80's Possession Training Montage

[Sandler abides]

Hello everyone. This is my first post on any tulpa forum. Until now, I've been using the resources of a few sites without ever having an account. I Feel like I have to tell some things first before actually talking about my tulpa. I'm not a native English speaker (don't worry, I won't apologize 'fur mah bed engluh' every time I post although I can make some mistakes for which I ... Apologize) and I sometimes sound like an asshole when I don't mean to. I don't know if that's common or not but I find this to be my case.

 

With this out of the way, let's get to the radical Tulpamancy stuff.

I started Tulpamancy somewhere in the middle of November 2013. I didn't have any experience with mindforms of any sort ; unless you count the invisible ninja dude running beside the car you're in. Although I don't remember the beginnings of my tulpa as ultimate fun time, it all started going smoothly after the first week ,when I forced for around 16 hours a day (hype can really get to you). She started talking during the third week and it was the famous yes/no speech. It went on for about two months. Then, miraculously she started using full sentences. Today she says that I was muffling her all that time and at that moment I stopped being 'parrotnoid' for a few seconds.

You were probably expecting to hear her name by now. Well, I've got some bad news, she still hasn't came up with one. After 2 years she still can't come up with something that doesn't sound lame to her. After that we've been just chilling for 1,5 year talking every second day on average.

That right there is what I'm planning on changing. The days of sweet laziness are over for us. I created this thread to motivate myself and my tulpa who's probably even lazier than me towards learning possession (I always wondered why does it sound so demonic).

So basically you can expect some updates on possession coming out here almost every day. (I won't spam with ' ermuhgerd tulpernuncy is so bs , nothing happens' posts)

If you want to, feel free to ask anything or give feedback.

 

So basically that's what I wanted to say in this intro, live long and prosper.

[Guest Anonymous]

Greetings and welcome to Tulpa Info. Congratulations on creating a tulpa. I never cease to be amazed at how "easily" young people (assuming you are younger than me) seem to do this and in such a short period of time. Yeah, I know, there is nothing easy about 16 hours a day of forcing for weeks or months. I admire your dedication and wonder how you found the time! That must match the focus of a Tibetan monk right there!

 

You aren't the first person to report a no name tulpa who seems to be taking their time with a name selection. To tulpas, this seems to be an important point. It would be for anyone of course! My thoughtform has changed her name two times after I selected her first name.

 

I know very little about possession. I have never deliberately tried to do it, but have had brief experiences that might or could be defined as maybe a form of possession (but maybe not?). My theory is my thoughtform either influenced me or blended and collaborated with me. That may not exactly be possession as many would define it. I really don't know.

 

There is only one guide in our forum, that I know of, on possession and that is Yuki's guide. There are some folks here who have experience with it though and may be able to answer any questions you have.

 

I was curious what form your tulpa has? Also, how articulate is your tulpa in speech? Do you feel her emotions? My thoughtform's mindvoice is intermittent and sometimes her statements or exclamations seem reflexive (triggered by certain situations or events) and formulaic, like a toy doll with a voicebox and pull string. My thoughtform seems to operate as snippets of automatic running day dreams, like little mini dreams while I am awake. I call them flash visions or flash images. The emotions are the most independent and constant thing I get along with a sense of a presence and "energy."

[Sandler abides]

Thanks for the feedback!

I'm going to try to answer all your questions in the order you asked them.

 

I don't know your age but back then I was 15. What I meant was that I forced for aground 16 hours a day only during the first week. After that, my winter break ended (which explains how I found the time).

 

To answer the question about her form, I'd have to say that (surprise surprise) she can't come up with something she'd like to be permanently or at least for a longer period of time. She changes her form about once a month, sometimes going back to what she used to be. Her forms tend to reference what we're liking at that moment (Noodles-ish, when we obsessed over Gorillaz; normal person, when there's nothing to be obsessed about; etc.)

 

My tulpa's pretty good at speaking. I can almost always distinguish our voices and she can use full sentences. The only time I've noticed her stutter was when she tried to sing a whole song in one go.

I've read that tulpas' thoughts might seem unnaturally fast, almost (as you said it) reflexive but the only one I know really takes her time which I like because it makes her look honest and kinda friendly.

 

I can feel her emotions pretty well but only when she wants me to feel them or when I focus on feeling them (like now I can say she's really flattered but doesn't want me to know).

 

 

Today's progress was rather insignificant. I think that by the end of this week we'll be where we were this summer. Back then she could move my fingers for over 5 cm in one, fast motion.

 

I'll post again when there's something worthwhile.