~Exploring the Universe~

[galaxy]

Hello! My name is, as I will go by on here, Galaxy. This will be a report of the development of my tulpa, Io. I've researched just about everything I could find about tulpae for a little over a year now. So just a taste of what you can expect as I explore the Universe (that is the name of our wonderland... quite clever, eh?) with Io:

 

- the strange interruptions of my mind.

- passive and active forcing experiences.

- progress on any of our goals.

 

 

I will post our first progress update tomorrow and will continue to post every day! (I will probably have to biggest progressions on Fridays.)

 

Pre-Progress Update (October 4th, 2015)

So today I wrote Io's general personality. Of course, he's free to change anything he wants, but I feel really good about this. Short report today, good night guys!

[galaxy]

Progress Update 2 (October 5th, 2015)

 

*note Io is actually gender neutral but i'll refer to it as a him to make it less confusing.

 

Okay, so my first real update! Exciting news- it seems I'm one of the lucky ones. Io has already begun talking. Of course there is the chance I'm parroting but I really think it's him. He deviated his voice to an Italian accent, which is very easy to tell the difference between our mindvoices. I offered to take him stargazing in the Universe tonight, which we will begin at around 7:00.

I remember my clear visits to my old tulpae and wonderland (I did have one in the past but she stopped talking to me for a long time- I'm going to try to get her back after Io has developed a bit.) I'm hoping with time my interactions with Io will become more and more clear. I have yet to create a definite wonderland and what it looks like, but I will soon, probably today before I go stargazing.

 

Later that day...

 

Instead of stargazing we are going on a walk where I will outline his personality for him. I have it about halfway done. We will still be stargazing- I'm pretty excited to see what we will find in the Universe. From our planet in the Universe we can see a few moons that we plan to take a trip to, one day. For those of you who want to know, to achieve a more focused active forcing session, I use "Password for an Entheogenic Experience" by Alio Die, and I take (by mouth) a mixture of grapefruit essential oil and water. About 1-2 drops per cup. It tastes good and (probably by a placebo-ish effect) increases my concentration. *right after this we did go on said walk and I outlined his personality.

[galaxy]

Progress Report 3 (October 6th 2015)

 

Got some more personality and a small active forcing session. Working on teaching him to form sentences well.

[galaxy]

Progress Report 4 (October 7 2015)

 

Today we did a little forcing, but not much happened. A lot of passive forcing. Io seems to be using his Italian voice less.

 

Sorry about the short reports lately! They'll be getting longer from this point on.

[galaxy]

Progress Report 5 (October 8 2015)

 

Already on report 5! Anyway, before I go over any forcing or actual progress, I've finally explored my finalized wonderland!

 

My wonderland is a large stretch of tall grass, where I enter. Once I am in, I walk forward until I hit a mowed patch with a path paved of tar that leads into the main area. Closest to the left is a large observatory building with a rounded roof, made mostly of steel and glass. While forcing, I've found that the door slides open with a loud -swoosh- sound. Closest to the right is a nicely sized wood house that I haven't been inside yet. It has a balcony with a large half-circle window above it. It's always been night while I was there, so there is a picnic blanket between the two structures where me and Io watched the stars last night. These two building's entrances face each other. If you continue to walk past the buildings there is a beach with clean, unpolluted sand. The water (which is a thick blue, you cannot see the bottom) stretches out as far as you can see and occasionally we can see sharks and other sea creatures. I've also spotted a few snakes in the tall grass.

[galaxy]

Progress Report 6 (October 9th 2015)

 

Not much forcing done today, or this week due to testing in school. Today on my way to a band performance I passively forced for the hour ride and a bit during the show. Tomorrow should be better. I'll be forcing an hour on my way to another performance and then upon returning home I can finally begin to really actively force. I can vouch for the whole 'tulpa personality rubbing off on host' idea because I leaned in close to watch a ladybugs legs move. As insignificant as this seems, I am terrified of ladybugs... but Io is curious. :o Coincidence? I think not.

 

Anyway tomorrow being Saturday reports will begin to be crazy as active forcing with me has always been strange.

Thanks for reading!

 

~ Galaxy and Io

[galaxy]

Progress Report 7 (10/15/15)

 

Recently I have been busy. Continuing today.

[galaxy]

Okay, this time I'm back for real. Friends at school with tulpae have motivated me again to do more than just talk, so right now I'm taking a trip to our improved wonderland.

[galaxy]

Okay, crazy discovery. While helping Io to find a new form (he requested one, he described that he wanted to be a "brown haired boy with yellow-ish eyes," so I set to work scrolling through pictures. Suddenly, I noticed a second presence in my mind, who had claimed to have been here the whole time. He introduced himself to me as "Ishumi", which he later confirmed I messed up and his real name was "Misumi." I'm not sure I can do 2 tulpae at once. But, they are very adamant of staying together.

 

Also they happen to look like Kaoru and Hikaru from Ouran, it seems, as when I passed a picture of those 2, Misumi and Io started telling me "Stop, stop, it's us!"