، یا ممکن است تبدیل به یک انسان شود و این که او یک خدمتگزار است ممکن است باعث ناراحتی ذهنی او شود. I hope chatgpt translates well. i have no idea what it is truly saying in your language

something more to it. i don't listen to vocaloid songs much. i didn't even know that was that as i associate vocaloid only singing japanese lyrics. just something disconnected in an interesting way in the tone of the voice and the la la la lalas