Reika and Gabriel

[kamadzhar]

I just posted an update half an hour ago. Then I put on some meditation music and went to Wonderland with my Tulpa. What I found out was quite exciting. It seems that the appearance of Gabriel has nothing to do with him going bad. He introduced me to the wonderland and told me to look up at the sky. I saw some kind of an eye. He told me that it is my third eye and the animals who look at it want to get there, trying to climb up buildings untill reaching the highest one. His home, the clocktower. Thats why the beings in windows of my wonderland were angry, because they want to reach the third eye. They invade Gabriels home and he hates that. He told me that I am the only one who is allowed there besides him. he showed me the hole in a wall and told me to jump in. I did and I ended up in a jungle wonderland, the one I was yesterday. He told me to take a look at animals, they looked like an average animals, not the weird ones at the clocktower part of this world. When I looked at him, Gabriel looked like the monkey he was yesterday. I asked him, he told me that his name is Reika (the old name). I asked about the name Gabriel when he explained something to me. Just like in real world, everything has a good and a bad side. Gabriel is the one who stays at the clock tower part, not allowing those beings to get in the jungle part. Reika is the one who stays in te jungle part. I asked if I have 2 tulpas without knowing and Then he changed his look and he looked like Gabriel again. He told me that I only have 1 Tulpa. It seems like Gabriel and Reika is one being.

After all that my question is:

Am I the only one whos Tulpa has a mind of two beings? Like I have 2 Tulpas but they are one just like I am one with my Tulpa?

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Also, even though Reika part of my Tulpa in older than Gabriel, Gabriel seems to be more developed. He has his own voice, unlike Reika, who still sounds like me